303 Leave Guan Qingqing
Anyway, Bai Xue's words sounded particularly harsh to me, and I felt very uncomfortable when I said it, after all, this kind of thing is a love between men and women, and Guan Qingqing and I are both responsible, but Bai Xue said it as if it was all my fault, and what I said was that I harmed Guan Qingqing, how could I harm her, this kind of thing is definitely not what I want to see.
But it's always my fault, if I didn't have that kind of thought about Guan Qingqing, I wouldn't have that happening, the most painful thing now must be Guan Qingqing, Bai Xue, as a good sister, it's normal to say a few words to me. It was just that I suddenly had a thought in my heart that I couldn't stay in this house anymore, I had to go live somewhere else.
Guan Qingqing was probably afraid that Bai Xue kept saying that I would make me feel uncomfortable, so she pulled Bai Xue into her room to chat, although they entered the house, but Bai Xue still deliberately said something loudly to bury me, and I also heard her say to Guan Qingqing: "I've been talking to that person for a while, he said that he likes you for so long, and he has reached the age of talking about marriage, how can he say that he doesn't like it, he doesn't like it, it's just that when he thinks that after you get better, you still do that kind of thing with your so-called brother, he is too disappointed in you, And I also asked him tentatively, I feel that he will forgive you sooner or later, don't worry! ”
After Bai Xue said this, Guan Qingqing's mood seemed to be a little high, she asked Bai Xue if it was really fake, can Douzi really forgive her? Bai Xue said: "I feel that it is okay, but Douzi also said that what he is most worried about is that even if he doesn't have this incident, he can give you another chance, but you will still live with Tong Tong in the future, how can he guarantee that the two of you will not have problems, although he said that he is willing to believe you, but he is more or less unsteady, so according to my meaning, you don't live with Tong Tong, let him go and live outside, he is also not small, he is an adult, so he eats and lives with you every day, You still have to pay for the tuition and something, his mother doesn't care about these things, it's your turn to take care of it! Is! ”
The more Bai Xue said, the more her voice was deliberately amplified, Guan Qingqing asked her to be quiet, Bai Xue didn't, she said that she had long wanted to say these things to Guan Qingqing. I'm just embarrassed to speak, so this time I just used the matter of soybeans to talk about it.
Anyway, the meaning of Bai Xue's words is to let Guan Qingqing make a break with me, as for Guan Qingqing's choice, I am still very pleased and moved, she said that she will not drive me out, nor will she break off the relationship with me, saying that if Douzi really lets her choose between me and him, she will choose me.
Anyway, listening to Guan Qingqing's words, my eyes were moist, and I had the urge to cry, Bai Xue angrily scolded Guan Qingqing for being a big fool, and asked her: "You are so old, it's time to get married, you protect Tong Tong so much, when he grows up in the future, can he marry you?" Do you have a problem with your brain?"
I didn't have the heart to eavesdrop on what the two of them were saying in the house at this time, I thought that Guan Qingqing could sacrifice so much for me, I can't be too selfish, I also have to pay what I should pay for her, at least I can't let her embarrass me, think about it, I think it's time to leave Guan Qingqing, if I don't leave, she must be very difficult to choose between me and Douzi.
I didn't say hello to Guan Qingqing at the time, while the two of them were arguing in the house, I quietly packed up some things, and then went out of the house, I didn't know where to go at the time, anyway, I was in a hurry to leave this house.
The atmosphere of the New Year at this time. It's not as strong as a few days ago, I called Chen Chong, originally wanted to ask him to come out to drink, but he went to a distant relative's house, and he didn't come back, and then I wandered around alone, went to KTV to sing, and it was still the KTV I went to last year, and Chen Keke still worked there, after such a long time of hard work, Chen Keke was already the leader of one of the groups, and the mix was pretty good, she also opened a large private room for me, and sang a song with me, and then Guan Qingqing also called me, I knew she must have found out that I was out at this time, so I didn't answer her phone and turned off my phone.
Because I was in a bad mood, I also drank a lot of wine, as soon as I drank too much wine, I talked more, I don't know how, I told me and Guan Qingqing in a daze, Chen Keke didn't say anything about me, she said that men are like this when they are young, don't mess around in the future, she also told me that if you have no place to go at night, go to her, she has two sisters in her dormitory, we can play cards together or something, it's much better than playing alone.
I drank too much at the time, and didn't say much, and then I slept directly in the private room, and when I woke up, it was already more than two o'clock in the middle of the night, Chen Keke and they also changed shifts at this time, and the other two sisters in her dormitory were all in the vocational high school nurse class, but I didn't know each other, both of them were very talkative and enthusiastic, and they talked and laughed with me along the way, and after arriving at home, Chen Keke wanted to play cards and fight the landlord, but the two people said they were too sleepy and wanted to sleep, Chen Keke had to clean up with me, and planned to sleep.
The place where they live is a small apartment, only two small rooms, I slept with Chen Keke at night, I remember that I drank too much at that time, and Chen Keke took off my clothes and shoes, but she didn't take off her autumn clothes and pants, and when I slept until midnight, I felt in a daze that my hand was stuffed into my autumn pants, it was Chen Keke's hand. Later, this guy put his hand on my breast, pinched it, and whispered that my chest muscles are quite strong and relatively lumpy, and she said that after I get married, my wife will definitely like to touch my chest muscles.
In fact, I lost weight for a while, that is, after my dad left, I was decadent, but then as my life slowly got on track, my physique recovered, and after I went to college, I gained more weight and looked stronger.
I also drank a lot at the time, but I didn't want her to touch me, on the one hand, I think Chen Keke has always been dirty, I don't know how many men have her, I dislike her, on the other hand, I feel that I can't control, such as Zhou Yixi and Guan Qingqing, so I will fall to this point today, Gao Meng is good with people, Chen Yajing's relationship with me is not as iron as before, if I don't get rid of my stinky problem, it is estimated that there will be more things in the future.
But I drank too much at the time, and Chen Keke was very angry, as a normal man, I really couldn't control it, and finally I could only let her touch me, and then I was stripped naked by Chen Keke in a daze, and then she gave me up, and she took the initiative throughout the whole process, and when I called later, the voice was quite loud, and I was very afraid that her colleagues would hear it.
When I woke up in the morning, Chen Keke snuggled in my arms, like a kitten, to be honest, when I was in junior high school, Chen Keke's appearance at that time was really speechless, but now that I am older, I have become rustic, and I have no temperament, as for what happened last night, I don't have much impression, anyway, it is certain that Chen Keke gave me up, because I was afraid that Chen Keke would be sick or something, I also hurried to the bathroom, and directly washed down with cold water. Just one word: cool.
When I came out of the bathroom, I didn't wear anything, and when I walked into the room, one of Chen Keke's colleagues also came out of another room, she was also wearing only a pants and bra, and she looked worried. Obviously didn't wake up, after she glanced at me in a daze, I clearly saw her suddenly glance at my crotch, I couldn't help laughing, as for what she laughed at, I don't know, I'm just more surprised, she is not familiar with me, wearing so little out, and after seeing me without clothes, she is so calm?
Sure enough, like gathers like things, Chen Keke is so sassy, how good can the people around her be? It's definitely sassy too.
After returning to the house, Chen Keke was still sleeping there, and after I sat on the bed, I lowered my head and fiddled with my gadgets, thinking about what Chen Keke's colleague was laughing at? What do I look weird about? In fact, when I slept with Zhou Yixi before, Zhou Yixi said, she said that my appearance was too different from her object's, saying that mine was with a hook or something, anyway, I didn't understand it very well, she asked me if I had watched "White Deer Plain", and said that the man in it was the one with a hook below. has killed several wives, and she also jokingly said that after finishing with me, she will be worried for a while, afraid that she will hang up inexplicably.
Of course, what Zhou Yixi said is a bit exaggerated, I don't think I have a lot of kung fu in bed.
Later, when I was getting dressed, Chen Keke woke up, she asked me in a daze what I was going to do, and I said I had something to do, go out.
Actually, I'm okay at all, I just don't want to stay here with Chen Keke, after all, I did something with her last night that shouldn't have been done, I'm afraid that we will be embarrassed after getting up for a while, after she came here, I drove around the city alone, and I didn't dare to turn on my mobile phone, afraid that Guan Qingqing would call me, and then I suddenly remembered that Zheng Hu was coming, so I turned on the phone and called Zheng Hu, but what I didn't expect was that Guan Qingqing called Zheng Hu early this morning and asked Zheng Hu if I was at his house.
Zheng Hu asked me what was going on. How could Guan Qingqing call him, why didn't he contact me directly, did something happen, I told Zheng Hu that it was not clear on the phone, I was going to live at his house for a few days, he was very excited, let me dare to go in, and said that his parents were still nagging vigorously. said that he missed me and asked me to live for a while, but before leaving, I reminded him that I must not let Guan Qingqing know about my visit to his house.
Zheng Hu asked me why this is, I said that I couldn't say it clearly on the phone, and I would tell you carefully when I went to your house, after hanging up the phone, Guan Qingqing's text message really came, she sent me more than a dozen text messages from yesterday to now, basically asking me where I was, and said that she didn't blame me at all, let me go home, saying that she was worried about me like this, and felt uncomfortable.