Lamb under the month of 2080

The color of the moon is like bleeding, and this blood has dried up for a long time, and it is no longer a bright and vivid color, but it is particularly ominous. This sphere, which humans have long been accustomed to, is obviously larger and heavier than usual, making people feel that it will fall to the ground only two or three kilometers away, of course, if you really calculate the volume, this huge blood moon must still be a long way from the earth.

The visual impact made everyone fall into a strong feeling, and they couldn't tell what was wrong with them, obviously feeling that they were still thinking something, but there was a contradictory cognition that their rationality did not exist here. Everyone stared blankly at the red moon, as if their souls were about to break away from their bodies.

I don't know how long it took, but gradually some people came back to their senses, and they quickly looked away from the blood moon, and forced themselves to land on the things around the platform, one after another emitting heavy gasps, as if it was just a trance time, and the whole person was dozens of years old. The rooftops they saw were not much different from the rooftops they saw every day, the pattern was similar, the materials had not changed, and the objects were all imaginable, surrounded by barbed wire on all sides, and in order to prevent people from climbing the barbed wire, even the top of the barbed wire was designed to look like thorns, and it seemed that an electric current seemed to be used to prevent the mad doomsday syndrome patients from jumping from here again.

It's just that the moonlight falling on the rooftop is dark red, as if with a filter, but the effect is more real and delicate than the filter, obviously it is light but there is a faint sense of materiality, as if it is fog, it is sand, floating in the air, spread on the concrete floor.

Someone tried to look through the barbed wire fence into the distance, looking down on the panoramic view of the hospital from this high point. He thought he would see more incredible sights, and even in his mind, the daily experiences that had accumulated over the past few days had sketched out a new and unusual landscape at this time. However, he saw nothing. Except for the fact that the moonlight was crimson, and the entire hospital seemed to be bathed in this abnormal moonlight, there was nothing else imaginary anomalous.

The outline and structure of the hospital remained unchanged, and it crawled quietly in the night, like some formless monster with its mouth open. And those buildings that still look the same, because there are not too many changes, so in this night of frequent changes, people feel unbelievable heart palpitations, only to feel that there must be a more terrible and deeper horror hidden in it.

Although this scene still gives people a very heavy and uncomfortable feeling, there is no shock when looking inside the door, as if I have become accustomed to such a scene, and it is impossible to tell whether it is a psychological numbness or a physical adaptation. Abnormal movements that can be heard or perceived with other senses in the hallway are as if they are isolated from the door. There is nothing on the rooftop, but there seems to be a lot of hidden things outside the rooftop, and this sense of contrast makes everyone feel a little let go of the boulder in their hearts. To say that there is no sense of security at all is definitely a lie, however, to say how much security this four-sided fenced platform can bring is a little empty.

On the contrary, it is precisely because the fences on all sides are like walls, blocking those abnormal things, so there is nothing in the sky, and the heavy blood moon is even more dazzling, as if that is the biggest threat to themselves and others now, but no one can imagine what kind of unexpected situation will occur because of this huge and heavy blood moon.

In any case, at least the roof is a place to breathe, and the nearest building on the side, as the principal said, is about ten meters apart, and it is entirely possible to climb over the roof by relying on ropes and other tools to build a bridge. Everyone came to the rooftop because they were afraid to return from the main road of this dormitory building, where something terrible was waiting for them, driving them, killing them. Of course, no one can confirm their deaths, and even if they have died, there is no clear evidence, only in the imagination of the people who are still alive.

The problem is that no one wants to take every imaginable risk to confirm the life and death of someone else. Even on the rooftop, it is completely impossible to receive information from companions who are not in sight, and no matter how good the communication equipment of those companions is placed outside the building, the signal seems to be blocked by an invisible wall.

Some people speculate that there is a change in the structure of the position in this building, but if there is not enough equipment to verify it and produce concrete data, even if everyone is a shrewd and capable person, they will also do nothing. The unobservable, the untouchable, the unconfirmed, has always been a source of human fear, and people have always tried to understand the nature and truth of these things through various means: philosophy, mystery, religion or science.

Yes, turning the unknown into what is known is the evolutionary path that human beings have always adhered to, however, in the face of the unknown accumulated in the uncertain how long, how vast the space, and how far-reaching the angle is, the history of civilization is no longer a few thousand years, and human beings, as an intelligent species, can only be verified for ten thousand years, and human beings are immeasurably weak and insignificant.

In these days in the hospital, all the researchers who have worked with the "virus" can more or less understand that what they are trying to overcome may be even farther away from the scope known to mankind than they imagined. It is hidden in the depths of the unknown, and this distant distance is not "distance" in the normal sense, but a broader concept. Human beings can only use their own standards to judge things, to use their own cognition as the standard, to speculate on the unknown, however, as a standard, human beings themselves, whether from the physical composition or the movement of thought, are just a one-sided and insignificant surface in the laws of nature, with such a small and one-sided standard as a reference, to understand the unknown that I don't know how far-reaching, every step will form a deviation, and the accumulation of deviations in each step will become a terrible distortion.

The existence of such deviations and distortions is generally not recognized among human beings, because it would probably be disheartening to really think deeply about the formation of such deviations and distortions. For human beings, who are centered on social attributes, the fact that the individuals who make up society are generally caught in this kind of discouragement is definitely a great life-and-death crisis for the existence and operation of the entire society.

From the perspective of a sociologist, from an extremely rational point of view, the human collective, "most of it" is presented with the attribute of "ignorance", and this ignorance is not easily transformed through education, no matter how much knowledge and experience they have, there will still be people who have debated countless times, and they already know that it is stupid, and there will be many reasons to convince themselves. It is like that among human beings, there is an indescribable filter that filters the minds of the majority of people, leaving them at the other end of the "ignorance", and only allowing a small number of people to go to a more "intelligent" place, and this filter is not determined by the individual's own genes, but by the huge system of human society. For such a phenomenon, some sociologists believe that this is precisely the defense mechanism established by the human population in an environment that is too unknown and full of dangers, and this mechanism will not make people stronger and better, but only so that the human population can survive in the long time and many unknown dangers.

In short, "ignorance" seems to be an indispensable and necessary attribute of human beings, and even a necessary insurance core that has enabled the human population to survive to this day. Many people have imagined that the whole human race becomes not ignorant, and describe it as very beautiful, but among some anthropological researchers who are regarded as pessimistic, they think that it may only be good for the human individual, not in the sense of the concept of human population and social structure, and even whether the benefits of such intelligence to the individual human beings will far outweigh the disadvantages, no one can judge in advance that in such a pessimistic statement, the intelligence of an individual often does not represent the intelligence of the human collective.

Standing on the rooftop, looking around at this landscape that should be extremely familiar, but exuding an incredible sense of strangeness everywhere, the researcher seemed to think about many things, but he couldn't remember exactly what he was thinking. I didn't get any answers from this trance-like thinking, nor did I have any revelation that would help me get out of a bad situation, but I had a feeling of "thinking a lot and thinking deeply, and I haven't thought about it so deeply on a daily basis". And this feeling does not bring them good feelings, although the things they have thought about seem to make themselves appear "full of philosophy and intellectuality", and their own souls seem to become transparent in this kind of thinking, like the enlightened sages described in some works, however, this transparency and intelligence are just a mortal to how stupid, complacent, anxious and arrogant they have always been as the elite of mankind.

And, when I was stupid and couldn't see clearly, when I was no longer so stupid at this time, and I was able to look more deeply, I had an intuition of what a terrible way out of the darkness were, all the people of the world, who were desperate and crazy, and who could hardly see any way out, but could only go with the flow.

Those things that seemed to have been thoroughly studied were again covered by a heavier veil, and I did not see this veil in the past, not because the veil did not exist, but because my past self was not smart and capable enough to see this veil.

World, Universe, Matter, Time and Space...... These concepts, which seemed closely related in the past, seem to be wrong even in the meaning of the concepts themselves, and the understanding, cognition, and imagination developed as a result of these concepts have also been irreversibly distorted. The more I think about it, the more I feel that all human understandings of everything so far are one-sided and wrong, and that human beings have not actually had a comprehensive and in-depth understanding of any of them.

And as such a human being, what should I use as a weapon to face the crisis that has struck?

Helpless, wrong from the beginning, there is nothing to rely on, not even science, even in theory, the way ahead for science, which should be considerable, is becoming narrow, and the more you think about the nature and meaning of the concept of "science", the more you will feel that at a distance enough, it is not a smooth road, but a seemingly insurmountable wall.

Of course, it must have been a long time before they could get to such a far-reaching front, to really face that wall, and now they and others must rely on their own small, generally based on assumptions and confined environment, to deal with that terrible anomaly...... No! No! I haven't come to the level of "dealing with" at all, and I and others are still on the road of groping and trying to understand, and if we can't even do it, it's impossible to talk about how to deal with that kind of thing.

"I'm going crazy...... I'm going crazy...... I'm going crazy......" Someone shouted, and the sound that came out was a laugh or a wail.

"Does this mean that I am going to use fundamental mechanics to solve problems in the realm of quantum mechanics? No, no, how can this be done? The wall between the microscopic and the macrocospic, not even quantum theory itself can break. There are also people who mumble like that.

"I see that the end is indeed inevitable, an inevitable natural law, and as long as we are still in this natural law, it is impossible to escape." Someone else shouted, saying something that seemed out of tune in his usual life, but he was as excited as if he had discovered the truth, but from the point of view of common sense, how could there be any joy in such words?

"Nope! You are wrong, that is meaningless, and the statement of escape itself is meaningless. Our existence, and our perception of ourselves, are only a partial manifestation of the laws of natural motion, and only a very small part of the motion. If the whole world is an entity in constant motion, then only movement itself is meaningful, and any other concept is meaningless. We are not alive or dead at all, there is neither the end nor the afterday, everything is meaningless...... Subjectively adding meaning to this meaningless thing cannot conceal its meaningless nature, nor can we deny that we ourselves are also the same. What we perceive as ourselves is but a part of a great movement, a tiny structure of movement that is constantly happening. There are even people who talk so long and babble, as if they have found the ultimate truth of human beings, but it is difficult for them to accept it, and at the same time they seem to force themselves to accept it.