So after consideration, I think my WeChat password can't be given to Su Ya, otherwise I won't have any free space, but if I don't give it to her directly, she will definitely be unhappy and will doubt me more, so I have to come the other way, I said that I don't have much on WeChat, and there are few people on it, if you don't believe me, I'll give you my password, you can go on.

After these words were sent, my heartbeat was pounding, because I was worried that if Su Ya said yes, I would really have to give it to her, then I really dug a hole and jumped by myself, in fact, what to say, I think it's normal to give people passwords, after all, people are my object, but I just don't want to give it now, I still wonder if I am so wrong, is it considered cheating? Even if it doesn't count, there must be insincerity or something.

Su Ya then said to me: "Forget it, I don't want your password, I'm just asking!" ”

Saying that, she chatted with me about other things, I was using QQ to chat with Su Ya, and then chatting with Chen Yajing on WeChat, these two chat software went back and forth, and I also felt very troublesome, I thought later, why do I want to do this, do I have some other special feelings for Chen Yajing now?

But if you think about it carefully, no, if you ask me if I like Chen Yajing now, I will still say I don't like it, but I just like this feeling of chatting with her and playing with her, which makes me very happy, as for Su Ya, I am also very happy to chat with her, but I don't have that feeling of being free and free, I still like to love her, and I also want to marry and live with her for a lifetime, so I am very confused, but I don't think I am cheating, I can only say that Su Ya looked at me too strictly, which made me a little breathless, and I am chatting with Chen Yajing nowIt's just a matter of breathing and feeling free.

Early the next morning, Zheng Hu's family was busy, my task with Chen Chong today was to have a banquet with Zhang Luo, and then drive to the county seat to pick up people, not only to pick up Zheng Hu's relatives and friends, but also Ma Duoduo's family, which naturally includes Ma Wenwen, Ma Wenwen's family is still in the mountains, when I went to pick her up and meet her, it was quite embarrassing, remembering that when I first met her before, it was really good to her, and she was also a shy little girl who didn't like to talk at that time, giving people a very comfortable feeling, and now, She has completely changed, although she has become more talkative, and she keeps talking to me, but the relationship with me is not as good and comfortable as before, which inevitably makes people feel that things are wrong, but I have long been used to this feeling.

She later talked to me about the black bear, and asked me if I knew what the black bear was doing recently, and she said that she had talked to the black bear a few times recently, and when she chatted, she felt that the black bear was always mysterious, and he didn't be honest when she asked him anything, and I didn't want to talk to her about the black bear, so I simply said that I didn't know, I hadn't contacted him for a long time, and he probably saw that I didn't want to mention the black bear, so I didn't say anything about it.

As for what she is doing now, I don't have the heart to know, so I didn't talk to her much, but when I was about to get to Ma Duoduo's house, she told me that I heard others say that my company is doing quite big now, and whether she needs accounting or something, after all, she studied this major in college, to be honest, my company is really short of an accountant now, although there is an accountant, but after all, it is an outsider, not familiar, although Ma Wenwen has become more talkative now, but the character or something, there is no problem, if she is asked to be an accountant, then I am quite relieved.

So I told her that if you want to come, you can come to my company to try it first, she said to wait until after Ma Duoduo's wedding and then go, it is estimated that within a month, she will marry Zheng Hu, and then she will have to be a bridesmaid, I said okay, she also asked me who is the best man, is it me, I said I don't know, Zheng Hu has not told me about this, according to the relationship between the two of me, it should be looking for me, but my age is older than Zheng Hu, being a best man may be a little unsuitable, or find a young man in his village to be, this can be anyone, I don't have to.

Ma Wenwen also smiled and said, "It's better for you to be the best one, I'm the bridesmaid and you are the best man, so we're a couple!" ”

I just smiled and didn't say anything.

It stands to reason that today is the day of Zheng Hu Ma Duoduo's engagement, and the parents of the two families should be happy, but Lao Ma and Uncle Zheng's faces are pulled, probably because of last night's incident, when the two toasted each other later, they didn't say a word throughout the whole process, just touched the cup and drank the wine, anyway, the surrounding relatives and friends watched it, and the whole atmosphere was quite embarrassing, but fortunately, there was no big problem in the whole engagement banquet, and it was a happy past, the engagement passed, and the next thing was to get married. The day of their wedding is set for the 10th of the next month, that is, the 10th of July, less than a month away.

Seeing that everyone around me is married and even has children, I feel a little uncomfortable.

But if you ask me, am I really in a hurry to get married? The answer is no, I don't really want to, I think it's probably because my family life is very unhappy when I was young, so I don't have too strong feelings about the warmth and happiness of the family, and I always feel that it doesn't matter if I get married later, the main thing is that I want to have a son, and my father's love is a bit overflowing.

After Zheng Hu's engagement banquet was over, I should go back to my hometown with Chen Chong, I originally wanted to ask Zheng Hu to go with Ma Duoduo, but the two of them had just finished getting engaged, and the wedding day was coming soon, so I had to stay and prepare to be busy with something, so I didn't go back with us, and after returning to my hometown to send Chen Chong home, I went to Guan Qingqing's place for a meal and chatted with Guan Qingqing, Guan Qingqing's stomach is now obvious, it looks bulging, and she also said that she can feel the child kicking her or something, this feeling is very happy.

Because Chen Zhen was not at home at the time, she still wanted me to lie on her stomach and listen to the sound or something, but I felt that it was not good, so I didn't go, Guan Qingqing looked a little disappointed at the time, she sighed, and said: "Are you a little evasive, so you don't listen, think about our sister and brother, it turns out that sleeping on a quilt every day is nothing, now, you always avoid me like this, although I also understand that you are all thinking about me for my good, but I ...... in my heart."

I smiled and said, "I didn't hide from you, didn't you come back to see you, I haven't even returned to my side yet, I just came over!" ”

Guan Qingqing said that I feel that the number of times I go back to her house is getting less and less, and it is estimated that I will go to her house after the New Year or something, she feels very bad like this, and she suddenly said to me: "Do you know, the two of us know about it!" ”

After I heard this, my heart was instantly tightened, and I asked Guan Qingqing what was the matter? What about the two of us?

Guan Qingqing nodded and said: "Yes, it may have been a failed marriage, when I was with Chen Zhen at the beginning, I also cared about this matter, I also wanted to keep it from Chen Zhen, and I could hide it for a lifetime, but after marrying Chen Zhen, I found that he is a very open-minded person, and he is really good to me, I also talked to him tentatively before, he said that I used to do things, he wouldn't ask more, and he wouldn't care, as long as I was with him and didn't do anything sorry for him, he would be good to me as always, So I don't think I can deceive him, and then I told him about us, and he didn't say anything, and he was still very good to me, no different from the original, so don't be too deliberately avoiding me in the future, now the two of us are sisters and brothers, I am your sister, you are my brother, isn't that good? ”

Guan Qingqing's words made me a little speechless, in my opinion, her approach is not a wise decision, but very confused, for her and Chen Zhen, it may be a good thing to be honest with each other, but what about me? Once Chen Zhen knows about me and Guan Qingqing, then when I face Chen Zhen, there is a lot of pressure in my heart, I will definitely be uncomfortable, and Chen Zhen doesn't say it, can he have no ideas in his heart?

That must be there, so in this way, it will be even more difficult for me to meet Chen Zhen in the future, and I will be more resistant to coming to Guan Qingqing's house from the bottom of my heart, although I don't want to do this, but this is the result, and the result cannot be changed, so I think that Guan Qingqing did something wrong in this matter and was confused.