Zhan Xianjun said what was from his heart.

Brother Jiu's mother is always so gentle. Looking at Brother Jiu's eyes, they are as warm and loving as the sunshine in March.

She will personally cook delicious pastries for Brother Jiu, sew robes for Brother Jiu by herself, hold Brother Jiu to tell him stories and sing songs.

And his mother, Zhou Zhen, is always as cold as ice, and will only let him learn the ** Wang Xue, those boring power schemes, and forcing himself to practice, there has never been the intimacy between mother and son.

She always said: "Xianjun, you are the future prince, you should be like a prince, don't just know how to play all day long!" ”

Even if those princes bullied him, his queen mother just watched coldly, and even reprimanded him: "If you can't even deal with this, how will you be the emperor in the future?" ”

After those princes saw that Queen Zhou did not support him, they became more and more presumptuous.

Originally, he was the crown prince, so he made them jealous.

I remember one time, he was besieged by a group of children, and Queen Zhou happened to pass by, she just glanced at it coldly, and then walked away, and there was even disdain in her eyes?

His mother's alienation hurt him very much, and that time, he fought with those children like crazy. If Zhan Xianzhuo hadn't arrived, maybe he would have been killed.

If he died, would his mother shed a tear for him? He often wondered.

Zhan Xianzhuan, as usual, drove the group of children away and took him back to Concubine Xiao Shu's Changle Palace.

When Concubine Xiao Shu saw the wound on his head, she shook it for a moment, hurriedly picked him up, and sent the imperial doctor to come over to treat it.

That time, he bled a lot, and in a daze, he lay in Xiao Shufei's arms, as if he saw her crying.

Before fainting, he seemed to hear her choke up, "Jun'er, I'm sorry......"

Sorry what? He didn't know. He only felt that the arms of the lady concubine were so warm, like a mother's arms.

Oh, no, he never knew what it was like to be in his mother's arms.

He thought that if he didn't wake up all the time, maybe Concubine Shu would always hold him.

But then, he woke up. When she woke up, Concubine Shu was still holding him, looking straight at him, and her eyes were full of tears.

Seeing him wake up, she hurriedly gathered her mind and smiled softly: "His Royal Highness the Crown Prince is awake?" ”

"Mother......" he shouted timidly.

Concubine Xiao Shufei was startled and exclaimed in a low voice, "What did you say? ”

"Lady Niangniang...... I...... I want to be your child......" Zhan Hyun Jun whispered.

Concubine Xiao Shufei was so frightened that she hurriedly put him on the bed, stepped back herself, deliberately kept her distance from him, and said: "His Royal Highness the Crown Prince is frightened, please rest here for a while, the Queen Mother has already sent someone to pick you up." ”

Saying that, the queen's people have arrived at the gate of the palace.

Zhan Xianjun cried: "I don't want to go back, I don't want to go back!" I don't want to be a prince, I just want to be your child! Woo woo woo~"

The person who came to pick him up was Mama Fan, who was next to the queen, and before she entered the house, she heard the prince's cry. Her face sank, and she quickened her pace and broke in.

Mama Fan commanded several palace maids behind her, coaxed and dragged Zhan Xianjun back to the queen's Renming Palace.

After going back, Zhan Xianjun fell seriously ill, and the queen grounded him in the Chuyun Hall on the grounds that he could recuperate with peace of mind.

When he recovered from his illness and left the palace, he learned that Concubine Xiao Shu had been given death because of fornication with the forbidden army guards.