Chapter 20: Gradual Collapse

"Where is this...... Why am I ...... here? ”

Xiao Mo looked blankly at Professor Zheng and his mother in front of him, and it took a long time for a vague word to come out of his mouth.

"This is the hospital, you are sick, Professor Zheng is helping you treat your illness." His mother saw that Xiao Mo seemed to have suddenly become a stupid child, so frightened that she hurriedly took Xiao Mo into her arms and kept stroking his hair.

Xiao Mo struggled out of his mother's arms and asked again:

"Sue me, why am I here!"

Xiao Mo clutched his head and let out a painful roar.

His mother looked worried, turned her head to look at Professor Zheng beside her, and saw Professor Zheng shaking her head to signal that she didn't have to worry, and her face looked a little better.

At the same time, I heard Professor Zheng say in a deep voice:

"I know you must think your memories are messy, and you do. Your delusions are very strict, and you are very strict in terms of mental breakdown, so strict that you can threaten your own life.

Because you're on the verge of seeing yourself completely as someone else. Just imagine, if your memory, your thoughts, your personality are completely changed, then you are still yourself? ”

Xiao Mo was swept away by Professor Zheng's words, and he waved his hand impatiently:

"Don't say any more non-nutritious things, I just want to know why I'm here, that's all!"

"Su Hao! Professor Zheng has been trying to find a cure for you, how can you be so rude! "I saw that Xiao Mo's attitude towards Professor Zheng was not very good. His mother was afraid that Professor Zheng would be angry, so she hurriedly stood up and scolded Xiao Mo at this time.

Xiao Mo couldn't even figure out who he was now, where would he still think about controlling his temper, so he didn't pay attention to his mother's reproach, and still stared at Professor Zheng in front of him.

"It's okay, I can understand the pain this child is going through." Professor Zheng laughed dryly twice, which could be regarded as dispelling Xiao Mo's mother's concerns, and then he replied to Xiao Mo:

"The qiΔ“ you experienced just now is all illusory, and there is no zΓ i." As he spoke, Professor Cheng raised his left hand. Then he shook it towards Xiao Mo in front of him. Xiao Mo found that Professor Zheng was carrying a delicate pocket watch in his hand.

Xiao Mo did not speak, while Professor Zheng continued:

"I just hypnotized you with it, causing your consciousness to sink into the deepest part of your memory, and creating a near-real environment for you."

Speaking of which. Professor Zheng suddenly asked Xiao Mo again:

"Then now sue sΓΉ. What have you just been through? ”

"I entered a blood-colored space. And then...... Dream about dozens of ...... No, hundreds of identical people, they came to me with blank faces. They want to kill me......"

The more Xiao Mo spoke, the more pale his face became, and in the end, he was so frightened that he couldn't make a sound, and he didn't mention it from beginning to end, those people who were exactly the same were his "himself".

Professor Zheng didn't know if he understood Xiao Mo's words, so he saw him and Xiao Mo's mother look at each other, and then he nodded with satisfaction and said:

It seems that this treatment has still had a good effect, at least it has made the child initially recognize his identity. It won't be long before he can really find himself. ”

"yes, that's great, you know that since this kid got this disease, his father and I hardly slept a day, for fear that he would run away from home one day......"

Xiao Mo stood to the side sluggishly, his mind blank, and he couldn't hear what his mother was talking to Professor Zheng at all.

Thirty minutes later, Xiao Mo obediently followed his mother back home.

"Son, Professor Zheng's words, you take it to heart a little bit, I know you must be in pain now, but for your own sake, you must survive this period, don't doubt yourself."

"Well......" Xiao Mo nodded silently, and his mother couldn't help but sigh bitterly when she saw this:

"Hey, then you go back to your room to rest, and I'll stew some soup for you to calm down."

After speaking, his mother ignored Xiao Mo anymore and rushed into the kitchen to get busy. As for Xiao Mo, he walked slowly towards his bedroom in a daze, and then disappeared into the living room.

Looking at this extremely familiar bedroom, Xiao Mo unconsciously felt a trance, and the feeling of entanglement and irritability in his heart seemed to have become stronger.

"Could it be that I'm really Su Hao?"

Xiao Mo asked himself suspiciously again, compared with before, he was undoubtedly a little more sure this time.

"No, I'm Xiao Mo......" The pain on Xiao Mo's face flashed, and then he shook his head and denied himself in his heart.

For the next ten minutes, he didn't even take off the slippers on his feet, he just lay down on the bed, closed his eyes, and immediately presented an extremely chaotic experience in his mind.

There are the faces of Li Shuai, the little follower, the unkind monk and others, as well as Bai Yimei, Professor Zheng, his mother, and all kinds of blood-colored space. Countless memories, clear and vague, came flooding back one after another, like a wild tornado about to tear him to pieces.

"Ah...... Yes......! ”

Xiao Mo covered his head again and roared in pain. He stiffened his body, then took out his mobile phone from the pocket of his pants, and dialed the mobile phone number belonging to Bai Yimei from memory:

"Toot ......"

Wait for the prompt to sound a few times before disappearing, apparently pressed by the person on the other end of the phone. Xiao Mo didn't believe in evil and wanted to continue dialing, but Bai Yimei dialed back one step ahead of him:

"What's wrong? Don't know what's going on? ”

Bai Yimei's slightly deep voice came out of the phone, the voice was very familiar, and it was indeed Bai Yimei's true.

But...... Didn't Bai Yimei die in the bloody space?

This is like telling him that the qiΔ“ he and Bai Yimei experienced in the blood-colored space, as well as all the previous hallucinations in school, are actually non-existent illusions? It's all the things he fantasized about idiotically after being hypnotized by Professor Zheng?

"I just wanted to give you a call, that ...... Are we a couple? ”

"What do you say? It's okay, I'm hanging up. ”

Bai Yimei on the phone did not answer Xiao Mo's question directly, and then hung up the phone in a hurry, leaving Xiao Mo looking at the phone in his hand in a daze.

His world was completely shattered at this moment, completely chaotic!

In the evening, he was called out to dinner by his mother, and his father sat at the dinner table with him.

During the meal, he had carefully looked at them many times, but no matter how he looked at them, they were normal, and his mother's head was not on his neck at all.

The two of them never mentioned anything about studying, they were completely dedicated to comforting him, and the purpose was purely for his recovery. It's just that he was so indifferent to this comfort that he didn't even bother to nod his head.

Perhaps, there is still a trace of luck in his heart.

After dinner, Xiao Mo wrote under the coercion of his parents that he took no less than a dozen tranquilizers of different sizes. Although Xiao Mo said that he was repulsed from the heart, it didn't matter if his spirit was so weak that he was like him.

After taking the medicine and returning to his bedroom, Xiao Mo began to rummage through the cabinets to search, there was no doubt that he was looking for the diary and the voice recorder that he had brought back. It's just that this search turned to nothing, and there were no two things in his bedroom.

Xiao Mo sat on the ground dejectedly, his eyes almost empty looking at the bedroom in front of him that had been turned over by him, and the persistence that had been stored in his heart was quietly collapsing.

Nothing was said all night.

The next day, when Xiao Mo got up from bed early, he learned that his mother didn't plan to let him go to school, because his current state was not suitable for studying, and he should honestly recuperate at home.

But where is Xiao Mo willing to stay at home, not to mention that there are still many things at the school that have not been confirmed, so under his strong protest and strong insistence, his mother can be regarded as a compromise and reluctantly agreed to him.

After that, he ate something casually and came to school in his mother's car. Stepping down from the car and looking at the student tide that kept pouring in from both sides, Xiao Mo felt that his heart that had been suppressed was slightly lighter. (To be continued......)