1128 Raising troops for a thousand days
There is only one repeater, but there are two operators who have absolute control rights, and it is difficult to distinguish the difference between Marceau's authority and Chang Huai'en's authority just from the title, and it is impossible to distinguish the difference between priority and priority. Although Marceau seems to be a "part" of the repeater, in fact, she still retains her own way of thinking, and whether she still has personal feelings is something that no one knows except Omi and Dorothy - just from the way she acted in the past, there is no expression of emotion, but her personal style can often be reflected in the internal construction of the repeater. Therefore, even though the Cyberball is the nominal builder and owner of this repeater, it does not treat Marceau as a selfless part in its dealings with it.
Marceau's significance to the prosthetic Takakawa is special, so he has been observing Marceau, who has been modulated as the core of the relay control zhì, and on the question of whether "Marceau" still has an independent personality will, he has come to the answer of yes. It is precisely because "Marceau" is still Marceau that Prosthetic Takakawa has always understood her in his own way, and escorted her independence - he knows that he also has a lot of hearts, whether he is angry, whether it is a prophet Mayne, he has a strong appeal in personality charm, this is because they have always adhered to their own positions, have their own bottom line, and maintain these relationships with absolute will. Moreover, Omi and Dorothy are both here, and they also have a deep relationship with Marceau. These people and non-people are all protecting the power of "Marceau". It's about friendship, it's about interests, and it's about the future.
Even if these good situations can be analyzed rationally, however, the righteous body Takakawa is no longer the only rational existence of the zΓ i in the past. Sensual retrieval that allows him in many situations. I can't help but be disturbed by emotional thinking. Even if reason thinks that 99 percent is almost infallible, it is biased towards 99 percent probability. Sensibility is still uneasy about the one percent of possibilities that remain.
It's just that the prosthetic Takagawa also understands that he can't stay by Marceau's side forever. Under Dorothy and the color scheme, there are still things he has to do, perhaps. The result of these things will become meaningless in the planned "future" of results or failures, but instead of living in the future, you will live in the present. What he wants to do, things that seem to be meaningless in the "future", are proof of who he is "Takakawa".
Think of yourself with a way of thinking like "if it's Takakawa" and look at your own behavior. In a certain sense, I will distinguish my current self from "Takakawa", but when I want to do certain things and make certain decisions, I often do not start from the assumption that "I am Takakawa", but only a spontaneous behavior. And this spontaneous behavior. The fact that it is consistent with the phenomenon of "what Takakawa will do" is the best proof that "he is Takakawa".
If he was already far away from Sakuya and Hachisei. Far from the center of activity of the Whisperer, he will also leave Marceau and reach the front lines of the war, and these separations are an inevitable result. Sakiya, Eight Views, Marceau, Omi, Dorothy...... These names have always occupied the core position of the thinking of the righteous body Takakawa, for him. None of them are particularly important, but it is precisely because all of them are important and they don't want to give up that they have to think in terms of "good for everyone" - however. This is a paradoxical proposition, and the fact is that although in terms of "future", it seems that "everyone is good" will be achieved, but in the present, it is impossible to be completely fair to do everything for each of them.
This is the distress that will only arise after the prosthetic body Takakawa has regained his sensibility, but no matter how distressed he is, he cannot achieve perfection until he reaches the future of "everyone is good", and it is an inescapable reality. Prosthetic Takakawa, like many Takakawa, is full of "heroic" dreams in his heart, but, like many Takakawa, he must bear the pressure of "he can't be a hero" from the emotional point of view - rationality will not cause this kind of pressure, because rational thinking, from the very beginning, has put an end to the practical feasibility of the "Takakawa dream", only sensibility, will be desperately obsessed, that one in ten million chance, even, even if the rational "impossible", but also with perceptual stubbornness, trying to drill a gap.
If this distress, stubbornness, and the pain that comes with it are the price of regaining sensibility, then I will not regret it. The mind of the prosthetic Gao Chuan is no longer on the meeting in front of him. He once asked about the relationship between Marceau and Chang Huaien, but the reason why this question was raised was not that he was not clear, but that it was just a small means to "put everything on the table", and its meaning lies in the "question raised" itself, not "the answer given here".
Regarding the qiΔ that Chang Huaien saw, the prosthetic Gao Chuan was not the slightest interested, he had long known that if there was really an indescribable and desperate "monster" in the collective human subconscious in this world, it must be a "virus" - and "Jiang". Whether Chang Huaien saw the "virus" or saw the "river", there was actually no difference. From the perspective of the reality of the hospital, what Chang Huaien observed may only be "the closest embodiment of the virus", rather than the body of the "virus".
Because the "virus" cannot be observed, it can only be inducted from the phenomenon, and the existence that can be "observed" by Chang Huaien naturally cannot be the truth of the "virus". As Chang Huaien himself said, people are not "unlimited and broad", but "extremely small", and this narrowness and insignificance of people doomed a person to go against common sense and enter the collective subconscious of human beings in a sober state, and he will never be able to see any truth in that ocean. The only thing that a consciousness walker can see is what he or she can "see".
Before the arrival of the others, in the conversation with Chang Huaien, the prosthetic Takagawa had already mentioned how to fight against an enemy that he could not recognize and understand, and how to win. Chang Huaien also gave his own answer to this question: unless he becomes something that he can't even recognize and understand, he can't even achieve the meaning of "fighting".
Prosthetic Gao Chuan didn't know if Chang Huaien had recalled that conversation at this time. In the opinion of the prosthetic Takakawa. In fact, deep down in Chang Huaien's heart, his choice of "how to fight" is actually almost the same as that of the teenager Gao Chuan in Las Vegas - it's just that the young Gao Chuan did not make himself unrecognizable and incomprehensible. Instead, he chose the "Jiang" who had been lurking by his side, which was also difficult to recognize and incomprehensible.
Prosthetic Takagawa expressed his silence on a qiΔ, because, at this moment, there is no longer any "right" and "wrong", and the so-called "possibility" has also become **, even if the brain and hardware are burned out, the exact number cannot be used. Quantify the "likelihood" and compare it. He could only believe that the young Takakawa was right, and at the same time, he firmly believed that his choice was just as right - even in the past, there were such thoughts, but now, it is even more profound. The proof that "you are more correct" that you still had in the past has disappeared at this time, and "more" has lost the possibility of quantification. It doesn't make sense.
The prosthetic Gao Chuan can only be in silence, passively waiting for the final collision and the final ending. And this kind of passivity is the last thing he wants to accept. Because he is the executor of the plan, and the passivity of the executor also means the passivity of the plan itself. Dorothy's actions. It seems to be very intense, very active, and very thoughtful, but in the observation of the prosthetic Takakawa these days. But like a worm struggling in a spider's web, this passive and intense struggle made him feel very uncomfortable.
If you can't go on like this, if you go on like this, there is absolutely no chance of winning. If there must be an opportunity to bring about a winning turnaround, then where is it? Prosthetic Takakawa pondered in silence.
"Marceau is the core of the repeater, a key intelligent component that constitutes a controllable repeater, and in short, it is an internal organ with an independent will." As Omi was talking, Yoshita Takakawa was sitting on the sofa, and no one could see what was hidden under his silence: "However, Chang Huaien will be the soul of this controllable repeater." Marceau ensures the normal operation and controllability of the repeater, while Chang Huaien determines the direction of the repeater's operation. There is no conflict between the two. Previously, our use of repeaters required authorization from Marceau. But from now on, our permissions are no longer valid for repeaters. What to let the repeater do will be up to Chang Huaien to decide. β
"That's really ......" Although Catwoman had known this fact, Omi still had some difficulty describing her feelings when she repeated it in public, after all, the repeater is a powerful thing, and it is the foundation of the Internet ball. From now on, if all the operations of the repeater are judged by Chang Huaien, there is no doubt that Chang Huaien's pressure and the rights he is given are really unbearable for ordinary people.
"Since Chang Huaien said that he has no problem, then I am willing to believe him." He also gave Catwoman a special look. This time, Catwoman thought about it for a long time, then nodded affirmatively and said, "I think this is a very ridiculous thing. An old friend survived, but said he was crazy, and we have to believe that this madman can manage the repeater - well, actually, I also think that even if Chang Huaien becomes a madman, he can manage the repeater well. β
"It's going to be a secret." "I don't mind, but it's terrible for NOG to be perceived as sentimental by others," Ms Mayne said. β
Chang Huaien also nodded, without refusal, the prosthetic Gao Chuan stared at this man, and still felt that he was really a little strange now-there were some similarities with himself, but he couldn't say what the similarities were.
"It's in the willβ" Dorothy's voice rang in the ears of the prosthetic Takakawa, "his distortion and absence manifested itself in a terrible willpower. In this regard, he is similar to you, Achuan. He will not compromise on his own goals, nor will he have any thoughts of compromise. β
Prosthetic Takakawa seems to understand, but he doesn't seem to understand. However, one thing he is sure of is that he is also a person who "can calmly recognize that he is crazy". At least, in this case, he can understand Chang Huai'en now.
"I got some information." "How likely do you think it is that the actions of the Doomsday Shinrikyo are based on that unspeakable monster?" β
"Ninety-nine percent!" Chang Huaien said in an extremely affirmative tone: "Actually, I think that it is precisely because of that indescribable monster that exists in the collective subconscious of mankind that the group of madmen of the Doomsday Shinrikyo were born. There is no shortage of members of the Doomsday Shinrikyo in this world, and the growing expansion of the Doomsday Shinrikyo is precisely because. That monster has been unleashing its influence in the collective human subconscious, and this influence is getting stricter and stricter. β
"So......" Misfire took a deep breath and asked again, "What do you think is the possibility that that the unspeakable monster is the source of the apocalypse?" β
"......" This time, Chang Huaien paused. He said in a heavy tone: "I don't want to admit it, but I really feel that it is the enemy we will face in the end." And we, at least for the time being, have no hope of overcoming it. It is almost impossible for us to understand why it exists in the collective human subconscious. When did it appear? Why is it there? So far, the changes in human beings are a subtle influence. Or is it seriously trying to change humanity? What the hell is it? What kind of storage zΓ i? What does it really look like? Or even does the mystery have some connection with it? I could barely think deeply because, as soon as I thought about it, I felt like I was going crazy. β
"Perhaps, we shouldn't loosen the noose of Shinrikyo Doomsday?" Catwoman hesitated. Cyberball's course of action is based on the judgment of a misfire, if something goes wrong in the situation. Naturally, it will involve the judgment of the fire himself. The confrontation between Cyberball and Shinrikyo has never changed, but. In terms of the intensity of the confrontation, it is undeniable that after the appearance of the "Nazis", it was somewhat relaxed compared to the past, and in the eyes of outsiders, perhaps this was because the cyberball was under more pressure than in the past. But in the eyes of those who are familiar with the inside story, the change in the course of action of Cyberball is the main reason.
In response to Catwoman's question, he didn't answer it, but continued to ask Chang Huaien: "Do you think the Doomsday Shinrikyo is going to release that monster." How much work is to be done? How long does it take? What level of mystery to prepare? β
Chang Huaien pondered for a long time before he said slowly: "Actually, I think that it is precisely because that monster is so terrifying that the chance that the Doomsday Shinrikyo can release it is extremely close to zero - the only possibility is also brought by the repeater. Moreover, only their own repeater, which is not enough at all. And that's why they won't let the Nazis go, and they won't let us go. At the same time, it is also a reason to try to divert our energies to the Nazis. β
"Although the basis of judgment is different from before, the context is still the same." Catwoman seemed to understand, "The Doomsday Shinrikyo has to do great things, so you can't be distracted by other things, or even lose both, after all, the Nazis used to be part of them." For Shinrikyo Doomsday, the threat from the Nazis was even greater than that of the NOG. In the past, we could only understand their actions from the fact that the Doomsday Shinrikyo did not want to face the Nazis alone, so as not to be taken advantage of, but now, with that monster, we can really understand their actions better. β
"What Shinrikyo Doomsday is doing will pose a deadly threat to humanity in the future." "But if we don't shift our focus to the Nazis, we'll lose even the 'now.'" I don't think I'm wrong in my judgment, it's not a question of which side is more threatening, it's a question of which side is more imminent. β
"Well, I have to admit that even with that monster here, you're still right." Catwoman breathed a sigh of relief, although the situation had become more severe, but as long as she was still confident in her judgment, it would not be too much of a problem. In Catwoman's opinion, if you go crazy and start doubting yourself, that's when Cyberball is at its most dangerous. Just like before the establishment of NOG, it was enough to make people tremble and admit their mistakes. From this point of view, the organization of the cybersphere may not be regarded as the definition of "healthy organization" in common sense, the importance of one person, will cause great turmoil in the entire organization, and even produce a life and death crisis, which has always been the "healthy organization" to avoid, but after all, the mysterious organization is different from ordinary organizations, in particular, in order to narrow the gap with the Doomsday Shinrikyo in the shortest possible time, it is inevitable to take some unconventional means, and it is inevitable to have some side effects.
In the process of development, the side effects accumulated by the Cyber Ball make it extremely vulnerable in some cases, and this vulnerability may not be as strict as other mysterious organizations, but the goal of the Cyber Ball has always been the Doomsday Truth Cult. So. When the Cyberball becomes vulnerable, it will be extremely dangerous under the-for-tat confrontation of the Doomsday Shinrikyo - fortunately, NOG has been established, covering the weakness of the Cyberball with a relatively solid layer of armor.
"Until the Las Vegas repeater is destroyed, all counteroffences will be much more dangerous than normal," he said. We and the two repeaters in Area 51 must always be on guard against the Doomsday Shinrikyo Holy Land repeaters and the Nazi lunar repeaters. Although the Doomsday Shinrikyo and our team have launched an attack on the Las Vegas Repeater, we cannot tell whether the Las Vegas Repeater will react to the war in the outside world until the exact news is returned. We hope we can stick to it. A reckless counterattack will only cause more damage, but now it is necessary to move - I need an elite team to fight back immediately, this is a dangerous temptation, so, Mr. Takakawa. I need your help. Although I don't think you're the best candidate, but. Dorothy and Omi have a lot of confidence in you. β
"How is my body adjusting?" Prosthetic Takakawa looked at Dorothy and Omi, his face calm, looking at the crowd of people who looked at him, unable to see any "rejection" from this expression. Prosthetic Gao Chuan seems to have been preparing for a long time, just waiting for a sentence at this time. will set foot on the battlefield without hesitation. In fact, in the hearts of the prostitutes, the sense of urgency to join the war was stronger than they thought. Even, he once thought that if he went too far, he would delay it any longer. Then, even if you are alone, you will step into the battlefield and fight back alone.
This strong emotion was only due to the fact that he could no longer endure the actions of the Nazis, and that it was not his duty to consider the danger of the repeater, the leader of an organization. Prosthetic Takakawa has always been clear about himself, he is just a fighter, he belongs to an organization that whispers in the Far East, and he stays in London to give the Nazis a head-on blow, not to turn a blind eye to the tragedy that has taken place because of some "great danger". The reason why I haven't acted all this time is because I can fight at the best time and in the best state, but when is the best state and the best time? Prosthetic Takakawa thinks it's now.
"Adjustment is never perfect." Omi said calmly: "The question is, Agawa, do you think that it is enough. β
"Yes, that's enough." Prosthetic Takagawa smiled, then looked at the fire and the others, and said in an unquestionable tone, "I will win." β
"Maybe. However, you have to be prepared. Everyone must be prepared for the fact that once the Las Vegas Repeater is able to operate externally under our and the Doomsday Shinrikyo invasion, then any victory may be distorted to be worth mentioning. "I can't even imagine how far the repeater can go." Omi, Dorothy, Marceau, Chang Huaien, you are the people who know the repeater the most in NOG, what do you think will happen if the Las Vegas repeater attacks? β
"Let the victor think that he has no victory - this kind of Cheng dΓΉ is something that can be done lightly." Dorothy shrugged and said, "I don't think the Las Vegas repeater has that chance, though." β
"Actually, I'd like to see a real attack on the Las Vegas repeater." Omi said: "Although we suspect that the Doomsday Shinrikyo has used the repeater more than once, at that time, we could not observe it at all, so it is not clear how the world has changed and how it can change - the phenomenon produced by the Las Vegas repeater helps us to understand the influence of the human subconscious on the world, and it is also helpful for the study of the 'Gate of the Destiny Stone'." β
"Haven't you given up on the Gate of the Stone of Destiny?" Catwoman was a little surprised: "I think the repeater is enough for you to study for a lifetime." β
"You won't understand, in my mind, the Gate of the Stone of Destiny is the existence of the Repeater." Omi said in a deep voice, "As long as the Gate of the Stone of Destiny starts turning, we will have enough time and possibility to face any problem. The so-called 'control of the collective human subconscious' of the repeater, no, even the repeater itself, will become ceaseless in the transfer of the world line. (To be continued......)