Chapter 225: Let go

"You mean!"

Seeing that Shan Qiulin was almost silent for half an hour, he just didn't say a word, and Baiyang almost died in a hurry. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

"The human heart is a very complex thing"

Looking up at the sky, Shan Qiulin was silent for a long time and held back such a sentence.

I know this, but do you want you to say it? Poplar looked at him speechlessly and asked:

"And then?"

Shan Qiulin poured himself a few sips of wine again, looked at the mountains in the distance and said:

"Look at the mountains, you look at the water, you look at the clouds, you look at the birds flying in the sky, isn't the picture beautiful? Isn't it shocking? And you look around here, even though the buildings are beautiful, even if the clothes are gorgeous, they are not as pleasing to the eye as the mountains, the waters, the trees, and the clouds, right?"

Poplar blinked, his head was a little confused, brother, what do you want to say?

This guy is absolutely forced to turn on the philosophical mode, Poplar didn't bother, and continued to listen.

"So, natural things are the most beautiful!"

Shan Qiulin said with a faint smile.

Ma Dan, the next thing is to get into the topic, Poplar muttered in his heart.

Sure enough, I only heard Shan Qiulin say:

"I knew early on that in fact, the little junior sister has a deep love for the senior brother, and a heart is tied to him, I just don't want to face such a fact, I listened to your three strategies that day, if you really do what you say, I believe that I will be able to get the body and mind of the little junior sister, but I can't do that, because it is deliberately forced, not what I want"

Bai Yang blinked, although Shan Qiulin said very contradictory, his 'four-core' brain understood in seconds.

Shan Qiulin likes his little junior sister, he likes it very much, and he is extremely eager for his little junior sister to like him so much, but what he expects is that his little junior sister really likes him, not through intrigue to get the other party's body and mind.

Tut, in short, to summarize Shan Qiulin's mentality in the classic language of the earth:

Twisted melons are not sweet!

Although Shan Qiulin may not know this, he thinks so in his heart.

According to the three strategies of the top, middle and bottom to get his little sister's body and mind, that is deception, not real love, maybe his little sister will not know, but deception is deception, Shan Qiulin can't deceive himself.

This can't be done, and it will rise to the level of human morality......

Poplar is silent, almost all earthlings now have a mentality of only seeking an end rather than a process, but Shan Qiulin is the opposite, he wants a natural process, not an unscrupulous end.

"And then?"

Poplar asked after a moment of silence.

"I don't want my little sister to be hurt in the slightest, if I do what you say, it will be a kind of harm to her, I can't bear it, I really can't bear it"

Shan Qiulin looked at the sky and smiled, smiling very calmly, his voice was like a breeze, very light, but it touched people's hearts inexplicably.

"Then why are you ......?"

Poplar frowned, and Shan Qiulin's words made him feel the conflict between the morality of the earth and the morality of this side again.

"Why do you have to implement those three strategies, right?"

At this time, Shan Qiulin suddenly looked at Bai Yang and asked with a calm smile.

Poplar nodded puzzled, since you are reluctant, why do you want to do it? Isn't that a contradiction?

"I'm just unwilling and want to give myself an explanation, that's all"

Shan Qiulin muttered another half jar of wine and whispered.

"I probably get it"

Poplar thought for a moment and said with a sigh.

Shan Qiulin likes his little junior sister, but he is reluctant to hurt the other party, knowing that his little junior sister has a deep love for the senior brother, and his heart is bitter.

More precisely, he is just finding a reason for himself to let go!

"So, I didn't really let those two rabbit masters do anything to Senior Brother that day, because I knew that if I really did that, the little junior sister would be very uncomfortable, I ...... Reluctant"

Shan Qiulin said to himself.

Hearing this, Bai Yang's heart was inexplicably sour, he couldn't understand how much Shan Qiulin liked his little junior sister, so he was reluctant to hurt her in the slightest, this kind of liking may have been integrated into Shan Qiulin's bone marrow soul and even his entire life.

"That day, when I saw the distress in the eyes of the little junior sister when the senior brother broke an arm, I knew that it was meaningless for me to do anything, when the senior brother faced Yue Kong's threat, and the little junior sister was desperate to stay in front of the senior brother, I knew that I was wrong, wrong...... In the end, I didn't expect Yue Kong to be so strong, and I didn't want the senior brother to be hurt, aside from the little junior sister, these 'yuan', the senior brother was really good to me, but I hurt the senior brother because of my own selfishness, and even hurt the little junior sister, and even later broke the master's heart."

Shan Qiulin said to himself calmly and terrifyingly.

Bai Yang completely understood that he didn't follow the three strategies he taught him, and there were some changes, and that change was actually that he didn't want to do that in his heart, which led to such an ending.

"Then why did you become like this?"

Bai Yang pointed to Shan Qiulin's dead and non-living appearance and asked.

Although he knew that Shan Qiulin would become like this because he couldn't get over the hurdle in his heart, Bai Yang still asked, hoping that Shan Qiulin would say it himself, so that he might feel better.

To be honest, a friend like Poplar is really okay, and at this time they have become bosom sisters.

"Because of my willfulness, my brother broke his arm, so I returned his arm...... Heh......"

Shan Qiulin said to himself, but in the end he kept silent.

Bai Yang understood that Shan Qiulin was because of what happened, he didn't know how to face his master, he didn't know how to face his senior brother and junior sister, so he chose to escape, so he would be 'expelled' from the master, so he would be 'discredited'.

To put it bluntly, he was running away.

"Lao Dan, don't think about it, in fact, life is very beautiful, the past is just the past, when time passes, you will find that whether it is a trauma in the mind or a trauma in the body, there is no trace that time can not erase"

Bai Yang patted Shan Qiulin's shoulder and said, without saying too many comforting words.

"Topol, can you tell me why you can live so happily?"

Shan Qiulin looked at Bai Yang and asked, a trace of bitterness at the corner of his mouth lingered.

"You want to say why I can live so heartlessly, right?"

Poplar shrugged and smiled.

Under Shan Qiulin's nodding gaze, Bai Yang grabbed a jar of unopened wine, poured himself a sip, spewed out a mouthful of wine and said:

"In fact, we are very lonely in life, everyone is lonely, for the long river of time, our lives are too short, there is no need to worry so much, let yourself be happy to finish this life is the best, happy is a lifetime, unhappy is also a lifetime, why make yourself so embarrassed? You see that I have almost no worries like this, I want to eat, sleep, sleep and play, I am happy, I am not lonely, this person, I am afraid of idleness, I will think crankily when I am idle, no matter what you do, as long as you don't be idle, you will feel fulfilled"

"Also, all kinds of grievances and hatreds, all kinds of life and death, although I have not personally experienced, but I have seen a lot, and I am relieved, life is just a journey, in this journey will see too much scenery, happy to stay for a while, unhappy to continue to move forward, anyway, in a limited time to make their life journey richer, there is no need to dwell on the joys and sorrows encountered in the journey, I have seen it, I have cried, and it has passed...... Uh, I've said so much, do you understand? ”

At the end of that, Poplar shook his head and asked with a smile.

Shan Qiulin listened, still with a calm face, and then nodded lightly and said:

"So, I envy you, and in you I can hardly see troubles"

"The mentality is different, I also have troubles, but I don't want to worry too much about the past, I was born, although I am not rich and expensive, but I also have no worries about food and clothing, even so, I don't envy what is better than me, I will not look down on what is worse than me, the delicacies of the mountains and seas are just a meal for me, I can also gobble up my stomach when I don't eat, I can talk with the rich and powerful, and I can also talk with the beggars on the side of the road, so there is no need to care or worry about my own eyes, It's good to be happy, after all, after time, we are just a speck of dust in this world, and we will eventually be forgotten."

Poplar also poured himself a few sips of wine and said with a smile.

"So you're the most special person I've ever seen"

Shan Qiulin shook his head and said.

"Old Dan, you know what? Actually, I admire you very much."

Bai Yang looked up at Shan Qiulin and suddenly said this.

"What envy me? What do I have to envy? ”

Shan Qiulin was puzzled.

"Admire your courage to love, admire your steadfastness, it takes courage to love someone, it takes a lot of courage, and in the same way, it takes courage to let go of a person, between love and letting go, if your courage is compared to power, I believe that this power is enough to destroy everything!"

Poplar looked at him and said very knowingly.

"Pick it ......up, put it down"

Shan Qiulin muttered to himself, not knowing what he was pondering in his heart.

"Yes, between picking up and putting down, it's not that we lose something, but that we get something that we often ignore, such as courage!"

Poplar nodded.

"But I still can't really let go, this point, my heart can't deceive myself"

Shan Qiulin said bitterly.

"Whether you get it or not, your love is there, no matter what you do to your little sister or what your little sister does for you, the love buried deep in your heart is still no more, no less, between picking up and putting down, your love is there, not coming or going......"

"Lao Shan, hug a person into your arms, that's love, watch the person you like live happily and feel happy, that's also love, the sea vow is love, silent blessing is also love, getting is love, letting go is love, chasing is love, guarding is love, love is hard to open in the heart, can't tell the truth, sweet and sour, all kinds of tastes, this is love"

Poplar looked at him and said word by word.

"Between picking up and putting down, love is there, no more, no less, no more, no less, no more or no ......"

Listening to Bai Yang's words, Shan Qiulin fell silent and muttered to himself.

Poplar watched, and drank without a sip.

Having said so much, it's just a bunch of useless chicken soup, although he doesn't want to spoil the atmosphere, but Bai Yang has to admit that this is pouring chicken soup to Shan Qiulin, can he get out of the haze in his heart Bai Yang doesn't know, he has done his best.

After being silent for half an hour, Shan Qiulin suddenly looked at Bai Yang and asked:

"It was your words that day that gave me the courage to make a decision, but now I have found that I haven't really let go, it's me who didn't do it in your way, so the three promises I owe you are still valid, the first promise I have helped you complete, they are there, tell me about your remaining two promises"

At this time, Shan Qiulin was laughing, smiling very calmly, there was something inexplicable in this calm, Bai Yang couldn't figure it out, but he instinctively felt that Shan Qiulin's mood was wrong at this time, and he couldn't say what was wrong with Bai Yang.

This guy is not right, I guess something is going to happen!

Sensing this, Poplar pointed to his nose and said:

"Lao Dan, you still owe me two promises, but I haven't thought about it yet, I'll tell you when I think about it, and then you can help me complete it, don't think about escaping, I have a way to find you out at the ends of the earth!"

As if he had known that Poplar would say this, Shan Qiulin smiled disapprovingly.

One-armed, he stood up, lifted a jar of wine, and poured it violently, spraying the wine, and his whole body fell into a strange mood.

With a bang, he threw the wine jar aside and smashed it with a smile:

"Now let you say that you promise not to say it, I can still help you do something big, but in the future, maybe I can only help you with a little thing......"

"What do you want to do, old man?"

Bai Yang stood up and looked at Shan Qiulin and asked, this guy is wrong, he wants to make trouble!

"This world is very beautiful, mountains, Daze, white clouds, blue sky, breeze, grass, flowing water, ...... of all living beings, all of this is wonderful, but all this, for me, is not as good as a little sister inadvertently looking back!"

Shan Qiulin suddenly looked around and said calmly.

"Don't do stupid things, old man"

Bai Yang's face changed and he shouted, if he hadn't been able to kill Shan Qiulin, he would have the idea of knocking him out at this moment.

"Everything in this world is beautiful, intoxicatingly beautiful, but for me, it is not as good as the little sister, from now on the little sister is the most beautiful scenery in my life, eternal freeze, I don't want to use these eyes to see more beautiful scenery than her in the future, so, these eyes are redundant! Haha......"

Shan Qiulin said almost madly, and laughed at the end.

In the laughter, his one-armed right hand was raised like lightning, and a sharp sword flashed on his fingertips, slashing in front of his eyes, and with two soft sounds, his eyes and two blood marks flowed down, and the world lost its color to him!

"You ......, Lao Dan, why are you ......?"

Bai Yang was stunned, really stunned, he didn't understand how much Shan Qiulin liked his little junior sister in his heart to make such a move, how deep he had to love, so that he felt that everything in the world was not as beautiful as the figure in his heart?

He can't let go, he really can't let go, so in this way, this relationship will be frozen forever!

This kind of courage is shocking!

"Since I followed the master, I have been practicing martial arts diligently, in order to catch up with the pace of the senior brother, let the little junior sister look at me more, I want to make myself stronger and protect the little sister more, but now, why do I want to use this body cultivation! Why do I want to use this body cultivation, why do I want this body to use it! ”

Shan Qiulin's eyes were bleeding, I don't know if it was the blood flowing out of his blind eyes or the blood dripping from his heart, he raised his head, roared, crazy, hysterical!

As he spoke, his whole body bloomed with white light, and the condensed true element like essence flickered and writhed outside his body, and the air was twisted with it, when the flickering true element reached the extreme.

Burst......

A sound sounded as if a balloon had been punctured, and the true yuan trembled and spread out in all directions.

In the courtyard, the wind blew fiercely in an instant, and the scattered wine jars were shattered, and the poplars couldn't help but be shaken back, and leaned against the courtyard wall before stopping.

Looking at Shan Qiulin again, his face was pale, and his seven orifices were bleeding, and he slowly softened to the ground.

"Poplar, I feel so relaxed now, unprecedented relaxation, even though the world has lost its color, even if my cultivation has come to naught, but I am really relaxed, and I am buried deep in my heart, just like returning to the small mountain village at the beginning......"

Shan Qiulin was laughing, smiling happily, laughing more easily than ever......

(This chapter is complicated...... (To be continued.) )