Chapter 199: Don't dare
She was right, but he didn't want to admit it, how could he admit it.
"I'm not afraid." Mi Shengtian frowned slightly, a little angry, "I'm not afraid." He then let her go, and then got up, "I will do my best to satisfy you what you want." ”
"No, that's not what I want." Su Xiaoqiang sat up from the bed, "I don't want you to satisfy me, I just hope you can think more about yourself, like is like, why hold back." She was stunned when she said this.
Her tone seemed to be yelling hysterically, and she yelled at Mi Shengtian.
Like a madman.
But she couldn't help it, "Why?" You say! Admit it! Coward, admit it! ”
The man stood up straight, his figure was still burly and upright under the light, but there was a little more indescribable helplessness, and the person was out of breath.
In the next second, he was going to run away, no! It's not him! This is not the Mi Shengtian who dares to face it.
When a person faces the people he cares about and the people he doesn't care about, his attitude is different, for the first time in his life, he is afraid to admit it, in the past, he can be indifferent in the face of death, he always feels that something should come will always come, and it is also the first time in his life, he is afraid to admit that the fear of admitting something is greater than death.
Because some things will be too much for him to bear, and some things will put the safety of his loved ones at risk.
"Mi Shengtian!" Su Xiaoqiang ran over and hugged him tightly, "Don't go, you make it clear, you said you like me." You mean! ”
How could a few simple words be so difficult to say from his mouth, but she could clearly feel what he was thinking.
If the man in front of her said that he didn't care about her, it was impossible, and she wouldn't believe that kind of wording.
But she was so desperate, desperate to know the answer, and that answer was very important to her.
Her questions had crossed from one world to another for two years, but she still hadn't been answered.
Even though he knew it in his heart, the man didn't admit it. He doesn't admit it......
"Don't be afraid, don't deliberately suppress your emotions, I love you and I can accept everything from you, I'm not afraid of being hurt by you, even if you drink up my blood, I'm not afraid, Mi Shengtian, you are sober, love is a matter of two people, I am willing, I am willing!" She explained vigorously, wanting to tell him that she didn't care that he would hurt herself one day if he lost control, all she cared about was hearing the three words I love you coming out of his mouth, why was it so difficult.
Why is it that hard.
The atmosphere was heavy for a long time, and just when Su Xiaoqiang was entangled, Mi Shengtian smiled coldly, "I'm different from you, you're right, I'm afraid to admit it, what about the captain of the security team, just a coward, you're right." He forcibly pulled her hand away.
"I don't want it, I don't want it, it's not what I want." Su Xiaoqiang gritted his teeth and used almost all the power of the desolation in his body, but he still couldn't stop his firm movements.
He actually wanted her to let go, he wanted to let himself go.
Why, on the contrary, she had already expressed her will, why did he still insist on it.
"Mi Shengtian!" The last shout erupted from within, and the door slammed shut.
It was as if she had lost all the strength of her body, how long it had been, she didn't know, what to do, she didn't know.
I don't want to go to college anymore, I'm going to go to the military academy and fight side by side with you in the future.
At that time, I thought that it might be enough to stay by his side, at least I could share some of it for him, but my own ability was still not enough, and it seemed that I could only drag him down.
not only dragged him down, but also made Lao Tie a victim.
"Mi Shengtian, Mi Shengtian, you can make it clear, why can you be a turtle with a shrunken head, why!" She shouted frantically, but was silenced for a long time.
Maybe he's gone and can't hear her anymore.
There was silence in the room, and the only thing she could hear was her own crying, how could she allow herself to be so useless, but she just couldn't help it, just like she couldn't help but want to force him to hear the word love from his mouth.
Everything has a beginning and an end, since you saved her, why not give her a hope, a hope that can stop working hard.
But he didn't, and was always ashamed to answer whenever he came across the subject, as if love was an unspeakable thing in itself.
In today's world, perhaps the only person who can be so afraid is Mi Shengtian.
On the side of the door, Mi Shengtian stood there quietly, hearing the sound of crying one after another in the house, he couldn't help but feel a pain in his heart, that pain was like a twisting heart, I was afraid that I didn't want to experience it again in this life, he smiled self-deprecatingly, turned around and went downstairs, his steps were heavy, and the sound in the whole house was so dull and resolute.
This night was destined to be sleepless, Su Xiaoqiang curled up on the big bed of Mi Shengtian, the smell on the bed was his remnant, and the smell was the same as when he kissed her, a taste exclusive to one person, unique.
The bed was as comfortable as ever, but there was one less person than before.
Without the presence of one person, it always feels like it is the same everywhere.
She thought she missed this bed so much, and she just missed this person.
I miss Mi Shengtian.
But he's gone, maybe he's gone, and there's nothing left of her.
Bat Star, Locke ...... Mi Shengtian is a member of the Bat Clan.
What happened to him, what his background was, she had no way of knowing.
A mixed-race race that has been adopted and raised since childhood, what is going on in his world.
Perhaps only when she goes to the Bat Star can she find out, and she can understand what the real Bat Clan is.
His mother may be a Bat Clan, but what kind of Bat Clan can give birth to a talent like Mi Shengtian is a question that no one knows.
He may only know what the dispute will be, but it is undoubtedly impossible to expect these things to come out of his mouth.
He didn't even dare to admit love, what else could he say to her.
She hated such a holy day, but more than that, she loved him.
When did she start, she was able to give her heart completely to this man, how could she be so relieved of him, probably because she knew that Mi Shengtian would never do anything to hurt her.
Those injuries were just what he thought was a kind of injury.
In her opinion, it is not necessarily harm, but a willingness.
He didn't want to admit that he loved her, and that was a real hurt.
But he didn't know, he didn't know.