Feng Baobao passed by a doctor in an isolation gown, he had just come out of Xu Zhaohua's hospital room, she subconsciously looked at the doctor in the corridor who was far away, and suddenly rushed towards him.

The whole body was moved, and the doctor accelerated into the stairwell without looking back, which was the peak of visiting patients, and people came and went.

Feng Baobao rushed to the stairwell, jumped over the railing and jumped down, the doctor was also agile, the two chased after each other in the crowded hospital, and the doctor knocked the patients and family members into screams.

Feng Baobao was slowed down by the staggered patients, and when he ran out of the hospital gate, the doctor had already taken off his white coat and plain clothes and turned into a small alley.

The alleys are intricate, with barbecue stalls, noodle stalls, small restaurants, and residents.

The two quickly chased and shuttled inside, there were too many clutter in the alley, and the other party was obviously familiar with the terrain and gradually threw her away.

Feng Baobao ran forward vigorously, crossed the alley, ran to the road, and saw a black unlicensed car parked at the door through the zebra crossing, with a cigarette burning in the driver's seat, the man put on sunglasses and a hat, and smiled at her like a mouse and a cat.

The sidewalk lights turned red, and she ran towards the car, which was filled with people who extinguished their cigarettes and started the car.

Feng Baobao flashed in front of the turning bus, his shoulder was slammed, the person stumbled a few times, and the bus braked sharply.

The car on the side of the car had a bad vision, and she didn't have time to slow down, and crashed into Feng Baobao, she jumped up agilely, stepped on the front cover of the car, and rolled over.

A row of cars braked sharply, and traffic was paralyzed.

The black car accelerated to the green light, and Feng Baobao jumped on the front cover of the moving car and ran on the roof of a car.

The bamboo basket was empty, and she watched the car accelerate away, gritted her teeth fiercely, and kicked on the street lamp to vent her anger.

Xu Zhaohua's attending doctor told Feng Baobao that the patient had regained consciousness, but he could not speak, and he would have to wait for a while.

After a while, the doctor agreed to Feng Baobao's request to go in to visit, and at the same time reminded: "Don't talk too much to him, every moment he is awake is extremely painful." ”

Feng Baobao walked to the side of the bed, he closed his eyes, he looked very tired, she stroked his hand, about the uninvited guest just now, she didn't want to pursue it now.

She looked at his face, and gradually, he opened his eyes, just like the initial calm, Feng Baobao trembled slightly.

Xu Zhaohua looked at her for a while, and asked softly, "Have you been waiting for a long time?" ”

Feng Baobao shook his head quietly, "It's just right." As soon as I come, you wake up. ”

Xu Zhaohua smiled very lightly, the silence at the moment was already heavenly, she didn't say anything else, only stroked his hand, his fingers also moved, wanting to hold her back, but he didn't have the strength.

Feng Baobao kept stroking, and he said, "If you have something to say, just say it." ”

Feng Baobao said: "Between us, the victory or defeat has not yet been decided, you must not forget." ”

Xu Zhaohua looked at her quietly, did not move, the mist on the breathing mask was hazy, this woman, who had never been enthusiastic, but had a pair of gentle hands to pull him out of hell.

Suddenly, Xu Zhaohua closed her eyes, her face turned pale, blood gushed out of her nose and splashed all over the oxygen mask, she immediately got up and pressed the alarm on the head of the bed, pressed it hard, and looked down to see his blood flowing all over his neck.

The doctors and nurses arrived and pushed her out, and the curtain on the glass was instantly closed. Feng Baobao stood outside the door with his back to him, his eyes wandering.

She heard the electrical current of the pacemaker, and soon, the person was taken to the ICU operating room again. Feng Baobao could only lean against the mottled and gray wall, his hands trembling.

The minutes were unusually long, and her mind went blank as she stared at the endless storm outside the hallway.

When the doctor came out of the operating room, it was like a fierce battle, he said: "I have been a doctor all my life, and I have never seen such a hard life." ”

Feng Baobao was worried.

When he could visit again, Feng Baobao wanted to say something, but he was too tired, and the two looked at each other speechlessly, and did not speak for the first few minutes.

After a long time, Feng Baobao asked, "Are you tired?" ”

Xu Zhaohua said in a low voice, "A little." ”

"Sleep."

"Can't sleep."

Feng Baobao hummed and asked, "Does it hurt?" ”

"It's a little bit, too."

Feng Baobao nodded.

There was another silence, she just clenched his hand, and in the quiet interval, Xu Zhaohua suddenly said, "I'm sorry, this time, you won." ”

"No, not this time." Feng Baobao said, "I didn't win, and you didn't lose, when you get better, we'll compete again." ”

"Feng Baobao."

"Huh?"

"You don't have to revolve around me all the time, it's my fate."

Feng Baobao stared at him.

"You go and do your business, leave me alone."

Feng Baobao was still staring at him.

"Obedient, go back, your eyes are red."

Feng Baobao asked rhetorically: "What about you?" ”

The figure of the doctor flashed outside, and the conversation ended without a hitch.

Feng Baobao sat in the corridor and looked out the window at the storm, and it didn't stop.

The glasses appeared in her sight, still the same blank look.

"Why are you here?"

"Come and see you...... and Brother Xu. As soon as the glasses saw Feng Baobao's haggard appearance, tears fell.

Feng Baobao scolded: "What are you crying about? Or is it not a gentleman? ”

"Feng Baobao—"

"I'm fine." Feng Baobao said, "You go back to ......"

As he was talking, the lights in the ICU operating room went out again, and Feng Baobao's eyes immediately turned to him and froze.

The doctor was the same as before, and he survived again, but it didn't get better.

The nurse sent the person back to the ward, Feng Baobao didn't even get up, she looked at the man who was as pale as a dead man on the bed from a distance, the door was closed, she didn't care about her glasses, got up and left.

Feng Baobao went back to wash his hair and take a shower, changed into a beautiful soft velvet dress, opened his makeup bag and painted his eyebrows and lips in the mirror, but he still couldn't hide his shape.

Feng Baobao didn't make a sound when he entered, but as if he knew she was coming, he opened his eyes, and his gaze fell on her without letting go.

She took off her trench coat, and the long skirt lined her neck and cheeks like snow, this was the first time he had seen Feng Baobao dressed like a man.

Xu Zhaohua stared at her for a while and smiled bluntly.

Feng Baobao said: "Indecent. ”

She tilted her head slightly, brushed her still wet hair, stranded his eyelashes and cheeks, and said, "It's beautiful." ”

Feng Baobao got up and opened the curtains, the raindrops hit the glass, and she said, "The glasses are all connected, and I will send you to the United States tomorrow." ”

Xu Zhaohua looked at her for a long time.

"See what?"

"I want to see it."

"How did you become flamboyant when you got sick?" She came back and sat down.

Xu Zhaohua said: "When I get better, I'll come back to you." ”

Feng Baobao said, "Okay." ”

"What if... It's not good, you have to be good yourself. ”

“.....…”

Feng Baobao was silent.

In the interval of her wordless silence, he churned inwardly, and his heart felt as if he had dug it out and rolled in the snow.

He looked at her, "Feng Baobao? ”

She remained silent, and finally, pursing her dry lips, her tone seemed to be rooted: "Okay." ”

A good word, the two of them were relatively speechless, and the instruments in the ward ticked and ticked.

Feng Baobao said half-jokingly: "What about anything else, just say what you want to explain." ”

"Nope." He smiled at her with a pale face.

Feng Baobao stared at him, his eyes were covered with a layer of mist, it was nothing more than that, if he couldn't come back one day, don't be sad, and be good.

When she looked up again, the person was faint again, and said, "If you can't come back, I will marry someone else in the future." ”

His eyes were moist for a moment, and he didn't know whether to cry or laugh at himself, a big man was made sour by the little woman's light words, and his heart thrown on the snow was picked up and left in warm water to soak, about to melt.

Xu Zhaohua looked at her, covering the wet mist on her eyelashes, and suddenly smiled, as if she saw a scene like that under the clear blue sky.

The next day, Xu Zhaohua was sent to the ambulance at the airport, and I don't know where the glasses came from, a private jet, flew directly to the United States.

Feng Baobao walked into the car and guarded him by the bedside, his eyelids drooping slightly, trying his best to be awake.

She carefully took off his respirator, not far from his cheek, she leaned over and kissed him on the lips, the breath of the two blended slightly, she gently hugged him again, and put the respirator on him again.

Xu Zhaohua pursed her lips, and her Adam's apple rolled very lightly, forbearing.

"The drizzle and the wind damp the streets at dusk, erasing the rain and looking up for no reason, looking at the lonely evening light, is the sad memory ......"

The wind was not strong, the rain was still falling, the thunder and lightning had disappeared, Feng Baobao looked at the street trees that had fallen out from the car window, and saw the tarmac not far away.

"Countless thoughts in my heart again, the laughter of the past moment is still on my face, I hope you can know at this moment, it is my heartfelt ......"

She withdrew her gaze to look at Xu Zhaohua, he had been looking at her, his eyes were very deep, like a well, and then a smile of relief appeared on his pale face, and finally closed his eyes peacefully.

The medical staff carried him down, Feng Baobao followed and gradually approached the plane, his face was pale in the cold wind, he was too tired and needed to rest, she didn't want to disturb him, so she let go of his hand.

Before leaving, he hooked her fingers, and the raindrops fell on the back of his hand: "My name, Xu Yan, is a word that is true." ”

She stared at 'Xu Yan' for a long time, the wind blew away the rain, her hair was flying, and finally smiled faintly: "Got it!" ”

Then I'll wait for you, Xu Yan.

Feng Baobao's eyes were wet with tears for a moment, and the wind and rain quietly stopped in an instant.

He seemed to have fallen asleep and did not react at all.

Feng Baobao straightened up, looked at him for a long time, first turned her head, then her body, the plane took off with a violent wind and rain, she walked back quietly, and did not look back once.

Everything blurs into the background, like sinking into warm water.

The plane rose into the clear blue sky, the wind and rain splashed, Feng Baobao walked farther and farther, but just when he was separated, he thought of him, and burst into tears.

"In case I can't come back, you have to be well."

"If you're gone, I won't miss you a cent."

"Maybe I can come back, who knows what the future holds?"

"I think, on the day you came back, on the side of the sunken boat, in front of the sick tree."

parting ways, not knowing the way forward, ups and downs, blessings and misfortunes, and self-cherishing.

In the airport radio station, a slightly crying male voice gently hummed the unfinished song:

Walk alone every night

Swinging everywhere, how cold it is

In the past, I struggled with myself

Never knew her pain

……

Like you, those eyes are beautiful

The laughter is even more charming

May I caress you again

That lovely face

Hold hands and talk in your dreams

Like yesterday, you and me

……