Chapter 154: The beginning of the young man knows that he is lovesick

I watched in amazement as Zero caught a lot of tentacle octopuses before she happily set up a campfire and began to prepare dinner.

I was also embarrassed to be the shopkeeper, I just wanted to eat for nothing, so I stood aside to help her do something, Xiao Ling first removed the internal organs of these tentacle fish, and then disposed of its broken tentacles, and then skewered wooden sticks on the fire to roast, soon, the fragrant grilled dried fish was ready, and it was also in the process of grilling the fish, Xiao Ling smiled and explained to me that this is a new species unique to the nameless land, although it looks like an octopus monster with antennae growth, but in all fairness, it is really just a simple fish.

I'm a little resistant, but thinking that there may really be a lot of danger next, and now it is necessary to ensure physical strength, so I can only grit my teeth and stuff the grilled dried fish into my mouth, to be honest, this thing is not very good-looking, its taste is actually not really said, every time I finish eating a skewer of grilled fish, Xiao Zero handed over a new grilled fish, looking at her look of anticipation, I can only laugh and eat the grilled fish, and feel thirsty after eating for a while. Xiao Ling seemed to know that I was thirsty, she smiled, and touched two fruits from behind her like a trick, and my eyes suddenly began to light up when I saw these two fruits.

These two fruits I know, this is a native ground plant, it tastes very much like an apple, but it is much larger than an apple, and the name is also very good, called the moon lotus fruit, which is a specialty of the white lotus village. I took the moon lotus fruit, and I was a little moved in my heart, "Thank you for your hard work, when did you get the moon lotus fruit?" ”

Xiao Zero stood up and jumped, "I just got it at the post station!" ”

"In that case...... "I gave her a strange look, "why don't we take some of the dry food with us?" And catch fish yourself here? ”

Xiao Ling's laughter stopped abruptly, she looked down at the grilled fish in her hand, pondered for a while, and looked up at me with an innocent smile, "I don't know......"

I whimpered, despairing at the IQ of both of us.

After dinner, we did not rush to cross the river, but decided to repair it, although this dividing river is very close to the station, but it still takes a whole day, the nameless land is very wide, our best choice tonight is to recharge first, and cross the river tomorrow before we can be in good spirits.

Fortunately, the nights are not too cold now, and we can sleep directly in the open air.

Xiao Ling added some firewood to the campfire, and then squatted beside me with her knees hugged, she put her chin on her knees, staring at the flames in a daze, I sat on the side, looking at her delicate side face, and couldn't help but slightly bend the corners of my mouth.

To be honest, I can feel that I have a little different feelings for Xiao Ling, this feeling is different from seeing Lin Sui, and it is also different from seeing Han Ling, when I think of Lin Sui, I can't help but feel a little gloomy, she died in my arms, although Han Ling said that Lin Sui died because he exchanged his life with her, but I can't use this to convince myself, Lin Sui obviously died because he blocked Ma Shuangmu's attack for me.

She...... It's for me.

I know I'm not qualified to be in a relationship right now, I have too many things on my back, and now I haven't talked to my family on the phone for a long time, and I don't know if my parents will miss me, or ...... The night watchman will make them forget about me, just as they will forget about the horse.

Time is unforgiving, and what the Night's Watch does best is use that to make people unforgiving.

It is quite possible that I was born and died in this nameless place, and that the people I care about have forgotten that I exist, and that is perhaps the most unacceptable thing to do.

Xiao Ling blinked suddenly, her eyelashes looked very slender under the firelight, she looked pitiful, and the whole person was very painful. I looked at her, and suddenly I was detached from my own messy imagination. I don't know why, as soon as I see Xiao Zero, it seems that those unhappy things will disappear, she is like the purest light, there is no trace of being disturbed by the world on her body, she is a blank paper.

What a pure girl.

Xiao Ling seemed to notice that I was looking at her, she turned her head, flashed two big eyes, looked at me, and after a while her eyes bent again, "What are you always looking at me for?" ”

I smiled at her, "I can finally see things, so I can't help but want to see you more." ”

Xiao Zero didn't doubt my lame explanation at all, but opened his arms generously, "Then you see." ”

I looked at her innocent face, and my heart became softer and softer.

Even if my reason tells me no, now is not the time to fall in love, but my heart tells me that there is no way to stop this kind of relationship by reason, once the relationship comes, it really can't be stopped, it may ...... This is love, if you just live here with Xiao Ling for the rest of your life......

No way!

I shook my head and drove my thoughts out of my mind, I still have Ma Chengcheng and Lin Sui and my two brothers Li Chun and Wang Xilai, and Uncle Wang, who gave his life for me, and ...... Feng Tong'er and Yun He, who don't know what to do, as well as Han Ling, who has complicated feelings for Lin Sui, and ...... My parents.

Anyone can enjoy peace and quiet, but I can't.

In the midst of intense and turbulent inner activity, I gradually fell asleep, and when I opened my eyes again, it was already dawn.

The bonfire had been extinguished, and green smoke was rising from the black charcoal wood, and as the sun gradually rose, I rubbed my aching shoulders and stood up to move my stiff body. Breathing in the fresh mountain air, I turned my head to look around, only to find that Xiao Ling was gone.

My heart sank.

It seemed that I was at a loss all of a sudden, I hadn't experienced this feeling of numbness for a long time, I blushed my face, desperately trying to calm myself down, but my heart beat more and more urgently. I know that I really care about her, no matter how much I lie to myself, I can't deny that I am moved, I really love Xiao Zero. It's a long-lost heartbeat, as unstoppable as the germination of seeds in spring.

But where exactly did Little Zero go?

And at this moment, there was a rustling sound from the verdant trees not far away.

"Who?"

I shouted, turned my head to look, only to see Xiao Ling's figure out of the bushes, I was relieved to see her appear, subconsciously ran over, and hugged her as soon as my mind was hot.

Xiao Ling's body was very warm, she sighed, looked up and asked me, "What's wrong?" ”

"It's nothing...... I whispered, holding her hand tightly, "but I miss you all of a sudden." ”