Chapter 235: I want to be weak
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"Kill the teacher, no matter what the past is, as long as it is the truth, we will accept it. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info" Looking at the tearful Chino Kaede, listening to the words that had been suppressed for a long time in the girl's heart, finally, as the class leader, Isobe Yuuma broke the silence and asked the killing teacher, The word trust has a more important meaning in this class.
"If possible, I wanted to save the past story for the end, but ......" The calm tone, the voice that belongs to him alone, is so magnetic at this time, just like that, killing the teacher little by little, slowly telling what happened to him.
Obviously the first time to be a teacher but successfully completed all the teaching、Until two years ago, he was still a killer named "Grim Reaper"、Even if you let it go,He'll die in March next year.,The difference is just a person dying or dragging the earth to be buried together.、As a human being.,As a killer who walks with death.,After a thousand drops of blood on your hands.,"Death" was naturally born.、Experimental days as a guinea pig、Acquaintance with Akuri Yukimura.,Acquaintance,Love、The truth about the moon being blown up、The creation of tentacles......
In the ruins, looking at the remorse of Ajuri after being shot by the trap, regretting that he didn't find out earlier, regretting that he didn't develop the ability to heal his tentacles, regretting that he was addicted to killing and destruction......
However, at the last moment of her life, the stupid woman made such a pact with him, "If you give me the rest of your time, go and teach those children, who are also wandering in the dark like you, as long as you really look at them, you must ...... This tentacle is great, with a hand like this, you will definitely be able to ...... Be an excellent teacher......"
In this way, the woman named Yukimura Akuri died in his arms, this woman with a poor aesthetic, this stupid teacher who needed to ask the killer questions, and this fool who was unwilling to give up the children who were "terminated", died in his arms......
So, the monster beyond the limits of human power, took the tie that she hadn't given until the last moment, and accepted the contract tremblingly, "Spend the rest of your time as a teacher, and let me keep watching the students you've been watching......"
"No matter when you give up your tentacles......"
Then, there's the answer to that question, "The tentacles ask me what you want to become." ”
Horibe Battalion's answer is power, and Chino Kaede's choice is revenge and killing the teacher......
"I want to be weak, to become a weak person, to be easy to get close to, to be able to understand, protect, and lead all the weak, to become such a creature, such a teacher, maybe sometimes I will make mistakes, sometimes I will show my cold true colors, but I will do my best to achieve it, achieve her goals, in my own way, in the way I am best at ......"
"The sound of cicadas accompanies the wandering clouds
After the memories begin, quietly look into the distance
An ancient well and a dry pond covered with barren grass
Disperse a strand of the past
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The sun is slightly cool, and the strings are slightly cool
The wind is sparse and the world is in a hurry
The breath is slightly cool, and the heart is slightly cool
It doesn't matter if you are in a hurry
You have been in the world for thousands of years
But I only let you see you one last time
The firelight traces the face and burns out time
Don't leave me alone, withering in my dreams
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Years later, I dreamed about that day again
The picture is distant and drizzling
If the next life is too far away, you can't send a promise
It's better to learn to let go of many obsessions
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The sound of cicadas accompanies the wandering clouds
Memories of the distance"
I don't know when a melodious tune sounded in my mind, its voice was not high, there was no sense of noise, and it was faintly in response to the words of the teacher, Wang Shouzhong opened his mouth, and for the first time felt that this system was quite useful......
"That's what the teacher wants to say, it's Akuri Yukimura who teaches the teacher the way of the teacher, who looks at the person in front of him seriously, and doesn't judge people with weaknesses, I learned this kind of thing from her, and the teacher is on this, with his own experience, he is fully prepared, and he does his best, and then thinks, and then thinks, and finally the answer is this assassination classroom." The moon is like water, sprinkled on the world, and it took thirty minutes to kill the teacher to finish telling his story, and people found that a terrible problem that they had ignored......
[Really, do you have to kill this teacher?! 】
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That night, Wang Shouzhong, who returned to the school building, was not in a hurry to rest, but set up the wine and food, and was sitting at the low table, quietly waiting for the teacher who sent the students home to come back.
Today's matter, everyone's hearts are very heavy, only at this time, Wang Shouzhong will feel that it is not good to be precocious, if he is a normal secondary school boy, there may not be so much melancholy, right?
"Boom la la ......"
The door was pushed, and the rare one who killed the teacher did not take the window, but chose the normal path, "The teacher knows that you will definitely wait here." ”
"The teacher is still determined to die." Without responding to the words of the teacher, and groaning, Wang Shouzhong suddenly asked about another seemingly unrelated matter.
"How?" Without rebuttal or agreement, Teacher Kill sat across from him and quietly looked at his student.
"Intelligence-wise, on March 13th, the antimatter cells in the teacher's body will riot, and then produce an explosion that is enough to destroy the earth, so I only thought about how to treat and kill the teacher, or how to prevent the antimatter in the teacher's body from destroying the earth, but I ignored one thing, that is, the teacher's own will.
After going through that kind of thing, do teachers really have the will to 'survive' now? As the saying goes, mourning is greater than dying, and now the teacher is still attached to this world in addition to fulfilling the agreement? ”
"Shouzhong classmate, such a direct way of speaking, the teacher doesn't remember that he has made friends with you, so he should be more tactful."
"Does the difference in the way you speak make a difference for you?"
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"Obviously, I gave the panacea with great expectations, thinking that I had solved the problem, but I ignored such an important thing, which is really immature." Filling the wine glasses in front of the two of them, Wang Shouzhong said.
"Teacher, I'm already very tired, very tired, and now as long as I can watch you graduate successfully, the teacher can accompany her with peace of mind."
"Even if everyone cries and begs you?"
"Even if everyone ......" paused at this point, and the killing teacher didn't know how to answer, if that day came, would he really be able to leave these children behind? He didn't know the answer.
"Hesitation is the answer."
"......" was speechless, but Teacher Kill knew in his heart that what Wang Shouzhong said was right, hesitation was an answer, he sighed, "Shouzhong is really strong today, step by step, not at all." ”
"Because you're killing the teacher." There is no complicated mental activity, tonight's Wang Shouzhong is like a different person, his unhurried behavior is as precise as a robot, there is no trace of superfluous movements, he states the facts by himself, and is not moved by the words of killing the teacher, as if after abandoning all feelings, only cold rationality remains.
Because he was afraid, afraid that he would be soft-hearted......