Without waiting for Jiang Lingyun to make a move, Zhao Gang raised his hand and slapped her in the face, with great force, and without defense, Jiang Lingyun was pumped back a few steps, stumbled under his feet, and fell to the ground.

Jiang Lingyun was stunned by this slap, and looked at him in a daze, Zhao Gang's anger in his heart was even greater, and he roared angrily: "Jiang Lingyun, have you ever thought about what your family will do if you die like this, what will your parents do?!" ”

Jiang Lingyun didn't answer, Zhao Gang's emotions were a little out of control, he made up his mind, if he couldn't explain the truth to her tonight, he would beat her until she understood, since she wanted to die, then he would fulfill her, he would rather kill her with his own hands than see her kill herself.

"Your parents have raised you for decades, for you to eat, for you to drink, for you to study, and the army has trained you for more than ten years, how do you repay your parents and the army?

If life deceives you,

Don't be sad, don't be anxious!

Calm down on a gloomy day:

Believe it, happy days will come!

The heart is always yearning for the future;

Now it's often melancholy.

Everything is instantaneous, everything will pass;

And what has passed will become a cordial nostalgia.

At the beginning, who told me this poem, who said that you should be a strong person, isn't it just a man, it's hard to find a three-legged toad in the world, and there are many men with two legs!

Just because two men don't like you and don't marry you, you can't think about it, looking for death and life, don't you feel ashamed of your behavior?

You are not even as good as my sister, my sister is not good-looking, but she is stronger than you, braver than you, and her family forced her to marry a widowed man, and she dared to run away. She likes a man, that person is studying, she opened a bun shop near the school, that person was framed by my mother and calculated, she dared to marry another man to protect him.

Do you see it! What is it like to love one, to be good to him, to give without asking for anything in return, to want him to live happily and happily with all one's heart, not to imprison him in the name of love!

Think about it, over the years, you have kept saying that you love the battalion commander and Doctor Qin, have you done anything for him, have you paid anything for him, have you not! ”

Jiang Lingyun sat on the ground, staring at him blankly, at this moment, her mind was clear, there was no Xiao Zhanguo, no Qin Feng, only shame.

Yes, he was right, she was wrong, she was so wrong.

She wanted to cry, but she couldn't cry, she felt very ashamed, raised her hand and slapped herself twice, what he said was deafening, and it made her sober all of a sudden.

Think about what she's been doing and thinking all these years!

The reason why she likes to be a soldier and want to be a military doctor is for sacrifice and dedication, she hates the little girl who talks about love and love all day long since she was a child, but now she has become the kind of person she looks down on the most.

She has admired her mother the most since she was a child, and she hopes that when she grows up, she can be like her mother, save lives and help the wounded, and protect every soldier who defends the motherland with her own hands.

But today, what did she do!

If it weren't for Zhao Gang, she would even want to die, crying, making trouble and hanging herself, in her opinion, it was all done by shrews, and now she is actually developing in the direction of shrews.

At this moment, a full moon slowly rose in the sky, breaking away the layers of dark clouds and illuminating the entire earth, all the mountains and rivers.