I've always been alone since I was a child, and when I saw other people, there was a kind of fear and disgust in their eyes, I didn't know what I had done wrong, and I didn't know why, they treated me like this, who I was, why no one had ever told me.

Then I realized that I was a human pillar of the tail, a monster, representing destruction and calamity.

Hehe......

Calamity?

I really don't care.

Finally......

Finally, someone gave me a profound lesson......

He made me understand that no one would care about my existence, that they were just using me, and that there was a kind of doubt about whether my ability could contain it and whether it would give them disaster.

It's ridiculous to need power and at the same time fear the destruction it brings......

But why should I keep living?

I need to find my own reason to live.

I think in this moment I found .......

I felt it from their blood and the lives that passed in a flash......

My existence.

Such a strong beat......

I still feel the breath of life, and it finally reappears in me.

Then, I was more in line with what they meant for me.

A monster.

My brother and sister, like everyone else, have to follow me as part of their inheritance, and maybe no one else can stay with me for that long.

I used to cry for myself and others all the time.

It's really unnecessary to think about it.

I'm going to live for myself......

Because other than that, I didn't have any motivation to live, no one taught me, so I could only experience something in the constant getting stronger and the constant killing, and when the blood was no longer bloody, it had turned into the familiar smell of me.

Since then, I've finally stopped wandering from night to night.

I'm used to other people's eyes, and they see it that way no matter what I do, so I might as well treat them the same way.

Let them fear me and hate me......

How many times have I been afraid that my body will be invaded by Ichio and I can't sleep?

How many times, even if I am extremely sleepy, I dare not close my eyes, for fear that I will never wake up again.

I'm not going to lose to it because I'm ...... I love Luo.

Only love your own Shura.