After these words came out, Sun Ning was silent for a few seconds, probably agreeing to my proposal, and she told me that the money would be credited to her head first, and it would be returned to me when I grew up.

Anyway, through chatting with Sun Ning, I hate Jiao Xiaoqi even more, I forget about her pit, even a good sister like Sun Ning is a pit, I really only know money, and it has been some time since they went back to Shaanxi twice, and it is estimated that this money has already been squandered by her.

After the fifth day of the Lunar New Year. Most of the relatives who should be strung have finished the string, after this day, Chen Yajing often asks me to go out to play, and occasionally calls Gao Meng out, Gao Meng is compared with before, and now the state of the whole person has become very good, but it is still the same as before, when there are many people, I don't like to talk much.

As for Chen Chong, this guy should be the happiest this year, I can't remember whether it was the eighth or ninth year of junior high school, Lin Ruoyi went to the northern suburbs with their classmates to play, and then couldn't get a taxi, so he called Chen Chong after finishing the matter, Chen Chong personally drove the car to pick up people back, according to Chen Chong, he sent Lin Ruoyi home and then planned to leave, Lin Ruoyi suddenly stopped him and gave him a keychain, which made him happy and exploded, and felt that the hope of Lin Ruoyi was greater.

Of course, I don't think a broken keychain represents anything, it should be given by people who are grateful to him, and it doesn't mean too much.

Shang Hairui also came soon, but he went out every day to play with Gao Meng. I don't stay at home much, the day of school is coming day by day, but my mood has not been very good, because Xia Yu has never taken the initiative to contact me since the last time Chen Yajing arranged to meet me, which will make me feel that she has really tried to leave me again. Or have left me, which makes me very irritable, for a long time, this kind of irritability in the long-term depression, the whole mood is even worse, I sometimes want to take the initiative to find Xia Yu once, take the initiative to shout hysterically with her: Lao Tzu Tongtong is not short of you, and you will live without you.

But I never had the courage, Chen Yajing later comforted me, saying that there was another semester to go to the third year of high school, Xia Yu is now full of things to study, this year Xia Yu almost didn't go out to play, just studied at home, and I should have not been contacted.

The day before the start of school, that is, on the day of the Lantern Festival on the fifteenth day of the first lunar month, Xia Yu took the initiative to apply to add my QQ, but I didn't agree, and I didn't refuse, so I ignored it directly.

I don't understand why I ignored it, maybe I'm already disappointed in Xia Yu.

At about ten o'clock that night, Xia Yu sent me a text message and said, "I added you QQ, why didn't you agree?" "Looking at Xia Yu's text message, I hesitated for a moment, and I didn't give her back, I think I'm angry with this behavior, I still think that the relationship between the two of me is that kind of relationship between lovers, the more angry I am, the more I can't let go of her, and I even start to hate Xia Yu. Why should she treat me as a friend completely?

It's this disgust that makes me want to deal with her.

Maybe the text message didn't reply to her, she also called me, this time I answered, she asked me why I didn't reply to her text message, QQ didn't agree to her application to add. I said that I haven't been on QQ for many days, my phone has just been charged next to it, I didn't see the text message, she didn't ask much, just asked me about the New Year, and said that she is now busy studying every day, and there is only one thought in her heart, which is to be admitted to the university she wants to go to.

Did I say it's still Shanghai University?

She said yes, she planned to spend the remaining year and a half studying hard to get into college, and she didn't think about anything else.

Her sentence "I don't think about anything else" seems to me to be giving me a hint that she doesn't even want to think about falling in love now. I tentatively asked her, "Then you don't plan to stay with me anymore, you don't like me anymore, do you?" ”

She didn't answer my question directly, but after a few seconds of silence, she asked me, "What about you, do you still want to stay with me?" ”

Because I don't know what Xia Yu thinks in his heart. I didn't know how to reply to her, and after thinking about it for a long time, I continued to ask her: "I'm asking you now, and you answer me directly, ask me what I'm doing!" ”

Then she said to me, "Do you think this is okay? I have the rest of the year and a half, I plan to study hard, I don't want to be affected by other things, for example, the two of us, you have to quarrel once you see a while, I do."

Xia Yu's words said this, I interrupted her, I seemed to have understood what she meant, rather than let her say it, it was better for me to take the initiative to mention it, so I simply said to her: "Okay, don't say it, break up completely!" ”

As soon as my words came out, Xia Yu was probably stunned. I didn't speak for a long time, probably thinking that I had misunderstood her meaning or something, and she explained to me: "No, you listen to me first, I mean, in the past year and a half." I don't want to spend my time on falling in love, I want to spend all my time studying, I can wait until the college entrance examination is over, let's go again"

I interrupted her again, I said, "No need, let's break up completely now, you go to your good university, should I mess with my days or my days, our values are different or something, even if we are together after the college entrance examination, what will happen?" Do you go to school in a big city like Shanghai? I may just go directly to our mixed society, do you think you can still accept me like this when the time comes? Can you promise to come out after four years of college and come back to our local area to marry me? Can you guarantee it? ”

After I finished saying this long paragraph, Xia Yu didn't say anything, I don't know what she thinks at this time, I don't want to know, I want to make a decision for myself, it is indeed as Chen Yajing said. Long pain is better than short pain, people have made it clear that learning is the most important thing, so even if I convince her to reconcile with me now, what's the point?

What I need is a girl who treats me as my life and treats me wholeheartedly, and it is obvious that Xia Yu is not.

Xia Yu still didn't say anything, and I didn't want to wait for her answer, I said that's it, if you still want to be friends with me in the future, then be friends, if you think it's not necessary, then it's not bad to be a stranger, such an unclear feeling makes me feel too uncomfortable, I don't think it's necessary, I'm sorry!

After saying this, I hung up the phone directly, in fact, I also gave myself a step down and took the initiative to bring it up, so that I would not look so down.

After hanging up the phone, Xia Yu didn't call me, nor did he send me a text message, I didn't feel very sad like the conflict with Xia Yu before, but I felt uncomfortable little by little, and felt more and more depressed. I think my relationship with Xia Yu really can't last, it's impossible to get married, my first love ended like this without pain, and I was a little reluctant. It's also a little helpless.

Later, I also went to the living room, drove Zheng Hu away who was playing on the computer, got on QQ, and searched for Xia Yu's QQ after finishing the matter, and found that her screen name had also changed at this time, just three words: relief.

Zheng Hu probably understood what was going on with me, and was still comforting me beside him, I didn't pay attention to him, and went back to the house directly, and when it was almost twelve o'clock that night, Chen Yajing suddenly sent me a text message and asked me if I had slept. I said no, and asked her what's wrong, she said that Xia Yu had just called her, and she was crying on the phone, saying that she was done with me, and she asked me what was going on.

Seriously. I didn't expect Xia Yu to cry at all, so I was particularly surprised by Chen Yajing's words, I told Chen Yajing that long pain is better than short pain, I thought about it clearly, I am not suitable, rather than break up after college, it is better to break up now, Chen Yajing sighed and said: "You two, I don't know what to say, anyway, you can see for yourself, if you can be friends, be friends!" At least everyone is in the same place, and if you look down and don't look up in the future, if you really become a stranger, how embarrassing it is! ”

I'll say it, I don't even want to be friends with her right now.