When Xia Lan came back, Su Shu had long since disappeared, but Xia Lan was not worried, Su Shu, who took the opportunity to sneak away, must have been locked up in the firewood room now, Xia Lan was not in the mood to see her again, so he simply tilted his head and lay down on the bed, staring blankly at the ceiling, obviously sleepy but unable to sleep.

Of course, because of the existence of Su Shu, Xia Lan felt that he had never been so troubled in his life.

How should I face Su Shu in the future?

In other words, what kind of mentality do you have towards Su Shu?

Is it just because people in the same real world are so protective?

This kind of superficial and fragile reason can only be forcibly deceived by oneself.

So......

Xia Lan half-squinted, his eyes filled with a hazy reddish mist.

Like?

Because you like it?

That's why—

Unconsciously, Xia Lan fell asleep and quickly fell into a deep sleep.

……

Dark.

There is an endless gray vortex all around, only pain and despair, and the feeling of depression is so intense that it seems to make anyone feel self-defeating.

'Have you seen it, have you heard it?' He's killed people......

'I know, the whole school knows, you speak quietly, be careful that he kills you after class......

"Hey, the teacher is here, don't talk about it, today is the old class." ’

As the serious head teacher walked in, the originally noisy classroom fell silent for a moment, but the students still peeked at a slightly long-haired boy in the back row from time to time.

All the boys in the school have cut their hairstyles short, but he has not cut his hair, no matter where he goes, he is an absolute outlier, but even the teacher and even the principal dare not ask him to cut his hair.

Why is that?

A series of curious, frightened and disdainful eyes stung the anomaly like needles.

Outliers?

Despite being in a state of confusion, Xia Lan still recognized the identity of that anomaly at a glance - Su Shu.

To be precise, this is Su Shu in middle school, although the delicate face is still childish, but the eyes are so cold that it is chilling, it is hard to imagine that this is what a middle school student who will be reduced to an abandoned house in the future should look like.

Fear.

It was obvious that the whole class, even the teachers passing by, looked at Su Shu with fear.

Why, exactly?

How much of a threat can an emaciated little boy bring to his surroundings?

No matter what the reason was, due to the existence of Su Shu, it was difficult for the students to concentrate on the class, which made the head teacher, who had endured for a long time, finally couldn't help but explode, and shouted boldly: "Su Shu! Ahem, please come out with me, I'm in trouble. ”

The head teacher, who was used to calling students, had to add a word of invitation when he really mustered up the courage to face Su Shu, and he also added the word trouble.

What kind of kidding is this?

Is there a reason in the world for teachers to ask students?

Su Shu slightly lifted the slightly long bangs in front of his forehead, and stared at the head teacher for a moment with a black eyeball, and his body still did not move.

"Ahem...... It's okay, continue to go to class, and concentrate on it. ”

Everyone could see that the head teacher was cowardly, but no one dared to snicker, after all, the object was Su Shu.

And at this time, Su Shu suddenly stood up without warning, and in the surprised eyes of everyone, he hung his head and left the classroom step by step, not forgetting to look back at the head teacher.

For Su Shu's presumptuous behavior, the head teacher didn't dare to be angry, so he could only put on a hypocritical smirk and then walked out of the classroom.

In the corridor, the head teacher didn't look at Su Shu, but just took a deep breath outside, and then slowly said tentatively: "Su Shu, I see that you are not in good spirits today, why don't you go back and rest for a while today?" ”

"I understand, you want to stop my class......" Su Shu opened his mouth slightly to speak, but his voice was so hoarse that even he was surprised.

The head teacher was afraid that the responsibility would be pushed on himself, so he hurriedly defended: "No, no, no, this is not what I meant, nor is it what the school meant, this is really no way!" I know that you are a smart and bottom-up child, and that incident caused a lot of uproar in the whole school, and our Jiangbei Middle School really can't afford it...... If you go to school in another place, no one knows you, you are happy, everyone is happy, there is no need to make such a fuss, right? Of course, there are other money for your transfer to other schools, and the school will more or less help to share it - hey! ”

Without waiting for the head teacher to finish speaking, Su Shu had already walked down the stairs in despair, ignoring the head teacher's shouting in the back.

Won't chase it.

In fact, no one wants to deal with him, but may be glad that he is gone.

Why?

Because he killed.

Why is a murderer not in prison or a juvenile correctional facility?

Because he did nothing wrong, he killed the bad guys.

Just half a year ago, when he came home from late school, he originally wanted to sneak to the Internet café to surf the Internet, but he was stopped and blackmailed by several knife-wielding young men on the way, not only the only six yuan left in his pocket was robbed, but even the bicycle was robbed.

Fear......

The memory of that evening is nothing but fear.

Because he was holding the key in his hand and refused to hand it over, he was beaten badly, and then his brain was so hot that he picked up a stone from the ground and threw it on the head of one of the young men of society, so of course he was beaten again, and when he was comfortable, the gang went away leisurely.

However, less than a few hours later, the smashed man suddenly died of a brain hemorrhage, and the police came to the door.

Because he was under the age of 14 and his personal safety was seriously threatened, he was seriously injured, and it was out of legitimate self-defense, the other party admitted that he was at a loss, but he only made the family lose a sum of money, and finally the matter was over.

In any case, murder is a fact, in order to lose money, the family simply sold the house, the irritable father quit his job, as for the mother, he divorced his father as early as when he was seven or eight years old, even if something big happened to her son, she was very indifferent and didn't have any intention of asking.

This undoubtedly cast a deep shadow over this broken family.

Even if you kill the bad guys like a hero, what can you do?

The cruelest thing in the world is the truth, and the reality is that he was scolded by his father, snubbed by his mother, feared by school, and disliked by his neighbors, just like an abandoned son who ended up homeless.

Walking slowly home from school in a trance, he told his father about the delusions he had not dared to think about at all.

"I don't want to go to school anymore, and I don't want to go to school in the future."

Dad smoked a cigarette and didn't speak, just nodded and simply agreed.

Because of this sentence, his space is incompatible with the space outside.

It's not that he is willing to fall, but the distrust of this indifferent world that is getting deeper and deeper in his heart, and finally he can't raise the courage to trust anyone.

From then on, in his world, there was only unbelief and doubt, and there was never real trust to speak of.

Dead.

As the world is once again surrounded by a deathly gray, the scenes vanished.

The next moment, Xia Lan opened his eyes and woke up, his heart was still shrouded in a strong sense of depression, as if he was reminding himself all the time that the sudden dream just now was most likely a painful experience that really happened to Su Shu.

But why did he dream of Su Shu's former memories?

According to a series of previous temptations of Su Shu, Xia Lan was vaguely a little frowning in his heart, but he was not sure, driven by even stronger confusion, Xia Lan hurriedly put on his coat, and couldn't help but want to go to the firewood room to find Su Shu to solve the doubts in his heart.

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