When I appeared in the diary at the beginning, I didn't say anything, that is to say, after returning to our local area, the first person she could think of, that was me, she said that when I was a child, I often went to her house to sleep with her, and I don't know why, she felt very kind when she saw me, and there would be an inexplicable good feeling in her heart, and said that when she saw me again, although she hadn't seen me for almost ten years, she didn't feel strange at all, and after seeing me open the scoop on my head, she was very distressed and wanted to protect me.

When I saw this, my heart warmed, so to speak, Guan Qingqing is the most important person in addition to my father, I continued to flip back, and when I saw the last one, my face unconsciously began to get hot.

This one is almost written like this: When I cleaned up the house for Tong Tong today, I saw his underwear on the bed, I didn't think much about it at the time, I was going to wash his underwear, but I didn't expect this guy to have that thing on his underwear, I think maybe he didn't think about it when he went to bed at night, he was at the age of crankiness, I was just a little curious, would he have that kind of idea about me?

The last sentence of the diary, I read it even more with my heart, she said: I don't know what it would be like to do it with him?

What does Guan Qingqing mean by doing this with me? Could it be that he also fantasizes about what to do with me? Thinking of this, I reacted again, I had an indescribable sense of excitement in my heart, I really didn't expect that Guan Qingqing was actually this kind of person, I was six years younger than her, she would actually move this mind! She's actually quite in line with my appetite, and I'll be able to do something in the next two years.

Of course, I also think about it, I will still be a virgin, I think my first time should be given to a girl I like, and it is also a virgin, even if Guan Qingqing takes the initiative to ask me, I will not give it to her, and I will have an affair with her or something.

At this juncture, someone suddenly knocked on the door, and I was so frightened that I quickly put Guan Qingqing's diary back on the bedside table and hurriedly ran out of her room.

When I ran to the living room, the knock on the door was still ringing, and I just reacted, the person outside the door was definitely not Guan Qingqing, because Guan Qingqing had the key to the house, if she entered her own door, would she still need to knock on the door?

But who is the one who comes?

I asked who the person outside was, he didn't reply to me, but asked me who I was, I heard the voice, it was a soldier, I was quite panicked at the time, after all, the last incident was very unpleasant with him, I didn't want him to come in, and asked him if he came to find Guan Qingqing, if so, let's go, Guan Qingqing is not at home now.

He probably heard my voice, let me open the door, although I was very reluctant, but still opened, when he saw me, his brows furrowed, a look of ill will, he also shouted Guan Qingqing's name a few times in the house, probably thought that Guan Qingqing was hiding in the house, after making sure that Guan Qingqing was not there, he asked me angrily: "Where is Guan Qingqing?" Where did it go? ”

I didn't want to deal with him, and then I thought of Guan Qingqing's content just now, and he also took away Guan Qingqing's first time, so I was even more unhappy with him in my heart, I said I don't know, you can't call her and ask.

This guy probably didn't expect me to talk to him in such a tone, his eyes widened at that time, and he looked like he was going to come up and me, and he said, "If I can get through to her, do you still need to come and knock on the door?" ”

I didn't continue to talk to him, for fear of getting into a conflict with him, but when he saw that I didn't speak, he continued to ask me: "You don't go back to your house after school, what are you doing here?" ”

Although I didn't want to deal with him, I still replied to him: "My dad went to Guangdong to work, and I will live here in the future!" ”

His brows wrinkled even more, a few seconds later, he asked me if I had a mobile phone, if I had a mobile phone, I would call Guan Qingqing, I lied to him and said no, and he pointed his finger at me when it was over, which seemed to mean to wait and see, and then reluctantly left, after I closed the door, I thought about calling Guan Qingqing and told her about the soldier coming to the house, but after dialing the number, prompted her mobile phone to turn off, I thought that the soldier and Guan Qingqing may have a conflict, it should have been from the last time the abandoned station happened, It's not reconciled now.

After the time was almost up, I went to school by myself, Guan Qingqing's home is quite close to the school, so I don't have to take the bus, I walked, and then when I came to an intersection, there was a white BMW car in front of me honking the horn, I thought I was occupying the road, and quickly walked inside, but the horn was still pressed vigorously, at this time the co-pilot's window also rolled down, it was actually Chen Yajing, this guy smiled at me, and said, "Get in the car?" Piggybacking you for a while? ”

There are only five minutes left from school, and her dad drove the car, how embarrassed I was to go in, I said no, she also asked her dad to stop the car, come down and walk with me to school, I also asked her: "I remember your car is not this one, whose car is your dad drove?" ”

She said that it was her family, newly bought, and said that she planned to ask her father to teach her to drive, and if she was okay in the future, she could drive out and take us for a ride.

When I heard this, I was still a little uncomfortable in my heart, and the biggest emotion was why her family is so rich, and my family is so poor? My dad had to travel so far south to work in order to make a living, and I may not be able to have a car of my own in my life.

When I arrived at the school gate, I met Wang Hao, Wang Hao called Chen Yajing aside, the two didn't know what to talk about, Chen Yajing's face was still a little red, when she came over and continued to go to the classroom with me, she was absent-minded, and she didn't react for a long time when she asked her, I thought that Wang Hao must have told her something more important, otherwise she couldn't suddenly become like this.

After school that day, Chen Yajing also wanted to take me to Xia Yu to surf the Internet, but I didn't go to the Internet café because it wasn't fun at all, and when I left, she suddenly stopped me and asked me how I felt about Xia Yu, and I smiled inexplicably when I asked me, I didn't understand what she meant, and said what kind of feeling it meant, anyway, I think she looks very good-looking, and it makes people feel very comfortable.

Chen Yajing said that if people want to deal with you, do you get along with others?

These words startled me, I have grown so big, the first time someone asked me about my feelings so openly, and the question was so direct, I was not psychologically prepared at all, I quickly shook my head and said, "No! ”

Chen Yajing was a little surprised and said, "Isn't it? Xia Yu is so good-looking, there is a long queue of people chasing her? If people take the initiative to deal with you, you won't be there? You're thinking too highly of yourself! ”

I hurriedly said that I either looked down on myself, or I thought she was teasing me here, Chen Yajing said with a serious face: "I didn't tease you, I asked you really!" ”

I don't think Chen Yajing is joking with me, I haven't encountered this kind of thing, I didn't dare to look at her eyes in a panic, and I didn't know how to tell her, I said I wouldn't tell you this nonsense, I was going home, I didn't pay attention to her after speaking, I turned my head and left, she yelled at me and I didn't pay attention to her, she was still laughing and muttering in the back, saying that I was ugly, and my vision was quite high.

When I went home alone, I thought in my heart: This Xia Yu is very good-looking, and it is the kind of girl who is particularly in line with my appetite, if I can deal with such a girl, it must feel very good, but I have developed a withdrawn, indifferent, and dislike to communicate with people since I was a child, especially when it comes to the relationship between men and women, I have no experience at all, it is completely blank, not to mention that I have always excluded girls, and I am also very inferior, I think I can't deal with a girl like Xia Yu, The two of us are not the same world at all, and people will not like me, so when Chen Yajing asked me, I felt extremely unnatural.

At the same time, I also wondered: Why did Chen Yajing ask me this in a good manner? Could it be that Xia Yu asked her to ask? I thought Xia Yu had a good impression of me before, she liked me?

How is this possible!