I said yes, and then asked her what's wrong, why did she add me QQ in a good way, she didn't answer my question, but asked me if I couldn't add my QQ, seriously, it's been so long, she only added me QQ now, and the emotions that had calmed down were so stirred up by her. It became unstable again, and it was precisely because of this that I felt a little irritable, so I mocked her while laughing at myself and at the same time, "What's wrong? Do you feel fortunate to break up with me, otherwise I will feel very ashamed to come to vocational high school? ”

After sending these words, she first sent me a series of full stops, and then said, "Can you speak?" I'm on your mental side, that's the kind of person? You've disappointed me so much! ”

I said, haven't you always cared about my studies and whether I can be admitted to university? Didn't you also say that if I went to vocational high school, I would break up with me?

Xia Yu said that he would break up with me when he went to vocational high school, wasn't that all joking with me.

Maybe I was too irritable at this time, and I wanted to say a lot of things that were suppressed in my heart, but after putting my hand on the keyboard, I thought about it carefully, since the two of us have broken up now, why should I tell her this?

I said forget it, don't talk about it, we have broken up anyway. She gave me a favor back, and then the two of us fell into silence, and no one said anything, and then when Zheng Hu came out of the shower, Xia Yu talked to me again. She said: "What is the situation between you and that Zhou Yixi?" Why do you keep taking her home? When I was chatting with Chen Yajing, she also told me that when you went to Crab Mountain to play before, you and Zhou Yixi were quite close, are you now the idea of beating others? ”

I said we both broke up, why do you ask me so much? Even if I beat her up, what can you do? Can you handle me?

Xia Yu sent me a laughing emoji, and then sent a paragraph, saying: "I told you before, I don't want to fall in love before the college entrance examination, but after the college entrance examination, if the two of us reconcile, it's still okay, but now you just broke up with me and hooked up with other women, do you know what my mother said about you?" ”

I looked at the words she sent me, the more I looked at it, the more angry it became, especially when she mentioned her mother, it made me even more upset, I fell in love, what did she always mention her mother? Is she not assertive? Do you have to listen to her?

I told her don't tell me this, what your mother thinks of me, I don't care what you think of me, it has nothing to do with me, after this passage was sent, Xia Yu didn't reply to me for a long time, and it happened that Zheng Hu was blowing dry his hair at this time. I got off QQ and gave him the computer, and when I lay in bed at night, I couldn't calm down for a long time, and I didn't understand it anymore. I don't know what Xia Yu means, do you hope I won't find a partner for a year and a half? Don't associate with other women? Wait until she finishes the college entrance examination and then reconcile with me?

Is she sick? Did she think only of herself, of me? She doesn't want to think about it, she went to college and left, if I don't go to college, won't it end up being a score?

I think Xia Yu is too selfish like this.

Zheng Hu didn't go to bed until two o'clock in the middle of the night, and I went to the toilet after I was done, because I wanted to know that Xia Yu later told me that I didn't speak, so I went to secretly turn on the computer again, and after getting on QQ. She did leave me a message, but with one sentence: "Don't regret it!" ”

And Xia Yu's screen name was also changed at this time, and it was: Never again.

Don't I regret it? Never again? What did she mean at this point? Are you going to make a clean line with me? It stands to reason that with Xia Yu's temper, she should delete me from QQ at this time, but she didn't.

The summer rain is even more unpredictable for me. I didn't bother to think about it, so I let her go, and I went back to the house to sleep.

On weekends in the past two days, I went out with Chen Yajing and Chen Chong every day, which may be the reason why I transferred to a vocational high school and didn't meet Chen Yajing often. When she was playing with me, she was very interested and talked a lot, and I naturally knew in my heart that this girl must miss me.

At nine o'clock in the evening of the weekend, Chen Yajing suddenly called me, she said that she didn't know whether to tell me one thing or not, I said that if there is anything, just tell me, she said that she had just gone to eat barbecue with her father, and she was on the way back from the event. Seeing Jiangbei riding away with Xia Yu on the tram, it seemed that he was going to send Xia Yu home.

Chen Yajing's words stimulated me, my heartbeat immediately accelerated a lot, I asked her if it was really fake, she said that this kind of thing can't be joked with me casually, what I saw with my own eyes must be true, to be honest, I still care about this matter, but I pretended not to care and said to Chen Yajing: "Anyway, I broke up both, she loves whoever she likes to send her home, what does it have to do with me!" Even if there are two people, it has nothing to do with me! ”

Chen Yajing said that I had a hard mouth, and she still muttered to me when she was done, saying, "Xia Yu did too much this time, didn't she say it." Didn't she fall in love before the college entrance examination, and she knew that Jiangbei liked her, and she was so close to Jiangbei, didn't she deliberately give Jiangbei a chance? I think if this momentum continues, it will be a matter of time before the two of them get together! ”

I told her not to talk about the summer rain. I don't want to hear about her now, how can she go about it, I hung up the phone, I was still wondering, did Xia Yu and Jiangbei deliberately stick together? Is it just for me to see? Angry with me?

If that's the case, then she's too naïve, although I'll be emotionally affected by these things, but at most I'm just angry, jealous or something, I'm not afraid of others saying I'm unkind or something, in short, at this time, the feeling of Xia Yu has faded, and the speed and degree of fading surprised me, and I don't know what the reason is.

I later went on QQ.,Look at Xia Yu's space.,I found that someone left a message for her.,The screen name is only love rain.,Except for Jiangbei,No one will make this screen name whole.,Look at this posture.,Xia Yu is indeed sticky with Jiangbei.,QQ numbers have been re-added.。

If it was before, after I saw this, I would definitely jump up in anger, and then call Xia Yu directly to question. But at this time, the fluctuation in my heart is not very big, but I feel a little ridiculous, if she Xia Yu is sticky with other boys, I will definitely not say anything, but it is Jiangbei. It makes me feel particularly disgusting.

How can I say this feeling, it's like: I lost to Jiangbei in the end?

Chen Yajing went to Pingyang High School to find Xia Yu at noon on Monday because of this incident, but the two of them didn't seem to have a very pleasant chat, when Chen Yajing called me. complained a lot, saying that Xia Yu suddenly seemed to be a different person, and she asked me if Xia Yu was suddenly stimulated by something.

I said I didn't know, and I advised Chen Yajing to leave Xia Yu alone, and let her own affairs go by herself.

Anyway, starting this day, Xia Yu's QQ number, change a screen name a day, the screen name is not "really annoying" or what is "get out", or "blind", I can also feel it, the reason why she changed these screen names, may be for me to see, on Thursday, my friends list suddenly no longer has her, it should be that she blocked me. I also talked to Chen Yajing about this matter, saying: "When I just broke up with Xia Yu, I didn't see her like this, why has it been so long now, and she suddenly reacted so strangely?" ”

Chen Yajing said that when she broke up, Xia Yu didn't expect me to break up with her so simply, thinking that I was going to keep her, or break the thread or something, and felt that even if I broke up, I would definitely not be able to let go of her for a long time, and it would be impossible to find other girls, but what she didn't expect was that after I broke up, I quickly hooked up with other girls, which may have made Xia Yu's heart extremely unbalanced, so she deliberately used Jiangbei to anger me, but I was still unmoved, which made Xia Yu a little unbearable. She must have felt that I didn't feel much for her now to become so abnormal.

When talking about these, Chen Yajing finally asked me: "Then can you tell me, do you really let go of Xia Yu now?" ”