Chapter 39 Throwing himself into a new patron with a knife, and antagonizing the old enmity provoked Baolu to cry bitterly

Hu Yidao finally discovered the seriousness of the matter, Baolu was not the youngest daughter who was emotionally awkward, so he patiently kept her and wanted to explain it to her.

However, Bao Lu was angry and really didn't want to talk to him more, and even when he saw him, he felt like he had betrayed the little sister who was secretly born in the green building, and his face was more and more frosty and refused to care.

"What do you want from me?"

After coaxing the kind words for a long time, Hu Yidao was also a little annoyed, and threw down a sentence in a cold voice.

Bao Lu saw that Hu Yidao actually dared to show her face, and his anger instantly rushed to the top of his head, causing reason to be directly devoured and the ratio became zero, and he blurted out without words: "I don't want to see you again!" ”

One sentence was spoken, and the rest of the words ran out smoothly:

"If you hadn't hurt the master at the beginning, would you have let the master die unjustly like this? Will the young lady be reduced to singing in the green building? Will I be homeless? Now it's better for you to turn around and go directly to the hands of people to sell your life, the days of being a human lackey are rich and monstrous, right? Pretend to be a good person in front of me, in the future, you take your Yangguan Road, and I will cross my single-plank bridge - I don't want to have anything to do with you again in this life! I won't do anything you help me, what Ci'an Hall, what Baihualou, go to you! ”

After speaking, Baolu turned around and ran, rushed back home directly, and closed the courtyard door neatly.

Leaning weakly against the wooden door, Bao Lu was a little out of breath, she leaned there blankly, her heart was in a mess.

"Treasure Green,"

From the crack in the door, the voice of Hu Yidao came, and he followed and stood outside the door and said to Bao Lu:

"Su Xiang's matter, even if I don't do it, I will send other people to it. I volunteered to go over the past just to take care of you, at least to keep you safe and secure. The Ci'an Hall itself was an office set up by General Xiao many years ago in the people, and I only learned afterwards that after they took me and my brother in, it was impossible to separate their innocence from them. ”

Bao Lu heard him continue:

"Throwing yourself into the door of Lord Xiao can be regarded as finding a way out for yourself, if you have been working in Ci'an Hall, you will not be able to walk out openly for the rest of your life. I can't explain to you clearly for a while, but I hope you can understand that I have never been a person who destroys my conscience, and I will find a way to make up for the wrong things I have done before. ”

"Make it up?"

Bao Lu was a little confused: "What remedy to take?" Save a life? Saving people's innocence? Can you save the hundreds of people who were sent to hard labor? ”

"Green ......"

Hu Yidao touched the wooden door with one hand, and wanted to touch the little woman standing behind him through a thin layer.

He was so eager to see her, he went away to a border town full of wind and sand, worked hard all day, blood and sweat were all over and wanted to give up, and the thought that had been supported in his heart was that he must come out and come back alive to see her.

Some of the heartbeats of my youth, as early as the fermentation in my heart have become an inseparable concern, obviously the two have no identity disparity, no other insurmountable gap, why, now I want to make a lifelong commitment to her and have no chance to speak?

I can understand that she felt guilty about what happened back then, and blamed herself for doing things right and wrong. But in the end, those people are not relatives who have been with them for life, they are just partners who work together, and it is just a place to be on an errand, so why bother so much about it.

"I'm sorry."

Bao Green's mood calmed down, but he still didn't want to face this person for a while. Those things are not wrong with him, but what is it to do with it, for her, Hu Yidao now, like Bai Qian, is a person who cannot be forgiven by anyone who was once in the Prime Minister's Mansion.

"I see."

Hu Yidao lowered his eyelids as if he was lost, and still said to the woman across the door with reluctance:

"Even if you don't want to see me today, promise me that you must live well. Qiu An and I are no longer in Ci'an Hall, he is on an errand in the yamen, after I leave, if there is anything, you can go to him for help, don't be rash and carry it yourself. When you forgive me and want to see me, let Qiu An write to me, and when the time comes, I will come to your door to make amends. ”

Baolu, who was silent, heard Hu Yidao say this, and his heart was also entangled, but he didn't open the door in the end.

Until the sound of footsteps disappearing, she stood up straight and turned around, and fell on the door and wept silently.

When I was lonely and destitute, I was accompanied by only an old and seriously ill grandmother, and I was strong enough to endure my weakness at that time. Although I held back all the hard work at that time, squeezed out a smile to make my mother happy, it seemed that I was really happy for some small things after a long time.

When I saw Hu Qiu'an that day, I knew that he was behind him to help in everything, not that I didn't know what Hu Yidao meant.

In fact, at that time, how longing to see him!

But now he tells himself that he has become a subordinate of the person surnamed Xiao, and the diaphragm in his heart should be tantamount to being stabbed by his own people, even if he can let go of the mustard, but what about Mama? What about Su Peiyi? Will they be able to accept it?

He didn't figure out what he thought of those people, did he? Otherwise, how can you be so frank with yourself?

"Treasure girl?"

After lunch, the grandmother, who felt tired and lay in the room for a while, walked out of the back room, and saw Bao Lu lying on the door, her body trembling, and occasionally one or two small sobs, she came over suspiciously.

"What's going on? What is the baby girl crying about? ”

Mama pulled Baolu's shoulders, and saw that her eyes were red and she looked aggrieved, so she grabbed her sleeves and quickly wiped her up.

"Tell Mama, who made my family Baolu so angry, Mama will teach him a lesson!"

Bao Lu choked and called 'Mama', and immediately cried even more, and fell into Mama's arms to vent loudly.

From the bullying in the orphanage in the previous life to the embarrassment encountered in this life, Baolu really cried for herself. She never felt that her fate was unlucky, nor did she feel that she was treated unfairly by God, and this warm embrace of Mama made her feel that she was owed for many years of care, and she was so angry with herself that she just shrank to Mama to seek remedy.

"Bao'er doesn't cry, Bao'er doesn't cry, if there is anything to tell Mama, Mama is in charge of you, no one can bully you, your crying Mama's heart and liver are going to break, don't cry, don't cry......"

Mama patted Baolu's back, like coaxing Yuewa'er, she didn't know what happened to Baolu that caused such a heart-rending cry, she only felt sorry for this good girl who had always been sensible, and kept comforting her mouth.