Chapter 305: Comprehension

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Until noon, Zhao Shengcai's phone still couldn't get through, and there was no news from Luo Mengyu's side, after all, neither of them had Luo Mengyu's mobile phone number.

I really don't know what Zhao Shengcai is tinkering with now, and the Holy Grail is still missing.

Su Shu was so noisy that he didn't fall asleep all night, and Avenger was also crazy and sleepy all night, and the two of them collapsed on the bed and snored and fell asleep.

When Xia Lan pushed the door in, Avenger noticed the movement, just opened his eyes in a daze, and found that it was Xia Lan, and then tilted his head to fall asleep, and fell into a deep sleep after a while, which shows that the impact of the excessive squandering of the spirit and the healing of major injuries is not small, and it takes a period of cultivation to do it.

And in a sense, the relationship between the master and the slave is inevitably too good, as if a pair of like-minded good friends are drunk together, without the slightest meaning of being angry.

Xia Lan felt panicked in his heart, to be honest, he didn't like Su Shu to be entangled with other people too much, even if he was a servant.

While Avenger was asleep, Xia Lan quietly took Su Shu away, and then asked Lancer to see Avenger, and then carried Su Shu back to his room.

These Su Shu didn't know anything, he slept like a dead pig, and he didn't watch out at all, obviously thanks to Xia Lan's guard, which made him let go of his deep defense.

Su Shu is very dishonest when he sleeps, not only likes to squeak and grind his teeth, but also waves his hands in a daze from time to time, always wanting to press his hand on Xia Lan's leg, if he is not sure that he has fallen asleep, Xia Lan really doubts whether he did it on purpose.

"I can't ...... you" Xia Lan exhaled helplessly, and had to let his unconscious small movements, anyway, it was all his own doing.

It wasn't until the afternoon that Su Shu woke up in a daze.

"You, finally awake?"

Hearing Xia Lan's slightly trembling voice in vain, Su Shu couldn't help but palpitate a little, and when he opened his eyes, he found that he was lying in Xia Lan's arms, and he could see very clearly that one of his hands was actually pressed on Xia Lan's warm toes.

This is secondly, what really makes Su Shu stunned is why there is saliva on Xia Lan's legs?!

Feed!

Just admit it, you hopelessly controlled foot......

Although he was reluctant to give up in his heart, Su Shu still let go of his hand quietly, and Xia Lan was also very interested in treating it as if nothing had happened.

If you don't puncture it, it's fine, otherwise everyone will be embarrassed.

However, he forgot that the more he covered it up, the more he cared about it.

"Ahem...... It's getting dark, how long have I been asleep? Oh yes, what about Avenger? Su Shu asked with a casual look.

"Do you think it's someone else's name when you open your mouth?"

His question drew a slightly cold reply from Xia Lan.

Please—

Su Shu felt wronged in his heart, he just wanted to change the topic, how could he think about others! Xia Lan is so big, a living person is still a beautiful pseudo-lady sitting next to him, how could he think about anyone other than Xia Lan.

Jealous!

100% absolutely, yes!

Su Shu was a little happy at first, but after thinking about it carefully, he felt that it was not the same thing at all, isn't it too strange for a pseudo-mother to be jealous because of herself?

"I said, are you jealous?"

What's even more stupid is that Su Shu really asked directly.

As soon as the words came out, he regretted it.

Don't look at Xia Lan's recent well-behaved and clever behavior, it seems that he has surrendered to his feet, but in fact, you must know that Xia Lan is very cold-blooded in the depths of his heart, he has experienced it personally, and it is no exaggeration to use demons to describe Xia Lan's dark side, after all, in the first trial world, Xia Lan made great contributions to him in the process of destroying the world, and it is not too much to even describe Xia Lan as the culprit.

How can such a selfish pseudo-mother not have a strong sense of self-esteem?

It's not so much self-esteem as pride.

Sure enough, Xia Lan's face suddenly became a little ugly, who would admit that he was jealous of trivial things? Admit it, it seems that the amount of energy is narrow, but don't admit it, I really feel a little uncomfortable in my heart, can't Su Shu have some emotional intelligence to appease others? I always like to do things so desperately, leaving no room for error.

The fact is that Su Shu belongs to the type that wants to try even though he knows that he will mess up, and if it sounds good, it is called stubbornness, and if it is not good, it is a waste house that does not love to talk and has no real scheming, especially in front of Xia Lan, his shortcomings are vividly expressed.

Faced with this stiff atmosphere, Su Shu couldn't help but fall into thought.

To tell the truth, the union between Xia Lan and him was a failure, not because the relationship was blunt, but because the personalities were incompatible.

The two came together purely because of the particularity of the trial, as long as one of them refuses to bow his head and completely surrender to the other, then this relationship is destined to not last long, and there will definitely be cracks in the end, what is the consequence of that? He didn't know, and he didn't want to know.

What was the reason for the confession relationship with Xia Lan before? It was because of Xia Lan's bowing, because Xia Lan forcibly pulled him back from the other world with his wish, he was helpless, and he had no choice but to rely on Xia Lan.

And the most important thing is that from beginning to end, he never bowed his head to Xia Lan, and he never thought like this, he didn't have the option of giving in to others in his mind, never did, even if God came, it didn't work.

Why be so paranoid?

The answer is simple, although he is hopelessly useless, he always insists that he is not wrong, and he has always adhered to this belief since he was a child - I have done nothing wrong, why should the world punish me?

The lessons of his painful experience as a teenager have profoundly influenced his every thought and action to this day, and this is why he is born today's Su Shu, an incompetent person who seems to outsiders to be extremely self-indulgent.

Does Xia Lan understand him?

Yes and no.

Xia Lan may be able to understand his apparent madness, but he can't really understand why he is willing to fall into the abyss and not be able to extricate himself, and even pathologically embrace the darkness and use it as a spiritual pillar in order to continue to survive.

If the soul has a color, then he thinks that his soul must have no color, because he is full of hopelessness for the future, the injustice of the world, his own incompetence, the cruelty of trials, there is nothing that cannot make him doomed, and he has no choice but to force himself to go in the extreme direction of determination, and to cover his powerlessness with a shell of madness.

As Su Shu's eyes gradually became emotionless, Xia Lan was frightened, and hurriedly put away his cold color, hugged him for a while, and his terrible eyes fell apart, and suddenly turned to hug Xia Lan happily.

This made Xia Lan finally understand one thing, to put it simply, Su Shu is actually a normal person who is too extreme, as long as you are good to him, he will be good to you, once you snub him, he will immediately turn his face and deny people, and he will speculate with the greatest malice in his heart about the reason why you snubbed him.

A little kid who hasn't grown up.

Xia Lan came to the final conclusion, and only children will express themselves without knowing the depth or the bad.