Chapter 45 "If the world can't help her heal, I'll come." 》
"Her white sneakers."
Xin Yu would never have thought that this was the answer Jin Tang gave her. He liked her sister because of a pair of white sneakers.
"At that time, when we came back to school after the summer vacation, the teacher told us to hoe the crazy one-man tall weeds on the playground. I'm the kind of person who doesn't work well, so I'm hoeing from east to west. But suddenly, a pair of feet wearing dirty white sneakers appeared close to me, and at that time, I wondered who this was, doing things so seriously. I was curious, so I crossed the weeds to see the real face of the man, and I really didn't think it was her. Because I have been classmates in junior high school for two years, we haven't said a word, and I thought it was over, and I didn't know how to say hello if I wanted to. She may have thought I was relaxed and casual, but I was so nervous. ”
"What did you say?" Xin Yu loves to hear other people's love stories the most.
"Fall in love with me, but she refused. But I knew it would be that way, so I told her that it wouldn't work at that time, and when it was okay later, I would come back to her for a relationship. ”
"So for so many years, my sister hasn't promised you."
"It's not..."
"So what's going on?"
Xin Yu didn't feel Jin Tang's embarrassment at that moment at all, but Zeng Shu understood, so she got up and shouted Xin Yu, It's time to go home, we.
But Jin Tang seemed to have adjusted his mood and said slowly.
"I didn't get into a key high school."
What a difficult sentence this is, Xin Yu doesn't understand, so she came up and said, so what?
Then he said to her sister: "You didn't get into a key high school because of others." Don't contact people? If that's the case, I look down on you, sister. ”
"It's not like that." Jin Tang hurriedly stopped Xin Yu from saying something that hurt her elder sister.
"It was I who pushed her away, because I suddenly lost my confidence, how could I be worthy of her like that. I desperately want to be a good person and stand in front of her again. So..."
"What is the reason for this, how can you care about those things if you like someone, when you provoked her, didn't you know what kind of person she was? Why cowardice halfway? ”
"Xin."
Zeng Shu shouted at her, didn't say hello to Jin Tang and Hua Yang, and pulled her away.
But as soon as he left Jin Tang's house, Zeng Shu didn't expect Xin Yu to cry.
"You, what's wrong with you?"
Zeng Shu didn't cry herself, she really couldn't think of why Xin Yu was crying.
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On November 15th, when the old class entered the classroom, the class was still discussing various topics. When the old class saw this situation, he slapped his Chinese textbook on the lectern. And then said hoarsely, I don't say it for a few days, and you forget what I often say, don't you, look at what you've been slacking off like lately, and you're either discussing games or TV dramas all day long. Do you remember that you are juniors who are going to take the college entrance examination next year? After class, the school committee wiped the blackboard at the back and wrote down the sentence I used to say. Remember what that phrase was?
At this time, someone in the class was already shouting, although it was not very uniform, but it was still heard clearly from the same table.
Only if you are good enough, you don't have to compromise.
Zeng Shu still agreed with the old class, but as soon as the old class left, someone in the class began to discuss it again, and Huang Wei couldn't avoid it, but this time it was not to discuss which star and which TV series, but to say that the substitute physical education teacher who came to the first year of high school today is very handsome. The next class saw it when I was in class with the high school one today, and when I came back, I was talking. Huang Wei was sad, firstly, her favorite teacher Huayang was sick, and secondly, there was no physical education class in their class today, so I am afraid that she would not be able to see the beauty of the substitute teacher.
But after the last class in the morning, before I left the classroom, I heard a mess outside, when the classmates next to the door also opened the back door of their class, Zeng Shu couldn't believe her eyes, and now the person who was surrounded by a group of little girls at the door of the classroom turned out to be Jin Tang.
I seem to have heard someone say that he is the physical education teacher who teaches the senior generation.
She felt that Huang Wei was pushing her, and said in her ear, "Ah, don't you like your sister?" I'm here to find you. ”
Zeng Shu walked over to him suspiciously.
"I really didn't expect that substitute teacher to be him." Huang said to the two buddies in the back, Nan Xi looked unhappy, because he really couldn't tell whether the guy at the door liked Xin Yu or Xin Yu and her sister.
It is conceivable that Zeng Shu and Jin Tang became the focus when they ate in the cafeteria at noon. Jin Tang originally wanted to say something to Xin Yu, but there were always students who came to say hello. So I didn't say it when I ate.
After eating, he had to take her to the playground.
But it takes some courage to mention the past, they first walked around the playground before Jin Tang opened his mouth to talk about the things of the past.
My brother was really cowardly back then, but I kept asking my junior high school table mates to help me with her news every month. I've always wanted to keep up with her, I want to get into a university with her, and I'll ask for her forgiveness even if I try my best. But no one knew what happened to her house suddenly, and after graduating from high school, her house has been locked.
At that time, my brother really panicked, thinking that she had really disappeared from my world, and everything I had planned before the college entrance examination had been overturned. I wanted to go to her after the college entrance examination and ask her which school she wanted to go to. When the score comes out, can you get into a school, even if it can't, even if it is not even in a city. If it will come true, can I still be cheeky enough to ask her, can you fall in love with me now?
I dreamed of it myself, and she punched me a few times or bit me twice and scolded me, and finally nodded and threw herself into my arms. But it's all empty, it's all empty. Even if I get out of the college entrance examination, I don't know where to go. My parents discussed and filled in the school, and I didn't bother to care.
I used to go to her door and sit for half a day. Later, I heard that some people said that they had moved, and some people said that her family had died, and she did not know where she went. But every time I have a holiday, I take the time to visit her house, and every time I stuff a letter into the crack of her door, which contains my guilt, my missing, and my contact information. But there has been no response for so many years.
I knew she was out of there completely, or that she was out of my world. I also knew that I was not in a position to brazenly beg God to give me another chance, because I was the one who pushed her away. But I miss her, I can't forget her.
I know you're worried about my feelings for your sister, but she's such a good person, I really can't give it to others. After so many years, God gave me the opportunity to meet again, and I can't miss it again.
Maybe she has been looked at coldly because of the acne on her face, but I think everything is curable on the outside, and if the world can't help her heal, I'll come.
Zeng Shu had been crying with him a long time ago, she was glad that she was now the top Xin Yu's face, otherwise she felt that she was going to collapse.
But Nanxi, who was watching them not far away, was also very devastated, he didn't know why Xin Yu and Jin Tang were crying all of a sudden, and the person who helped Xin Yu wipe her tears was also Jin Tang.