Chapter 19: Green Water 6
The fat ghost in the flower shirt saw that I really didn't care at all, the flower-faced girl by the green pool was already in his hands, but without hesitation, she hit in the direction where he was standing, and her expression was a little surprised.
Maybe for a while, he couldn't be 100% sure that the flower-faced girl, who was really making such a fuss just now, was really out of fear, or because it was my accomplices who were helping me cover up.
"Demons?" The fat ghost in the flower shirt squinted his eyes and looked at me, and a cruel cold light flashed in his eyes: "It's a little interesting, then let me meet you." β
And the words of the fat ghost in the flower shirt had just finished speaking, but my eyes were dark, and all of a sudden the whip ghosts who were blocking the way disappeared.
In the darkness where I couldn't see my fingers, the fat and greasy face of the fat ghost in the flower shirt suddenly came face to face in front of me.
"Boy, don't panic, let me untie the knot in your heart." In the tone of the fat ghost in the flower shirt, there was a sense of confidence that everything was under his control, and the sweet and greasy voice said softly: "In this way, you will really understand that in fact, you have no nostalgia for this false and cruel world at all." β
"Untie the knot in my heart?" I smiled unceremoniously: "However, my biggest depression now is that I can still see your greasy face." β
As I spoke, I took a step back, then clenched my fist and punched the fat face of the fat man in the flower shirt that was close at hand.
But what I didn't expect was that my hand did not fall on the face of the fat ghost in the flower shirt as expected, but it actually passed directly through the huge face of the fat ghost in the flower shirt.
"Vision?"
My punch missed, and my body leaned forward with inertia, and when I withdrew my hand, the big face of the fat man in the flower shirt that was posted in front of me also disappeared.
In this deep darkness, I suddenly thought that this fat ghost in a flower shirt probably has some ability to affect the consciousness of the soul and make it hallucinate, and what I saw in the hallucinations caused by the fat ghost in the flower shirt is just a phantom in itself.
This can also explain why the flower-faced girl, after not saying a few words to this fat ghost in a flower shirt, suddenly became dull and unresponsive, and now she is like a marionette, completely unconscious, and is controlled by the fat ghost in a flower shirt.
Perhaps, this is the real ability of this fat ghost in a flower shirt.
But what did they just say?
I recalled it carefully, but I couldn't remember all the conversations between them, and what impressed me more was that this fat ghost in a flower shirt seemed to say that the flower-faced girl died for a man.
And since the flower-faced girl heard the word 'man' from the mouth of this fat ghost in a flower shirt, her eyes gradually became distracted......
So, the ability of this fat ghost in a flower shirt is, perhaps, to be able to see the most fragile memories of other souls lurking in the depths?
I was pondering the strange ability of the fat ghost in the flower shirt, but in the next moment, I deeply realized the horror of this ability.
After the first illusion of the Fat Ghost in the Flower Shirt disappeared, the second illusion soon appeared on my left hand, and the Fat Ghost in the Flower Shirt did not have any special reaction to my fist beating him, as if he had expected it, after squinting his small eyes and looking at me for a while, he only faintly spit out two words: "Lonely." β
I don't know if it's my delusion, but when the word 'loneliness' came from the mouth of the fat man in the flower shirt to my ears, I only felt my whole body, as if it had been filled with lead, uncomfortable and heavy, and countless white fragments flashed uncontrollably in my mind, and the tiny fragments were all printed on my own face.
The fat ghost in the flower shirt was still a high-minded, smug look, as if he had seen through everything, and looked at me with contempt and frowned, and the sweet voice that was seriously inconsistent with his treacherous appearance made me more and more irritable.
"Oh, my poor child, how strong, how brave, how vulnerable, how lonelyβ"
As the voice of the fat ghost in the flower shirt echoed more and more clearly in my head, I could clearly feel that my eyelids had become heavy, and there was something in my chest, which was slowly becoming very empty, very empty.
The fat ghost in the flower shirt seemed to be very satisfied with my reaction, and it seemed that all the reactions I had at this moment were originally expected by him, so he continued in my ear: "Your parents are so humble, so kind, so unrequited......"
"But why is this world so cruel? Such unfairness?
Originally, you should have a very happy family, you have a smarter mind than others, as long as you want to learn, there is nothing you can't learn, you should go to the best school, get the best education, go anywhere you want, live the life you want to live......
However, because your father offended the powerful, he was framed and imprisoned, leaving you orphans and widows......
Your mother was weak and bulliful, and never dared to resist.
At that time, because you were too young, you did not have the ability to protect yourself, let alone protect your mother, when your mother was bullied...... You hate yourself for being cowardly and powerless.
At the same time, you hate the world deeply.
There is no reward for being a good person...... So, you have sworn since you were a child that in this life, you will never be a good person......
You drop out of school, you fight, you play hard, you don't want to die...... You hate being a weak person who can be slaughtered by others, and everything you do is, in essence, to cover up the sensitivity and fragility in your bones......"
"Enough, don't say it, you know what? You don't understand anything at all! β
I have never felt the memories of the past churning in my mind as clearly as I do now, and the huge waves that refuse to stop, mercilessly, slam down on me.
I was so confused by this wave that I was completely unable to think for a long time, it felt like someone was tearing off my skin bit by bit, ripping off my flesh piece by piece, and at this moment, I just wanted to escape from this place that made me miserable and desperate......
"So, my poor child, what nostalgia do you have for this false and cruel world? It's better to sleep in this darkness and end all the pain completely. β