04 Mentally ill
"Hehe, Brother Bai, there is no fairness in the world, and fairness is always in the hands of powerful people." Chu Dong suddenly pulled up Bai Xiaotian with a smile.
"Fairness is in the hands of those who are powerful...... Am I not strong? Bai Xiaotian looked at Chu Dong in a daze.
"Brother Bai doesn't have it now, it doesn't mean that he won't have it in the future." Chu Dong didn't know Bai Xiaotian's strength, and thought that he said that there was no tough backstage for organic qì people's skills.
"Chu Dong......" Bai Xiaotian looked at Chu Dong with bitterness in his heart, it was not that he didn't have the strength, but he didn't want to...... It's messy, it's really messy, Bai Xiaotian's heart beat faster, his mind and thoughts were in a mess, he patted Chu Dong s shoulder and turned around.
"Brother Bai......" Chu Nanjie raised his hand, but was pressed down by Chu Dong.
"Brother Bai has been hit hard, and he needs to recover." Chu Dong looked at Bai Xiaotian who closed the door from the outside and sighed, "I was hit much lighter than him at the beginning......"
When Bai Xiaotian came out, he casually glanced at Lin Xin'er and Jon who were standing together, ignored them, and walked towards the elevator like the walking dead.
Lin Xin'er and Jon glanced at each other heavily, both of them had the urge to stop just now, but they knew that the result of stopping now might only be worse, and they had more than enough strength......
Bai Xiaotian wandered aimlessly on the street, it was really aimless, he wanted to see his mother but didn't dare to go, if he had ...... It's just that the problem was exposed too early, but it's a pity that he chose his obsession, and now he is reflecting on whether his choice is right or wrong, but the facts have been promoted, and the repentance is useless, whether it is right or wrong, he has to accept it, and then he found that he can accept it when it has not become a reality, but when it becomes a reality, he can't accept it in his heart, and he now really understands what it means to be a contradictory person.
"Mom, I'm going home, I don't want to read anymore, I really don't want to read anymore." The voice of a girl next to her made Bai Xiaotian look at it suddenly.
"Mom, the school doesn't arrange internships, money, money, yes, the internship unit gives us a salary, but we only took 200, and the other 800 have to be handed in, and 1,000 a month is counted, but only 200 really fall into our hands, which is not fair." The girl excitedly said her grievances on the phone, "Mom, think about it, the tuition you pay to the school is from the school, and we have eight floors of internship work that are also from the school, Mom, we are here to study, not to work, and my major is not compatible with the internship profession at all, is this still an internship?" Mom, I don't want to study anymore, I want to go home...... Mother...... Listen to me...... Mom......"
Bai Xiaotian didn't know why he stood next to the public phone and watched the girl call, watched her shed tears of grievance, and watched her hang up the phone and cry with tears in her eyes.
"Mom...... Why don't you listen to my explanation......" The girl covered her lips and cried, and when she turned around, she didn't even look at Bai Xiaotian and ran away with boundless grievances covering her mouth and crying.
In fact, the girl has nothing to do with Bai Xiaotian at all, Bai Xiaotian, who has been walking for an unknown amount of time, looked up at the sky that began to darken and couldn't help but be stunned, time flies so fast......
Does regret work? "Huh." Bai Xiaotian looked at the sky and laughed self-deprecatingly, since he has decided, he will bear it, the direction is his own choice, and since he has chosen, he will go on.
Bai Xiaotian didn't want to think about his mother anymore, his heart hurt when he thought of her, but he didn't change his direction, it would hurt to find pain for a short time, he chose a short pain among the two pains, he believed that the above would be more protective of his family from letting them be hurt, at least until they figured out their strength.
Bai Xiaotian felt a lightness on his body, and looked at the girl who was away with a smile, and suddenly wanted to relax, he smiled and walked in the direction she left.
There is no bloody plot, the girl is sitting in the leisure area of the community, she sits silently on the chair and lies on the table, just as Bai Xiaotian approached, a waiter gave her a cup of milk tea.
"Give me a cup too, coffee-flavored, ice-frozen." Bai Xiaotian said that the waiter who was about to leave said and sat next to the girl.
"There's a seat over there." The girl's cheeks were still wet, and she glanced at her hand and pointed to the side to remind him that the spot next to her was still empty.
"yes, the seat is still empty, and sitting will only make you empty." Bai Xiaotian looked at the sky and smiled, did not look back at the girl but looked up at the sky, "The sky is also empty at this time......"
"Then I'll give you my place." The girl took the milk tea and left the position to sit in the empty seat next to her.
"Hehe, you're very aggrieved?" Bai Xiaotian didn't move, the positions of the two people were very close, and he glanced at the girl.
"What's the matter with you?" The girl lowered her head and looked at the milk tea, "Is it useful to be wronged?" ”
"Everyone lives with grievances, is grievances useful? Hehe, that's my problem too. Bai Xiaotian thought about himself and shook his head with a sigh, he had strength but didn't dare to show it, he could only pretend to be a backer to make people scruples, but he chose the road but was full of ......
"What do you have to be wronged by as a big man?" Don't doubt the girl's intuition, the girl feels that the feeling that Bai Xiaotian brings her is a feeling of grievance and helplessness.
"Hehe, you don't understand, when you know but don't want to stop it, and the pain caused by the result, will you doubt your choice?" Bai Xiaotian withdrew his eyes from the sky and looked at the girl.
"Knowing but not wanting to stop it and knowing but not being able to stop it are two different things, you are completely asking for hardship, you should swallow this grievance yourself." After the girl finished speaking, she looked at him pitifully with a straw in her mouth, a person who was more pitiful than herself.
"Hehe, you're right, since you have chosen, don't be afraid of failure, besides, I haven't failed yet, have I?" Bai Xiaotian smiled, and his heart was much more relaxed, which was different from the feeling that Grace confided in her heart, "It's just that it hurts a little on the way." ”
"At least you choose it yourself......" The girl remembered her grievances and came to her heart, tears appearing in her eyes.
"Hey, you're not, aren't you?" Bai Xiaotian directly pulled the stool and sat on the girl's side.
"You at least have the right to choose, I don't even have the right to choose...... the girl felt more aggrieved than before, and cried directly on the table.
"Hey, hey, don't cry, don't cry, if you cry again, I'll leave, you see that some people see you like this and think I'm bullying you." Bai Xiaotian hurriedly took out a tissue and stuffed it to the girl, but he didn't expect that he still had panic disorders about the girl crying.
"If you want to go, you can go, I don't know you, what's the matter with you?" The girl wiped her tears with a tissue, bit her lip and glared at Bai Xiaotian.
"Alas...... You say that I have the right to choose, why don't you have the right to choose, the power to choose is all on your own. Bai Xiaotian immediately pulled up the topic to attract the girl.
"Why am I telling you this, we don't know each other, what do you want to do?" The girl stood up directly and distanced the two of them.
"Hehe, what do I want to do...... I don't know what I want to do......" Bai Xiaotian shook his head and looked at the girl, "I don't regret my choice, but when I was sad about my choice, I met someone who was also wronged, hehe, I just want to sit down and share, isn't it said that the audience is the best releaser?" ”
"What do you mean?" The girl looked at Bai Xiaotian vigilantly.
"Just like you said just now, I have the ability to stop the damage from happening, but I don't think I can stop the continuous damage from happening once, I chose to hurt once, do you think I'm stupid, I'm looking for a reason, a ...... One...... A reason for me to fight back...... "Bai Xiaotian was bitter and didn't know how to describe it.
"Reason...... The reason to fight back? Do you mean that you have the power to hurt people, but you have to give yourself a reason to hurt them? The girl's brows furrowed, and she looked at Bai Xiaotian more vigilantly, "Are you mentally sick?" ”
"Psychologically ill...... Is this a mental illness? Bai Xiaotian was stunned.
"Yes, look at you, if you have the ability, you can stop it, why do you have to fight back after being injured? You also hurt and the other party hurts, what's the difference between this and being one? The girl frowned, no matter how she looked at Bai Xiaotian, she didn't look like a mentally ill person, she just sat there and didn't have any bad behavior.
"Hehe, I know, but I also know that I can stop it once, I can't stop it thousands of times, rather than prevent it thousands of times, it is better to hurt once, so that the other party does not dare to hurt you again." Bai Xiaotian took the iced coffee and milk tea handed over by the waiter, and nodded his thanks.
"Then you are still wronged, as long as the other party doesn't dare to hurt you in the future, your pain is the same, like an injection, a shot will be fine." The girl saw that Bai Xiaotian was not a dangerous person and took a seat, but she distanced herself a little.
"Hehe, am I still mentally ill?" Bai Xiaotian smiled.
"Hmm...... How so...... You're just an extreme idea, you're a dangerous person, it's better not to mess with radical people. The girl looked at Bai Xiaotian and took a sip of milk tea.
"And you're still sitting here?" Bai Xiaotian looked at the girl and smiled, isn't she afraid of sitting in front of someone she can't provoke?
"Cut, did I mess with you?" The girl smiled, and the smile on her still wet face made people feel different.
"You'd better wipe it." Bai Xiaotian smiled and pushed the tissue over.
"You have to take care of it." The girl's face stiffened after smiling, and she looked at the tissue and touched her cheek, and the undried tears on her face ...... Grievances reappeared.