Chapter 201: She's Not the Only One Who Is Suffering
Du Jinsheng said "thank you" softly, then inserted a piece of watermelon and put it in his mouth.
Han Jingen did not speak, but leaned back on the sofa, holding a cushion in her arms, and continued to look at the TV screen.
Du Jinsheng glanced at Han Jingen: "Why don't you eat?" ”
"I've just eaten it."
Han Jingen just didn't want to eat it, she just wanted to watch him eat.
But the words that blurted out casually were as if he had just eaten them while cutting fruit.
Du Jinsheng didn't seem to hear anything wrong with her words, so he didn't speak, and continued to eat fruit while watching TV.
At this time, Han Jingen secretly breathed a sigh of relief.
Fortunately, he didn't ask her when she ate it.
Although she likes to be alone with him, for Han Jingen, being alone with him is not a kind of mental torture.
Sitting with him made her afraid to breathe normally, and she didn't know what she was nervous about.
But she was really nervous.
Although she was nervous, Han Jingen's heart was still thinking about why Du Jinsheng came back from buying flowers today.
If Zhu Shiqiao was in Beijing, Han Jingen would definitely think that Du Jinsheng bought flowers for Zhu Shiqiao, but because Zhu Shiqiao didn't accept it, he took the flowers back, and it was a pity to abandon them, so it was better to give people roses and leave the fragrance in their hands.
But the most important thing is that now that Zhu Shiqiao is not in Beijing, such an argument is simply untenable.
After thinking for a long time, Han Jingen opened her mouth: "Jinsheng, how can I buy flowers back today?" ”
Du Jinsheng didn't think there was anything to make a fuss about buying flowers back.
looked at Han Jingen with some astonishment.
Du Jinsheng didn't know that he never bought flowers, let alone bought flowers for her.
It was the first time in so many years that he had bought flowers for her, and he didn't know it.
Seeing Han Jingen's expression and hearing her words, Du Jinsheng had to guess that he was a miser who was reluctant to buy flowers in the past.
"Didn't I buy flowers for you before?" After a while, Du Jinsheng spoke up.
His own questions were not answered by him, but he received them.
If he knew that he had never bought flowers for her before, would he suspect that she wasn't his girlfriend at all?
"I've bought it before, but I haven't bought this big red rose, and it's exactly thirty-three." Han Jingen then spoke a little unnaturally.
Hearing Han Jingen say this, Du Jinsheng remembered what the meaning of the big red rose was.
In ancient European myths and legends, roses were born at the same time as Venus, the Greek goddess of love, and its meaning is that love is sincere, strong, shy, and gorgeous, but be careful of thorns.
Love is like a rose, if you are not careful, you will be pricked by "thorns".
Red roses are a token of love and the first choice between lovers.
No matter how many roses there are, they have their beautiful meanings.
When he bought flowers, he didn't pay attention to how many they were.
But he knew that he didn't buy one, and there should be nothing.
One flower represents a soft spot for you.
He didn't buy two either.
The two flowers represent that there is only you and me in the world in the eyes.
He didn't buy three.
Three flowers represent I love you.
He bought ......
Fortunately, the little girl who sold flowers near the train station did not have 999 roses left in her hand.
If it was nine hundred and ninety-nine flowers, she would definitely misunderstand that he was showing her that the days are long and the love is endless.
But what do the thirty-three flowers represent? It's not much better than nine hundred and ninety-nine.
Affectionate call "I love you"!
Oh, my God! Where did he mean that?
It seems that it's all the roses to blame!
In order not to let Han Jingen misunderstand, he could only tell the truth.
But he didn't take into account her feelings.
"That's right, I went to the train station today, and I saw a little girl selling flowers, it was already dark, and it was still so cold outside, and she was still shouting 'sell flowers', which reminded me of a previous text, "The Little Match Girl", so I bought all the roses that she had left that had not been sold, and I didn't know how many flowers there were."
Hearing this, Han Jingen realized at this time, it turned out that the reason why he bought flowers back was very simple.
It's not that he wants to send flowers to her, but he pities the little girl who sells flowers at the train station, and he doesn't want the fate of the little girl who sells flowers to be the same as the little girl who sells matches.
And the flowers you buy can't be thrown away after you buy them, it's a pity to throw them away, it's better to take them home.
But she was in the house, so he handed her the flowers.
He just handed her the flowers, just as he handed them to the servant, and had no connection with sending them at all.
She was very excited the moment she saw the big red rose he was holding in his hand.
For a second, she thought he was going to propose to her.
But I saw that in addition to the red roses in his hand, there was no ring in the delicate Dao ornament box at all.
She knew that he was just sending flowers to her, and he didn't mean to propose to her.
Also, how could he propose to her so soon?
Anyway, he is still in amnesia, and there should be a process of accepting her, and she can give him time.
It's not too late to send flowers frequently, and then to propose.
She put the red roses in the vase, and counted how many roses he had given her.
Thirty-three, she only knows that the red rose is a symbol of love, a token between lovers.
Just like in ancient times, when a man met a woman he liked, he would take off the jade pendant he was wearing and give it to the woman as a token of love.
Thirty-three roses, she didn't know what the meaning was, but she took out her mobile phone and searched on the Internet before she found out.
It turned out that he was hinting to her "I love you", and when she thought of this, she didn't know how excited she was! How excited!
But the excitement and excitement vanished without a trace after he told him why he bought the flowers.
Those flowers were not given to her by him at all, and there was no meaning of red roses, nor was there a symbol of quantity.
Even for her, these thirty-three big red roses were even more humiliating to her.
He took pity on the little girl who sold flowers, so he bought it, which could have been thrown away, but he didn't, and the things he wanted to throw away were inserted into the vase one by one as if they were treasures.
Thinking about it, she felt that she was really much more pitiful than the little girl who sold flowers.
That little girl is at least sympathetic and pitiful, but what about her?
In the eyes of others, she is a rich boss, but what else does she have besides being rich?
No, she has nothing.
For so many years, she Han Jingen is not without her pursuit, and there are many people who pursue her?
Even now, there are many of her suitors.
But because of Du Jinsheng, she kept a certain distance from those rich second generations.
She treated him so sincerely, what was Deng in exchange?
Is it these thirty-three big red roses that have been discarded?
She had always thought that she would definitely see the moon by watching the clouds, but she didn't expect that it would be a marathon-like long-distance run between her and him.
It made her feel like she was running for too long.
It made her feel so tired, so tired that she couldn't move forward anymore.
Before Du Jinsheng said those words, he just thought of not letting her misunderstand.
But it ignores her feelings.
Seeing that Han Jingen didn't speak for a long time, just staring at the TV screen quietly, he felt a little more unbearable in his heart.