Chapter 34: Remorse
The space around them shook violently, and a fishy smell choked into my lungs. Fang Meiling coughed while running, her face was full of tears, her voice was choked, and she had infinite grievances in her heart.
As a woman, a child of a small bureaucratic family, since she came to the big city, she realized that her original identity advantage no longer exists, and now she is just an extremely ordinary one among the thousands of young people in the city, although his parents in his hometown are enough to make many families look up, but in the big city, compared with those who are also wandering, her background can be said to be very ordinary.
It is precisely because of the huge psychological gap that Fang Meiling has become inferior and suspicious from her original self-confidence and arrogance, she no longer has the sunshine and cheerfulness of the past, and is replaced by various calculations that work hard.
The gap in identity is insurmountable, which she deeply understands, when she was in school she was full of hesitation to make a career, but the reality gave her a slap in the face, and it is for this reason that after depression and loss, she applied to withdraw from the trial.
But who would have thought that on the day she submitted her application, an explosive news spread throughout the academy that a topic she was researching in their laboratory was actually contested by the Nobel Prize Judging Committee as a candidate for the award. And the host of this project is actually the little-known ordinary person Yun Xing who conducted experiments with her group!
What does the Nobel Prize mean in science? It means a milestone and a pinnacle for the entire scientific research community! Being able to obtain such recognition is undoubtedly equivalent to stepping into the top of the field, and for a while, the whole school was eyed by it, and Fang Meiling suddenly paid attention to Yunxing at this time.
She still remembered the young man who often smiled shyly at her, the young man who only knew how to bury his head in countless data and models, and when they worked together, Fang Meiling even remembered that the young man often sneaked a peek at himself through the cracks of the book, and when he saw his gaze turned away, he would look away in panic.
Originally, Fang Meiling was disdainful of this young man, just an ordinary scientific researcher, the man she wanted was able to call the wind and rain and stand up to the sky, and what is this little researcher? Where can he be worthy of himself?
Until the news of her candidacy for the Nobel Prize spread, Fang Meiling had always been dismissive of the young man, until the day she submitted her resignation, when she heard her colleagues shouting excitedly in the office, she realized that the young man she usually looked down on had such a strong foundation in the scientific community, and she was once so close to a huge honor that it was within reach.
Fang Meiling, who was still a little hesitant and confused, suddenly made a decision, she rushed into the team leader's office, snatched back the resignation letter from the team leader who was still in a daze, and then said to the team leader with a smile: "I want to be transferred to Yunxing's team!" ”
The team leader looked at her with a playful look in his eyes, it was obvious that when the huge honor came, Yunxing had quickly changed from a little-known person to a hot spot in the entire laboratory, and a large number of people with deep backgrounds had already moved their minds to transfer over, that is, at this moment in the morning, the team leader had received no less than ten calls.
Fang Meiling, a little person who doesn't have much research talent and doesn't have enough background, can she do it?
Fang Meiling ignored the team leader's contemptuous eyes, she went straight to Yun Xing's laboratory, threw herself into Yun Xing's arms, pressed her full body hard against the other party, choked up and asked Yun Xing to take him in.
She could feel that Yun Xing's whole body was trembling at that time, and then he pulled her directly to the team leader's office and asked her to join her team by name.
Fang Meiling could feel the consternation on the team leader's face, at that moment, she also really felt what privilege was, she felt that she had won heartily!
After that, she successfully joined Yunxing's team, and at the same time entered Niu Jianhui and others, who were originally scattered in various research groups, but when Yunxing's topic was selected as a candidate for the Nobel Prize, these people were transferred from various research groups and gathered together.
After that, the research process was almost Yunxing pushing it by himself, because these people who were transferred later did not match Yunxing at all in terms of IQ or attitude towards research, and their thinking and consciousness could not keep up with Yunxing's rhythm at all. Everyone is attached to Yun Xing's back, sheltered under his aura, and the whole subject, Yun Xing is the soul.
Originally, these people all had such a purpose, followed Yunxing to do a good job in the subject, and then got a dazzling qualification, others were planning to do this, Niu Jianhui was planning to do this, and Fang Meiling wanted more.
Everyone has expectations for Yunxing, everyone thinks that following Yunxing can get what they want, and Fang Meiling, as the spokesperson of Yunxing's project, is even more full of spring breeze in the spotlight, and even has a lot of imagination for the future. During this period, Niu Jianhui, the son of Vice President Niu, often showed her great hospitality when no one was around, constantly flattering and currying over her, Fang Meiling began to flutter, so after Niu Jianhui gave her a brilliant diamond necklace, her mind was hot, and she walked with Niu Jianhui.
At first, Fang Meiling also felt a little guilty in her heart, but after noticing that Yun Xing had never noticed it, she was no longer worried, she could still enjoy the honor brought by Yun Xing, and also enjoy the vanity that Niu Jianhui gave her.
No one could have imagined that things would change from a strange fragment. It was a very ordinary-looking piece of metal, and I didn't know where it came from, and I couldn't see what value it had, but when Yunxing held it in his hand, his eyes burst out with a strange light.
After that, Yun Xing became completely obsessed with the mysterious piece of metal, and even began to shelve his original project of winning the Nobel Prize!
The sudden change caught everyone off guard, and Fang Meiling, who tasted the sweetness, was able to experience the huge gap firsthand, she advised Yunxing and enlightened Yunxing, but Yunxing was like a demon, completely immersed in the study of that fragment, and his interest in the original subject became less and less.
After making countless attempts, Fang Meiling finally despaired, she realized that Yun Xing had gone crazy, and she was following such a madman, and her future was worrying.
So she sat down with Niu Jianhui, who was also disappointed, and the great sense of despair made them make a bold move.
Although there was a trace of uneasiness in her heart, when she saw Yun Xing as unconscious as a corpse, she suddenly had a strong sense of disgust for this man, where is a waste worthy of her own concern?
So Fang Meiling walked calmly, but she never thought that the world would be so unreliable, just one night, even the world could change, all the people became refugees overnight, the people who were high in the past became humble, and people were panicked and didn't know where to go.
Fang Meiling fled with the crowd in horror, she didn't know where she was safe, she didn't know when such a day would end.
Fleeing in such a panic, full of despair, until just now, in the cheers of the people, she saw some characters that can only exist in legends, super warriors, and what shocked her the most was that among these super warriors, there would be Yunxing!
Fang Meiling chased after like crazy, wanting to catch up with Yunxing, wanting to beg the other party to forgive herself, but in Yunxing's eyes, all she could see was indifference and indifference.
Fang Meiling had a trace of remorse in her heart, but she was more unwilling.
"I must find Yunxing, he must still love me! He's so strong, only he can protect me and let me into the base! ”
Fang Meiling thought as she ran, her figure stumbled.
The people of the Niu family didn't know what big people they knew, and began to track her down, Fang Meiling avoided the search of several teams of people, and in a panic, she ran into an abandoned subway station.
This subway station was no longer in operation before the disaster began, and now it has become a ruin after the disaster, but the strange thing is that this ruin actually has some passages to walk, Fang Meiling has a shallow foot, and unconsciously walked from the place near the ground to the depths of the ground.
Because the power has long been cut off in the city, the underground world looks very dark, but the strange thing is that there are some faint fluorescent lights on the walls of this underground cave, which allows her to roughly see the road ahead, and because of this, Fang Meiling was able to move on. Of course, she didn't know that she was not moving forward, but going deep underground.