Chapter 14 Eighteen-year-old us
Mo Ran was once again trapped in a nightmare, the same space, the same man, the same words.
However, just as Mo Ran was about to wake up, a big hand suddenly appeared, erasing his dream little by little, only letting Mo Ran remember that he had a nightmare.
Then, Mo Ran opened his godless eyes, and then saw Bu Fan's face without much expression.
Mo Ran was stunned at first, and then was about to sit up, but was held down by Bu Fan: "Not only did the blood vessels in your arms burst, but also many muscles were torn, I just helped you complete the stitching, so you'd better not move." β
It was only at this time that Mo Ran found that his arms were already wrapped in bandages, and then recalled everything that had happened before.
The injury on his own arm, which was caused while clearing obstacles, was caused by himself... Overturned a minibus? And lost two cars?
Mo Ran was a little confused, and then began to think about it, what exactly was he going to do here?
Right! I'm going to the safe zone! No... It is a gathering place for survivors.
After thinking of this, Mo Ran looked around, although the light was a little dim, he still saw the surrounding environment clearly, and he should be in a hall.
And in addition to Bu Fan and the others, there were also many survivors gathered in the hall, which made Mo Ran's empty heart finally let go.
However, as soon as Mo Ran felt relaxed, he saw a scene that made him angry, so his breathing gradually became heavy.
Bu Fan also noticed Mo Ran's abnormality, so he followed his gaze and looked over.
It was a kneeling woman, begging for food and water from several men, and beside the woman was a little girl unconscious.
But the big man had no mercy, and kicked away the woman who was kneeling on the ground, while still cursing in his mouth.
The woman was extremely persistent, even if she was kicked away by the big man, she was still begging, and even hugged the thigh of the leader of the big man.
Dahan seems to be annoyed by the woman's behavior, so he kicks it out again, but... This time the target is not a woman, but a little girl who is unconscious.
This frightened the woman's face, so she could not bother to plead, and pounced on the little girl at once......
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If you look at it by modern standards, Mo Ran is actually still a child, because he is just eighteen years old this year.
Eighteen years old is a very beautiful and special age, because at this age we still have dreams, whether it is secondary two or naΓ―ve, anyway, in our hearts, there will be more or less a little heroic dream, dreaming... Our journey is the sea of stars.
However, at the age of eighteen, we have gradually recognized the reality, so... We can only bury the heroic dream in our hearts, and we can only gradually forget the feelings of the stars and the sea.
However, at the age of eighteen, we are unwilling to bow to reality, so we rebel, so we are stubborn. The same is true of Mo Ran, rebellious and stubborn, pure and youthful.
But... Eighteen-year-old, we have not been smoothed by reality, nor have we felt the cruelty and indifference of reality, so our hearts... Not hard yet, blood... It's not cold either.
So, we still have a lot of blood.
It's just that at the age of eighteen, we still don't know what justice is, and we don't know what evil is. But in our hearts, there is the simplest... It is also good and evil in its purest form.
At the beginning of man, nature is good.
This is not just talking, the moment people are born, they will instinctively yearn for beauty, and it is also the nature of living beings to yearn for beauty, because beauty is 'good'.
However, when people are born, they are also born with an indelible sinful nature and evil roots, which are the root of all suffering, the 'evil' of human nature, and the place of sin.
So... When we are eighteen years old, and we have not yet grown up with a sound outlook on life, the good we feel is 'good', and the things that bring us pain are 'evil'.
At this time, the atrocities of the big Han made Mo Ran feel worried and... Anger, so in Mo Ran's heart, the atrocities of the Great Han are 'evil'.
But... The empty body could only make Mo Ran watch and watch the big man commit atrocities against women.
In the hall, the other survivors were watching, but in their eyes, there was only indifference and... Dead to all feeling.
This is because this group of survivors has seen the cruelty of reality and experienced the indifference of the world, so... Their blood is cold.
Therefore... In our vocabulary, there will only be hot-blooded teenagers and hot-blooded youths, but there will be no hot-blooded middle-aged and hot-blooded old men, because... Reality wears down the blood in our hearts.
Therefore, the eighteen-year-old who still has enthusiasm will be the most beautiful age, but the sad thing is that people only see our secondary two, but do not see our hearts... That kind of blood.
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After feeling Mo Ran's anger, Bu Fan reached out and pressed Mo Ran's body, and then asked expressionlessly, "Do you believe me?" β
Merely... After saying this, Bu Fan also showed a look of surprise and confusion, as if he was a little puzzled why he would say this inexplicable sentence.
In fact, compared with the trust of others, Bufan prefers to speak with facts, because in Bufan's concept, trust itself has too much uncertainty.
But to Bu Fan's surprise, after he asked the question, Mo Ran naturally said 'um', and then his tense body also relaxed.
All these signs show that Mo Ran's trust is not a casual talk, but an instinctive trust in himself. However, it is precisely because of this that Bu Fan feels even more confused.
It's just that Bu Fan quickly saw that a pair of eyes full of sincerity, and then his heart wrapped in ice was gently touched.
Sometimes, trust and friendship are so inexplicable, but... And they are so real.
Bu Fan was stunned, and then the guidance of the language and the various analyses in his heart became ......
"So... Leave it to me! I'm going to make them pay, it's just not the time yet. β
Bu Fan's words also made Mo Ran stunned for a moment, and then said with a somewhat strange face: "I originally thought that you, a cold guy, would not care about the life or death of the survivors!" β
Unbeknownst to him, Bu Fan pushed his glasses as usual and said, "Of course I don't care about their lives or deaths, it's just that I can't get used to what these people do." β
For some reason, Mo Ran could always feel that what Bu Fan said was untrue.
It's just that... Mo Ran's attention was quickly diverted, because those fierce-looking big men, after kicking away the middle-aged woman, walked straight towards the four of them......
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