Chapter 279: Scholarly Spirit
Not far away, all the lights were turned off, and the night in the countryside seemed harmonious and very peaceful.
Although I was messing with Xiaobai, I couldn't help but bend the corners of my mouth, I really didn't expect that now we have passed this challenge perfectly, and we can finally return to this down-to-earth world again.
But in the end, I still have to solve the actual problem, I struggled for a long time, but I still decided to go to my grandparents' and grandparents' house to have a look, I don't plan to wake them up, as long as I can see them, it's enough.
When I said this idea, Xiao Gu agreed with me, although Xiao Bai did not say anything, but through the sudden weight of the Fu Long clan in my hand, I also knew that it did not oppose me, so I ran over.
First of all, the nearest to us was my grandparents' house, the door of their house was closed, and although the window could see inside, there was no artificial light source in the countryside, and the light of the moon alone was not bright enough. At this time, my heart was extremely nostalgic for the twin jade pendant that Ma Chengcheng gave me at that time that could be used as night vision glasses.
Behind me, there was a faint light.
At this moment, I saw countless fireflies-like lights slowly flying forward from behind me, flying directly through the window, I looked back with some shock, only to find that Kotani was spreading his wings and giving me a slight smile.
He slowly waved his wings with light, the light on the wings was very faint at this moment, and with his wave of wings, countless points of light separated from his wings like fireflies, and went straight towards the window, these lights were very soft, so even if they flew around the people sleeping in the bed in the window, they still did not wake them up sleeping on the bed.
I looked at the faint light, and by this light I could see the faces of my grandparents, and they ...... Really skinny.
They lost a lot of weight, and there seemed to be tears in the corners of my grandmother's eyes, and I looked at their sleeping faces, and suddenly I couldn't bear it, and the tears couldn't help but fall, and at this moment, my grandmother seemed to notice something, and she suddenly opened her eyes.
Almost at the same moment, the light emitted by Xiao Gu's body was suddenly extinguished, but the dots of light in the room had not had time to completely dissipate for a while, so through the dots of light, I suddenly saw that my grandmother left a string of tears, and then called my name.
She said, "Chenlong, are you back?" ”
I covered my mouth, afraid that I wouldn't be able to resist answering her.
Grandma said to herself, "You don't know...... Grandma really misses you......"
When I said this, my grandmother couldn't talk anymore, and she started crying directly, and I listened to her cry, the kind of cry that suppressed even if it was not heartbreaking, but it made people feel extremely painful, and this cry was the voice of my grandmother who brought me up with one hand to cry for me!
Grandma cried out loudly, "Is that you?" Is that you? ”
She kept calling my name, over and over again.
I covered my mouth fiercely, for fear that I would cry directly.
How is it possible not to be sad? I was just an ordinary student, I was still the grandson and grandson of my grandparents, and I was their only grandson. Ever since Ma Chengcheng's death had been erased from their minds by the Night's Watch, there had been only one child in their minds, and now that my departure could not have done anything to them?
At this moment, I only heard my grandmother muttering to herself, "Why do you have to run away from home so much...... We've been waiting for you...... When will you be back...... Just come back and take a look at us......"
I didn't dare to listen any further, I let go of the hand covering my mouth, I was afraid that if I listened any longer, I rushed straight into the house on the spur of the moment to recognize them, once we met, there was no way for me to solve the consequences, and now I was too weak to barely survive from the hands of the night watchman, but my family couldn't do that, they were living people, they had their own lives, they shouldn't have been involved in this world of complicated accidents in the first place.
The only thing I do with them is not to tell them.
This is the only thing I can do, in the matter of me and Ma Chengcheng, I have always been a protected person, and now, I will use my own strength to protect them. I can't put them in any danger anymore, and all I have to do is dissociate myself from them before I have enough leverage to negotiate fairly with the Night's Watch, and as soon as I start all my actions, the first thing I have to reserve is to protect my family, and now that I don't show up, it's the best protection for them, and I can't ignore everything completely, and I know that if I rush out and recognize them, I will be far from alone in the end.
I can't be so selfish.
I...... Be accountable for them.
Thinking of this, I immediately no longer hesitated, suddenly toe lightly, the whole person directly retreated, turned around and ran into the verdant bamboo forest, this time I can't be selfish anymore, I'm already an adult, I want to be responsible for myself, but also for my relatives, but even so, my tears still can't help but keep flowing, how can I not cry, what I have lost I don't know?
The innocence of the past, the innocence of the past, the carefree years that once accompanied me, will now be gone.
Forget the past, forget it, I heard myself say to me.
Forgetting the past does not mean betrayal, and only by moving forward can we have the ability to look forward to the past.
I wiped away my tears in the moonlight and walked forward firmly.
"Where are you going now?" Xiao Gu was a little uneasy.
I turned my head to look at him and said to him, "Go to the Night's Watch, find the Red Lotus to get the dark crystal glasses, that is, your twin jade pendants, and then, we will fight." ”
I secretly clenched my fists, and not far away the bright moon was full, and the trees were lush and green.