1267 Flames
Dr. Hawke did not withdraw from the front line of research after retiring from the research team, but his research did not receive the highest priority support. After that, he disappeared from everyone's sight, and even lost his whereabouts, which was a suspicious situation. During this period, there was a lot of speculation, and it did set off some storms, but under the strong hand of Dr. Ender, the conflict caused by Dr. Hawke gradually subsided. Then, after a while, Dr. Hawke seemed to be forgotten, and yet, suddenly, one day, the researcher with whom he had a deeper relationship, and even in cooperation, the researcher who naturally had the advantage of an alliance, and even Dr. Ender, who had been replaced, received his gifts—better inhibitors and various concoctions against "Gao Chuan".
These drugs, along with the pathological changes of "Takakawa", are constantly updated with extremely high synchronous efficiency. In other words, without Dr. Hawke's work, the study of the "virus" would have taken a big step backwards.
However, Dr. Hawke, who was so important, was suddenly confirmed dead. Just as his sudden disappearance, his death was also a surprise. Although everyone knows that anyone in the hospital can become sick and become a new doomsday syndrome patient who cannot be effectively treated and die, he has also seen his colleagues die in an outbreak without warning. However, Dr. Hawke's identity and contribution still made his death feel even more devastating.
Dr. Hawke was clearly prepared and revealed where he was hiding. It was a place that was far from the core of the hospital, but of course, it was a very complete research room with tight guards and extremely high-end equipment, and it was a very complete research room. It is enough to be sure that he can not do it alone. The hospital reduced its investment in him, but, apparently, there were others who provided him with sufficient resources to meet his research. When you see this laboratory with your own eyes. Dr. Nguyen Le was already sure that there was an Infiltrator Organization involved.
Dr. Ander and the other researchers were not too surprised by the high-end and completeness of the real room, but rather calm, their anxiety did not come from the research environment here, but it also proved that they had been mentally prepared for the situation inside the hospital for a long time. Those inhibitors and concoctions that Dr. Hawke provides. It is absolutely impossible to do it in the absence of a research environment.
Indeed, what matters now is not who is supporting Dr. Hawke, but what Dr. Hawke has left behind and what he has done.
The air conditioning in the underground research room has been turned on, and when Dr. Ruan Li and others entered, the room had dropped to minus Celsius, and the surface of many instruments and counters was frosty. Dr. Hawke's body was suspended in a coffin-like transparent container. It is completely covered with a yellowish solution, just like a specimen. The lower half of his body had melted, and most of his upper body was in a semi-melted state, and the pipes that should have been inserted all over his body were still connected to his upper body and head because of most of the falling solution. Although I have seen many patients with doomsday syndrome fall ill and collapse, but. Dr. Hawke's identity still makes his death uncomfortable.
While the researchers exchanged heads and discussed whether Dr. Hawke's body should be removed, others, including Dr. Nguyen Lê, began to examine the various instruments, drugs, and counts in the research room. Perhaps Dr. Hawke has done a deep test on himself and is also concocting medication for himself according to his own situation. But in the end, he was unable to redeem himself, and even so, the number jù obtained in these real-yàn based on his own experience is indeed quite precious.
After Dr. Hawke's death, it was now clear that someone would have to take over his research, after all, until a truly effective serum was created, inhibitors and concocted drugs were still one of the few means of targeting the "virus".
Dr. Nguyen Li turned on his computer and looked at the information left by Dr. Hawke, and preliminarily flipped through the records of the actual yàn he had done, as well as the list of various drugs. Dr. Hawke organized the information in such an orderly manner as if he had already figured out who would take over his research after his death—and after seeing it, Dr. Nguyen Le also felt that he was Dr. Hawke's successor.
Of course, Dr. Ander is interested in Dr. Nguyen Li, although the research philosophy and route of the two sides are inconsistent, which repeatedly restricts her from participating in his own research team. But Dr. Ander was certainly aware of Dr. Nguyen's talent and her relationship with Dr. Hawke. In his opinion, the research routes of the master and apprentice have much in common, and the reason why the two conducted research independently was more because Dr. Hawke disappeared without saying a word after his failure, rather than seeking a union with his student, Dr. Nguyen Li.
Dr. Ander didn't know what Dr. Hawke was thinking at the time. At that time, although he could not receive the highest priority support, his research was still favored by many people, and it could still be sustained, and even after achieving results in inhibitors, a second research team could be established. But he still chose to escape from people's realization, in a secluded way, to achieve results alone, and unconditionally provide them to the research team.
Dr. Ender had mixed feelings, and he could not give an absolutely rational assessment of what Dr. Hawke had done. But after seeing what Dr. Hawke left behind, he also acquiesced to Dr. Ruan Li to inherit the research of this contradictory researcher at the first time. Of course, it depends on whether Dr. Nguyen Li is willing or not.
The researchers used professional instruments to test the environment in the research room, confirmed the tightness of all deliberate items, and then readjusted the air conditioning in the room to warm up the room temperature. After that, after confirming the safety again, the fully sealed helmet of the chemical protective suit was removed. It is indeed difficult to carry out work in this kind of protective clothing. What's more, everyone understands that it is no longer useful to wear chemical protective clothing now, at most it is just to give a little psychological comfort. The "virus" has been lurking in everyone's body for a long time, and no research has so far found that there is some unique trigger that causes the "virus" to break out suddenly. In other words, when the "virus" will attack is simply uncertain.
"How? Dr. Nguyen Li. Dr. Ander walked up to Dr. Nguyen Lê,
Dr. Nguyen Le pulled up a list and said to Dr. Ander, "Inhibitors, concoctions, and all kinds of by-products that come out of that." I couldn't find anything more original. I reserve my opinion. ”
"What about the Takakawa clones?" Dr. Ander looked at a list of branch plans on the screen.
"He didn't keep anything. What is provided to the hospital is in his real yàn. Get a certain perfect product. Dr. Nguyen Li's expression was very indifferent.
"In other words, he has also reached his limit?" Dr. Ander narrowed his eyes, then sighed again, "Dr. Nguyen Li, you know what we need right now. We have to have someone go in Dr. Hawke's direction, and you are the most promising one. ”
"I always think. Dr. Hawke's research is going in the wrong direction. Dr. Nguyen Lê's voice was not very calm, "The body's own immune system cannot fight off the virus. ”
"However, we need inhibitors." Dr. Ender's voice hardened, "You know, the hospital isn't producing better results, and it's not sure when it will. Inhibitors are now the best answer, maybe it's not the right answer, but at least it can gag those people's mouths at this stage. We can do whatever we want in the hospital because there are people who support our research. And we have to give confidence to our supporters. ”
"Even if this faith is false?" Dr. Nguyen Li asked rhetorically.
"What do you say?" Dr. Ander said, "Dr. Nguyen Lê, no one who was able to enter the hospital was a naïve guy. ”
“…… Yes. Dr. Nguyen Le also sighed and said, "Even false faith is better than nothing in such a situation." ”
"We're not just researchers, we're doctors." "We're going to treat all of humanity, not any specific individual," Dr. Ender said. But no matter what the object is. Keeping the other person in a good state of mind will help to find hope. A patient who is desperate for himself. The probability of salvation is 50 percent lower than that of a patient who has hope in himself. Dr. Nguyen Li, if you agree with this statement, then, please take over Dr. Hawke's legacy. Maybe you don't like his methods and don't agree with his philosophy. And Dr. Hawke's research seems to have reached his limit. And the person who can break this limit, I think it's you. Even if Dr. Hawke is wrong, it is impossible to reach the right end, and it is still a poison. We now also have to continue to make this poison to quench everyone's thirst. At this point, he paused and said, "What's more, no one can be sure whether Dr. Hawke is right or wrong until the final results are in." Is there really no emotional element to your accusations? Think about it, Dr. Nguyen Li, are you really sure that you really don't have zài bias when you look at Dr. Hawke? Really completely theoretically, overturning his theory? Which of your results is most effective at the moment, compared to that of Dr. Hawke? ”
Dr. Nguyen Li did not answer, and could not answer, she knew her attitude against Dr. Hawke, even though Dr. Hawke had been her mentor at some point in the past, and she was the most expected disciple of Dr. Hawke in terms of talent, but in the end, she still voted against the vote that would decide Dr. Hawke's fate. There were, of course, philosophical differences, but she did not have any evidence that Dr. Hawke was completely wrong. On the contrary, much of what she has achieved so far has relied on Dr. Hawke's philosophy and numbers. In short, in the eyes of others, Dr. Ruan Li is probably the kind of person who betrayed his mentor and stole the results of his mentor for his own sake. Dr. Nguyen Li's position in the hospital is delicate, and in the eyes of others, she has a poor image, and not many people are willing to speak for her.
Even so, Dr. Nguyen Le never compromised. Whether the betrayal of the past was rational or emotional, or whether the negativity of some human nature played a major role, is no longer meaningful. Dr. Hawke is dead, and the research on "viruses" has lost a lot of help, so someone needs to take over these studies, not to perpetuate the idea, but to perpetuate hope.
Dr. Nguyen Lê looked at these intricate and vast numbers in silence, from which she could see every effort and every failure of Dr. Hawke, however, this man never lost hope and never believed that his path was wrong. He was stubborn, and she was as stubborn as he was.
Am I ready? To continue a study that you think is wrong, not to prove yourself right, nor to honor anyone. It is to perpetuate people's hope, a hope that they think is false. It's a seemingly noble goal, but it needs to go against all your own efforts so far. Dr. Nguyen Le asked herself, and she knew it very well. That's a lot of pressure.
The resistance, betrayal, and hard work of the past will be completely meaningless when he takes over the research of Dr. Hawke.
Dr. Ender just watched her quietly, waiting for her to make a decision. If possible, he hopes that Dr. Nguyen Le can take over Dr. Hawke's research, preferably voluntarily. It is true that there are many outstanding experts in various fields in the hospital, and there are also many professionals who have received more honors than Dr. Nguyen Le for their past achievements. But Dr. Ander still loves Dr. Nguyen Li, which is a rational and emotional intuition.
Dr. Nguyen Li pressed her forehead, an unprecedented dizziness that made her hallucinate. She seemed to see that Dr. Hawke's apparition was still moving between the instruments, taking counts with a computer and pen and paper, and he flipped through theory books and pondered. From time to time, he danced excitedly, like a child who had found candy. He's crazy. He was calm, he was troubled, he was happy, and this qiē seemed to be condensed in this short, dizzy moment.
Dr. Nguyen Le felt that in such an illusion. There is a huge force pushing himself, allowing his soul to also enter the scene, as in the past, following Dr. Hawke to observe the sample and count the number jù. Analyze the theory, ponder the various possibilities, and select the most likely part from them, and carry out the realization. Then Dr. Hawke collapsed, and he himself would do as he had commanded, to stuff his body into the coffin-like transparent container, and according to the original plan, to inject him with a targeted amount of various concoctions, turn on the machine, and record the number of jù. Dr. Hawke's body just dissolved in solution.
Before she knew it, Dr. Nguyen Li felt the corners of her eyes moist. The next moment, the hallucinations disappeared, and he was no longer dizzy, and Dr. Ruan Li's vision returned to this cold research room. However, the burning power that accompanied the illusion in the body remained in every cell.
Yes, I decided. Dr. Nguyen Le said to Dr. Ander, "I see, it's up to me to take over Dr. Hawke's research. ”
Dr. Ender smiled.
All night and one day of busyness, the hospital transferred all the transferable materials in Dr. Hawke's underground room to Dr. Nguyen Li's computer. The hospital opened an additional room for her, and Dr. Hawke's body, as well as part of her body, were also transferred to this room. Compared with Dr. Hawke's underground room, the research environment of this room is not very good, but it does belong to Dr. Nguyen Li. In addition, not all of Dr. Hawke's legacy was given to Dr. Nguyen Le for research, and the hospital divided another team and allocated more resources to it, and this team and Dr. Nguyen Le are two relatively independent teams.
Despite this, Dr. Nguyen Le did not feel any feelings because of this.
Neither joy nor sorrow. When she decided to take over Dr. Hawke's research, she understood what she had given up, what she had lost, and what kind of power she was willing to give up and lose that in order to gain the right to research. It is a kind of power from the heart, the transmission of the previous feelings of teachers and students, and also from their own stubbornness and expectations for the future.
The hallucinations in Dr. Hawke's laboratory made Dr. Nguyen Li feel that he had never left his mentor.
Although, it was just an illusion.
Dr. Ruan Li also knows very well that it is precisely because of such hallucinations that it is possible that the "virus" in his body is ready to move, and perhaps in the near future, he will become a patient with doomsday syndrome like Dr. Hawke, and step into the footsteps of "using himself to do the real yàn and die".
However, such ominousness still couldn't stop her. Dr. Nguyen Li feels that his heart is like a piece of ice, and there is a flame burning in the ice. The flame can't melt the ice, but it burns all the time, releasing heat all the time. This heat makes me more sober than ever.
She entered the hallway, footsteps echoing in the deserted corridor, feeling the weight of the books and reports in the box she held in her right hand. She forcefully opened the door of the research room, placing the box on the table, and the sound of the door of the real room closing automatically came from behind her. She lifted the frame on the bridge of her nose, unlocked the box, and lifted the lid hard.
These books and reports are what she needs to overcome and conquer for a long time to come. What flows in it is not cold and rigid words and values, but the efforts of the top experts in the medical field. Perhaps, they will not make the research reach the end point and will not give a correct result, but they are indeed the "hope" that people need at this time.
For the next three days, Dr. Nguyen Le did not conduct any research, and completely immersed himself in these theoretical books and practical reports, including many of the diaries left by Dr. Hawke, who had apparently anticipated this day and had been prepared from the beginning. In his diary, he wrote down his conjectures, his hallucinations, and what he felt, which came from the erosion of the "virus". In his description, the "virus" is no longer a virus in the conventional sense, but a life called "Jiang", an indescribable, almost helpless high-latitude existence, and a large part of the qiē he experienced is like his personal fantasy after being eroded by the "virus". However, when he was awake, he did not mind marking out this part of the fantasy, and after that, he left behind a large number of speculations to describe the phenomenon generated, including various invented words.
Dr. Hawke's practical experience has gone completely beyond the normal scientific reality, and has gradually tended to a philosophical and mystified conjecture. This is a change that even Dr. Hawke himself is aware of. However, neither Dr. Hawke nor Dr. Nguyen Li felt that such a change was abnormal. Rather, this is normal and consistent with the changes in the mental state of patients with doomsday syndrome.
Dr. Hawke also repeatedly expressed regret and remorse for "Gao Chuan" in his diary, because he could not fulfill his promise with this teenager in his lifetime. When "Takakawa" agreed to participate in the initial research as a real yàn, Dr. Hawke promised him in his own name that he would definitely find a cure.
Perhaps others would not care about this verbal agreement, or would think that it was merely a means to be used against the patient, but Dr. Hawke was serious, and he did write down his earnest and persistent feelings in his diary. However, he also has to admit that the "virus" is the most helpless opponent he has encountered.
For the last part of the plan to turn the late stage of the doomsday syndrome into a real body, Dr. Hawke did not leave much process, and Dr. Ruan Li did not think that the qiē he saw in the hallucination was the truth. However, in his diary, Dr. Hawke did mention some clues, some unique terms that caught Dr. Nguyen's attention.
As Dr. Nguyen Le knows, Dr. Hawke is still trying to liberate the body's strongest immunity, adapting to the "virus" while using guò drugs to stimulate the body and induce it to develop natural resistance. Dr. Hawke was aware of Dr. Ender's research and borrowed from his research, some of which were directly reflected in the inhibitory effect, and the other part was reflected in the "Takakawa clone".
The so-called "Takakawa replicator" is not simply extracting the gene of "Takakawa" from stem cells, and producing individuals that are not much different from "Takakawa". Rather, it is to use some means to make medicines of special substances extracted from the body of "Gao Chuan", and then use these drugs to modulate other patients, so that these patients can obtain a certain degree of similarity with the body of "Gao Chuan". Then analyze these weakened but similar places one by one. (To be continued.)