104. It turns out that you don't want anything (2-in-1 chapter)

"Because it's too hasty."

In the end, it was a married woman, and the whale shark could see at a glance where the root of Ye Fei's illness was. If you want to say how much she likes monkeys, that's not true. But since she was a child, she has a strong sense of insecurity, her family, her upbringing, and her own disagreement, which has led to a serious distortion of her personality.

To put it simply, it is to admit death. Jiangang didn't say anything to her, but she really didn't like Jiangang very much, because she didn't think Jiangang could bring her a sense of belonging and security, like a brainless gorilla, more of a mess than protection at critical moments.

Until the appearance of the monkey master, this bad guy ...... Well, in fact, the monkey master came to her in front of her as a villain from beginning to end, with excessive words and deeds, rudeness, brutality and tyranny, no matter how you look at such a person, you should be classified in the crowd of the next three promiscuity. But he is knowledgeable and capable, which leads Ye Fei to a misunderstanding, that is, he must be close to him in order to be recognized.

There is nothing wrong with this from the starting point, because everything is really to get close to the monkey master. But the ways and methods she uses are the opposite. She figurs out the monkey's thoughts every day, and she always understands the monkey's behavior. This made her completely lose herself.

Becoming stronger, becoming less cruelty, being mean and becoming unkind, that's all she gains.

But in reality? Is the monkey lord cruel? Indeed, as long as he makes a move, things will generally develop in a very bloody direction, just like watching an American B-grade movie, but in fact, as long as he is awake, his mind is very normal. Even if the three views are somewhat incorrect, in the final analysis, it is not a matter of principle, but an evil nature. But Ye Fei is different. She's trying to turn herself into a cold-blooded animal, which is dangerous, even though the ghost agent code comes with a so-called "ghost agent doesn't need emotion" warning.

But in fact, these girls who were trained as weapons were not good wives and mothers without exception after marriage, such as charm, whale sharks, and even dolphins, which were once loved by ichthyosaurs. As for not getting married yet. It can be seen from her lack of love that she is so hungry that she will be.

But Ye Fei, she was determined to completely abandon her past because of the monkey master's words. She was determined to be that cold being. even began to dislike her past life, and the first person she hated was Jian Gang, who had protected her for more than 20 years.

She can now say that she looks down on Jiangang who grew up together in her heart, and even Jiangang with thick nerves can clearly feel this.

But in fact, emotionally, the monkey master is more partial to the stupid orangutan who sprays with him all day long. This is simply something that Ye Fei can't bear. Thereupon. This creates a vicious circle, the more she is not taken seriously, the more she wants to perform, and the more she behaves, the worse the situation becomes.

Just like today's mental out-of-control, if this situation is not resolved, she is likely to be the first and last person in the squad to leave.

After examining Ye Fei, the whale shark told Master Monkey about her situation, but he didn't express any opinions, just lit a cigarette and walked out of Ye Fei's sleeping place.

As soon as he walked out, he saw Jian Gang sitting on the low wall at the door with his legs dangling. Dangling his legs and looking at the stars, he looks stupid.

"Didn't sleep at night. What's going on here. ”

The monkey master passed by her, and after saying a word casually, he planned to go back to rest by himself, but he didn't expect Jian Gang to suddenly speak: "Is she better?" ”

This tone is very abnormal, although it is still her delicate little voice, but it feels like ten years old, which actually makes the monkey master feel a little lonely.

"The gorillas are playing deep today."

The monkey master jumped on the low wall and grabbed Jian Gang's shoulder, but he didn't expect this little girl who had always disliked the monkey master to the point of being so angry that she actually leaned over to the situation, and the thick exhaustion could be seen even by a fool.

"When I was a child, once I had a fight with other children over the leaves, and the dean punished me for not being allowed to eat dinner, and I had to stand in the back mountain. There were as many stars that night as there are now. ”

Jian Gang raised his hand and pointed to the Milky Way in the sky: "It's been a long, long time since I've seen so many stars." ”

"You're not normal today."

"Yes, I'm too lazy to move, just touch it if you want."

This picture of lovelessness, see the monkey master confused for a while, shouldn't the gorilla be stupid and happy every day, for her, there is nothing in this world that a banana can't solve, if there are two that can definitely be solved.

But today, the female orangutan actually looks like a normal person? It's so abnormal.

"You all think I'm stupid." Jian Gang leaned on the shoulder of the monkey master, motionless like a large toy: "How can I be as stupid as you think, just too lazy to say." Leaf doesn't like me anymore, or she never liked me. ”

"Nope." Master Monkey pinched Jiangang's fleshy face: "She hasn't liked anyone." ”

"Huh?" Jian Gang turned his face sideways and looked at the monkey master: "Doesn't she like you?" ”

"Let me tell you this, she doesn't like me as much as you like me." The monkey master said very serious words, but his hand slid down Jian Gang's collarbone and pinched it a few times: "Oops, it feels good to be able to hold it with one hand." ”

"Dead open!" Jian Gang shook off his hand: "You haven't told me why yet." ”

"She, in fact, only likes herself. Let me ask you a question, if one day I have nothing left, I will be nothing. What will happen to you? ”

"I'll beat you up."

"And then?"

"And then? And then what? I can do whatever I want, where else can I go. ”

The monkey master smiled, and then kissed Jian Gang's forehead for the first time: "She will kill me." ”

"What!? No way! Leaves are not that kind of people. ”

"Silly girl, she is." The monkey master pushed Jian Gang off the wall, and then jumped down himself: "Go outside and tell you slowly." ”

Two men, one tall and one short, walked on the edge of a desolate, damaged city that almost smelled of blood. I can't see the moon, but the light is not very dim, and it looks like tomorrow will be a sunny day.

"Speak quickly, speak quickly."

The monkey master walked ahead with his hands behind his back. Because Jiangang has short legs, he has to run two steps to keep up with him when he walks a few steps, just like a corgi.

"She grew up living in a world full of coveting and prying eyes. Do you think she's pretty or you're pretty? ”

"Of course it's her, how beautiful she is, can't you see it? I'm not tall and don't have a figure, and I don't look like I haven't grown, so I'm a little better than a little monkey. ”

"You say this. The little monkey will be sad. But it's true that Ye Fei is a little better-looking. But do you know what it would be like for a good-looking girl to have no one to protect her in childhood? The monkey master grabbed a firefly flying in front of his eyes, and then gently let it go and let it fly away: "It's only been a day." It's so powerful. ”

"What will it be? I really didn't know, I was a monster since I was a kid. ”

"What kind of monster are you, how can there be such a beautiful monster."

"Of course. You're a big monster. Of course I don't think I'm a monster. But what child is not afraid to see a person who can grow out of his finger after being clipped, I was also stuck in the neck with chopsticks, fell into a pot of boiling water, and was flattened by a stone. It's all seen. ”

"My good man, you were a bear when you were a child, this is simply incomprehensible to ordinary people."

"yes, because I didn't feel any pain since I was a child, and no matter what the injury healed on its own, I wasn't afraid of anything. Because I know I can't die, those dangerous things. I've done everything you can think of, such as jumping off the economic and trade building, sinking into the sea with a rock, and fishing for coins in hot oil. Do you know tiger skin and phoenix claws? My hands were like that, but they were back in a few seconds. ”

The monkey tilted his head...... It's no wonder that people treat you as a monster, you have been a stupid X since you were a child, you have the ability to have the ability, you are a hanging hair, which child will not be shrouded in shadows when he sees this kind of mind-destroying behavior? Just kidding, put yourself in your shoes, if you see this kind of scene for an ordinary person, it will be the same as watching the Rubik's Cube Mansion at home in the middle of the night, it's just a horror movie and a childhood shadow, okay.

"So, you're a golden bodyguard. But what about Ye Fei? ”

"Huh? But I've been protecting her. ”

"But can you always be by her side, although we don't know what happened to her, but she is extremely insecure, she doesn't really dislike you, but dislikes her past self."

"Disgusted with yourself? Why? ”

"It's too troublesome to explain to you, you have to understand it yourself."

"But I'm stupid!"

"You just said that you are not stupid, and the shelf life of bragging is longer than yours."

"Haha......"

Laughter can't resolve the embarrassment of his bragging, although she says she's not stupid, but to be honest, her IQ is also below average, her EQ is also low, and her education level is not high, in short, if she is a girl with no superpowers, then she will either be deceived by bad men or embark on the road of crime. In short, without superpowers, she is just a little girl who will only make people feel quite beautiful when thrown in the pile, and there is nothing special about it.

As for why Ye Fei dislikes her past self, only she knows the story here, and she doesn't want to say it and doesn't need to ask. And disliking Jiangang is just hating the house and Wu, not saying that she dislikes and doesn't dislike it at all, she is not qualified to dislike Jiangang, she knows this better than anyone else, because she has said to the monkey master more than once that she would not be able to live now without Jiangang.

This sentence is to thank Jiangang once, but if you say it repeatedly, it will be worth playing, the taste revealed here, there is debt, gratitude, helplessness, and a kind of disappointment and even despair in yourself.

The monkey master doesn't understand what it's like to be a person who can only live on other people's lives, but that must not taste good. Really, it must be bad.

So to cure Ye Fei, no one can do it, she can only rely on herself. Master Monkey once said that there are only two kinds of people, one is reconstructing the past, and the other is creating the future. He himself belongs to the former, and Ye Fei is the latter, when there is a good future, she can completely forget the past.

As for whether she will become a black widow, in fact, she has already been. There are not a few people who have pursued her over the years, but the number of people who have died because of her is not in the single digits.

Although it is an exaggeration for the monkey master to say that she will kill herself, it is a certainty that she will turn her back on herself. If she wants to eliminate this possibility, she can only create a space she trusts and a future she trusts.

"How's it going, are you feeling better?"

I don't know how long I walked. Anyway, that feeling is the same as shopping with your girlfriend, before you know it, a few hours have passed, Jian Gang looks much more refreshing than just now, and he will continue to scold the monkey master and something like that, anyway, the atmosphere is quite harmonious.

"I feel like you're a fairy in the movie."

"Huh? Immortal? ”

"yes, that's amazing, and you know everything. I feel in front of you. I'm just a country girl. Jian Gang pursed his lips and admitted unwillingly: "But you are so obscene and cheap." No temperament at all. How is this done? ”

The monkey master suddenly paused, he tilted his head and looked at Jian Gang: "Let me ask you, if you are an ordinary girl, you have worked very hard to reach a height." What will happen to you? ”

"I'll ...... I'll ......" Jiangang thought for a moment: "What will happen to me?" I don't know. One of the best jobs I've ever done was as a supermarket cashier, and if you ask me how high I am, I don't know. ”

"Then let me ask you, if one day, you suddenly bought a five-hundred-dollar lottery ticket on a whim and won. Emptied the prize pool. And then what will happen to you? ”

"Hmm...... I don't buy lottery tickets. ”

"What if I say so!"

"I'll ...... I'll think how it is! I'm going to try the 399-man buffet in the city, and I've tried it several times when I've passed by, but I can't afford it. ”

The monkey master touched Jiangang's head distressedly: "It's almost." When one reaches a certain height, one has only two options. One is to do whatever you want, and the other is to do whatever you don't want to do. The chaotic freedom called the one ahead. The latter is called the freedom of order. Then I can do whatever I want and I don't do what I don't want to do, which is called absolute freedom. It doesn't exist in theory, but I try to make it possible. It's a life experience, isn't it? ”

"I don't understand."

"It's okay, most people don't understand it, and they may understand it in the future." The monkey master took Jian Gang's hand and pulled her back: "Whether it is etiquette, morality, or faith, in fact, they are all a kind of appearance, people are people, and pure people are a kind of beasts that are a little higher than beasts." Very few people can enjoy both the joy of being a beast and the joy of being human, so why don't I try it? I know I can, right? True happiness comes from the refreshment of being reckless and the thoroughness when you understand the reason why you are reckless, not being confused is happy, of course you have to be happy, live happily, do what you think is interesting, and then die happily. ”

"Haha, being a man, the most important thing is to be happy, don't be unhappy, I'll give you food below."

"I don't eat a lot of hair."

"Huh? How can the noodles be so hairy? ”

Looking at Jian Gang's pure face, the monkey master suddenly smirked: "Guess." ”

Back in the city, Jian Gang seems to want to chat with Master Monkey, she likes to talk to knowledgeable people, but those with advanced knowledge usually don't like to chat with her, because she can't understand and can't understand those profound words. But the monkey master can always say a thing that looks very high-level and is obscene and easy to understand, which is what Jian Gang likes very much, although there are often some words that she doesn't understand but she knows that it is not a good thing to say, but she doesn't care, after all, her chest doesn't know that she has been touched by that guy a few times, thanks to his love for clean, otherwise he will definitely be able to touch the dark, and it is still black and shiny, so what does it matter if you say something like this.

So she followed the monkey master directly back to his temporary residence, and then consciously took a bath and got into the bed, and patted the other side of the bed to signal the monkey master to come over quickly.

"You're sick."

"You tell me stories, no one has ever told me stories since I grew up."

"I won't see anyone after the word goes out?" The monkey master stood beside the bed with his waist crossed in big pants: "Go back!" ”

"You didn't sleep in my bed one day! You're really sick. ”

The monkey master thought about it, indeed...... It's not been a day or two since Sleep Jiangang. Although this sleep is not a verb, it doesn't matter, isn't it, anyway, the leader of the sleeping female team members in Tacheng can kill more than two hundred people with a brick, so this is not a matter at all.

As for the simple-minded Jiangang, she didn't think about it at all, she just wanted to listen to the monkey master tell stories, even the stories he made up were super good, such as the story of his brave fight against a twelve-meter crocodile and a six-meter baboon...... The mentally retarded knew that it was fake, but Jian Gang was stunned and listened with relish.

"Later, I slapped the Albanian two-winged giant wyvern out of 1,500 meters, rushed over with a QWER combo, it was not dead, and it flew into the sky to take a deep breath at me!"

"And then?" Jian Gang's eyes widened, and his hands clenched into fists: "Then what happened?" ”

"Then I was blown into a big pit full of dragon eggs and magma, and a lot of little dragons half my size came out of it, and they came up and tried to eat me, and guess what! I flashed an ice ring one after another, and turned around in a gorgeous blizzard! ”

"What is an ice ring? And what is a blizzard? ”

"That's my skill, the frost talent I ordered, what do you ask! Still can't listen to it? ”

"Listen, you wait, I undo the cover, it seems to be small, uncomfortable to death." Jian Gang's hand got into the quilt and tossed for a while, then took off the hood and threw it on the chair next to him: "I'm going to change to a bigger one when I go back." ”

"I'm afraid you're not developing again."

"Who knows." Jian Gang didn't have any defense, and said with a big grin: "Anyway, no matter how big it is, it's not as big as a leaf, and no matter how small it is, it's not as small as a little monkey." It doesn't matter. ”

Master Monkey reached in and pinched: "Hmm...... It really seems a little bigger. ”

"Don't move! Hurry up, and then? ”

The monkey master turned his head sideways and lit a cigarette, and said melancholy: "I'm afraid you have to wait for tomorrow, and it takes time to make up a story, so you can't just open your mouth to come." ”

"Huh? Did you make it up? ”

"Damn, mentally retarded, you can find me an Albanian two-winged dragon to take a look! Of course it's made up. ”

"I thought it was true...... Let's continue tomorrow. I slept first. (To be continued.) )