From September 20, 2017 to now, I have been writing my book for more than four months, and it is painful and happy when I write it.

Seriously, a lot of people don't think well of me, and I persevered under the eyes of so many people, although my books are badly written, to be honest, some of them can't even read myself, but thank you to thousands of readers who have accompanied me on my way.

I'm happy when the numbers are on the rise, and I'm sad when readers abandon me, and I even want to give up writing.

There used to be times when I wanted to quit the writer's world, and when I got into this place with a lot of enthusiasm, I should have been prepared to be disappointed, I told myself that I was just for the hobby, no matter what the grades were, but I would still be sad and sad to see this large amount of data.

I hope that I will die in the future when I am codeword, what a great cause it is to dedicate art to mankind!

"The path of a writer is destined to be lonely", this is what a great god said. But I don't want to be alone, I'm afraid of being alone.

I hope that more fans can communicate with me, can comment on the shortcomings of my book in a simple and clear way, and we can learn and grow together. I don't want my book review section to be left blank and my QQ is deserted.

When I see some lovely writers on the editorial team who are almost exhausted because of communicating with readers, I will bless him, but at the same time, I will be disappointed.

Yes, I wrote this article very poorly, I don't have an overall idea, I write wherever I think of it, and what I write is about to collapse, but I still have to finish writing my story, the story in my heart, I still have to fill in the holes that should be filled, and I still have to have a beginning and an end to being a person.

I decided to focus on the rebirth of ancient sayings, my original intention of writing books has always been to be physically and mentally clean, I have always had a habit of cleanliness, many people may not understand, but I am happy that I am free, I just want to write what I like.

If the route I write next time doesn't match the above route, please abuse me as much as you want, and let me wake up. Cover your face/

I plan to prepare for the next article for four months, and I will never open a book if I am not ready, writing is very easy for many people, but it is difficult for me. But I'm willing to try.

I know that my current book has a lot of shortcomings, and I don't know how to write it for the first time, so I just write it according to my own heart, and then I don't want to read it when I write it myself, and there is no doubt that now I am a failure.

But I'm not afraid to fail, and I hope I can have better results next time.

I have lazy cancer, and I never save manuscripts, but I must have saved 500,000 words this time.

I am very grateful to my editor Luluo, and to all the people in the editorial team who are struggling with me, such as the stray cat on the road, Sister Shangguan, Donggong, Little Mouse, Feng Ma, ink pen Zhibai, etc., there are too many names to give examples one by one.

Of course, all of the above are nicknames. Squinting Smile/

If you are interested, you can add me QQ: 2564330448 want to cry without tears

Because I feel like my life is full of a lot of desire to cry without tears. Cover your face/