My mind is endlessly expanding, and this expansion is completely uncontrolled by the ego, but as if there is some great force that kneades and stretches it like plasticine, shaping it into various forms. My mind was endlessly diverging, and this divergence frightened me, and made me feel as if I saw never-ending mysteries, as if these mysteries constituted the essence of the world, and these mysteries were surrounded by more mysteries, related, and described all kinds of incredible things in addition to the reality of the world. Those things are so weird and terrifying that a person's life can become small and meaningless when they are put into it.

So, huge negative emotions grew in my psyche, and I could feel how these despairs and madness grew out of nothing, like a seed, sown in the fertile soil—a mystery that seems to never find an answer, and that has no end to the number is the nourishment—and thrives rapidly under the water of a never-ending divergent and expanding mind. Its roots penetrated every piece of my flesh, its branches and leaves spread through the nerves and veins, replacing every bit of "me" that made up "me".

I felt myself distorted by hallucinations and auditory hallucinations, and what was even more frightening was that the distortion could not make me feel that it was just an illusion. Therefore, I realized that I had to reverse this trend, at least, to the extent that I could, to move the direction of my mind - maybe the trend of divergent and expanding thinking could not be changed, but a little more effort would make the worst, even the worst that I could not have imagined, come a point later.

So, I began to imagine the battle between Saya and the Four Heavenly Temples, Father Edward, and Novsky. I can't observe this battle subjectively, but perhaps there is a mysterious force that causes the mind to diverge and expand. I can really "see" something -- and that's the overlap between imagination and reality. In common sense, there will always be a considerable difference between what is imagined and what actually exists, but in my imagination at this moment, I try to make myself believe in an intuitive way. There is no discrepancy between what you imagine and what you actually do. Only by believing in this way can I not give up such behavior.

I know that my imagination, the amount and depth of my imagination at this moment, is not to observe the battle of the Four Heavenly Courtyards, Father Edward, and Novsky, but only to do something simpler—to save myself.

It was the only fire that was still flickering in the midst of a great storm of madness and despair.

I began to describe the scene, which was presented in my mind in a visual but vague way, as if I was in a strange dream. And then. Everything in this dream, in an unpredictable metamorphosis, has lost its form and has become a metaphysical meaning that can only be used to feel. These meanings are described by symbolic words that seem fragmented, but each word carries a deep meaning, and the casual combination of words and words brings new and deeper meanings, and those words that are already known begin to expand their concepts. And new words are being born, and a lot of new ones are being given. It is to describe the concept of this battle more profoundly.

The concepts that I know and the concepts that I don't seem to understand converge into a huge torrent that is surging and washing through my mind. The pressure it brought me out of that hopelessness and madness to some extent - I felt like I was getting more time. At least until this imaginary battle is over, until a more realistic, directly observable factual result is returned, and you will not be turned into a crazy and desperate monster that even destroys oneself by the endlessly divergent and deteriorating mind.

I can be in this imaginary battlefield. Describe the condition of the Four Heavenly Courtyard Coconut, Father Edward, and Novsky from a godlike perspective as if they were characters in my novels.

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The Four Heavenly Yuan Jia Coconut knows very well that he has only one opponent.

Although he was just such a person, he was the most incredible and immeasurable existence among the mysterious experts she had ever seen, and the power of 999 in disguise played an unimaginable but reasonable role in a special environment, and these effects were linked one after another, chain growth, constantly making the black water disappear, making Saya grow, and making the entire warring environment change in the direction that was most favorable to Father Edward himself.

There is a large amount of gray mist on the peninsula but there are no demons, precisely because Father Edward's 999 disguise has reached a state where he completely controls the creation of demons within an inherent realm, which he calls "lawlessness".

In the real sense, it was Novsky, who was called the "child of destiny" who had not been able to manifest his due role in stopping Father Edward. After excluding the fact that Novsky is the holder of the power of the repeater, or rather, a mobile terminal for the power of the repeater to unleash, Novsky is actually very ordinary, does not possess mysteries, and does not have the qualities that a mystical expert should have. He is like a strange man who has been transformed in one breath from the occult, but even if he is just a strange person, he has the power of a strange person. Perhaps premeditated, or predestined, his best form of light man made him in a sense "the closest" to Father Edward, but the exact "opposite" of him. And his other best power, "Dimensionality Reduction", also happens to pull the incredible produced by 999 in disguise to the same level as himself.

Novsky made the battle relatively "equal". So that Father Edward, who should have risen up from the ground up and finally reached the untouchable place of the Four Heavenly Courtyards, was still in a certain sense still in a situation where he could be attacked, and he had to fight back at an equal level. To put it more simply, what Novsky did was "to bring the enemy to the level of stupidity like himself, and then rely on his vast experience and the combined force of the two to defeat him."

The process is so complex that even in my imagination, there is no concrete vision. Countless words are like code flowing through my brain, and every minute and every second is composing new descriptions, and all I can remember is a stream in a huge torrent, or just a few droplets in a stream that seem to be a little different. The plan for District 51 succeeded, and Novsky became "Son of Destiny" as he called it. At a certain moment in this battlefield here and now, it has become the key to determining the victory or defeat, and the key to this victory or defeat is regarded as the key to the ownership of the entire Las Vegas repeater, and even has become a lever to have the opportunity to leverage the world victory and defeat that is happening in the apocalyptic fantasy.

Novsky is like an incredible neutralizer. Neutralizing the difference between oil and water, Father Edward could not stand on a level similar to the "creator" to manipulate the internal mechanisms of Blackwater and Saya, and also allowed the Four Heavenly Courtyard Coconut to stand in the perspective of a weak person and get the opportunity to hurt the strong in a real sense - to put it figuratively, the gap between the Four Heavenly Courtyard Coconut and Father Edward under normal circumstances will become a gap between "man" and "god" at some stage, however. It was Novsky's strength that forced Father Edward, who was equivalent to a "god", to degenerate to the level of "man" and accept the challenge of "man".

Yes, the power that Novsky showed at this time is no longer "dimensionality reduction", but more accurate expression, "downgrading". In past battles, Novsky has shown this level of strength. It will definitely make more people dumbfounded, but. Probably for Area 51, it is not necessary to show this power to characters other than the goal of "Father Edward", and it will even affect the entire combat strategy.

It was as if Novsky was born for this moment, whether it was the person he was. Or is it that this power of his, and the mystery of this power, exists for the purpose of targeting Father Edward. In my imagination, I "saw" how he turned into a beam of light and wrapped around Father Edward's body. None of the nine hundred and ninety-nine disguises could get rid of the entanglement of this beam of light in the first place, and they could not get rid of their own degradation. This time downgrading, time seems to be meaningless, it seems to be a moment, and it seems to be a long time, and there is only one point of confirmation, that is, it is enough for the Four Heavenly Yuan Gaconuts to complete a Jedi counterattack.

So, the Four Heavenly Courtyard Gaconuts fought back, not using the power of the black water, nor fighting for control of the black water, but only her own, the purest and most essential mystery, which she had accumulated through various mysterious events in the past, gathered together, and evolved into concepts that I could not even comprehend - in my imagination, the words describing this concept were new, unseen, as if they had been created improvly, with great personality and pertinence, and these words formed words and sentences, Of course, I can't fully understand the meaning.

It's almost like confronting the language of a doomsday truth wizard for the first time. Every occult expert knows that the language and script used by the wizards of the Doomsday Shinrikyo are completely different from the language and script of the existing and historically existing social civilizations, and it is a completely new thing. This unique, different from the past novelty, also represents the mystery of wizards to a great extent.

The Four Heavenly Courtyard Coconuts were doing something like this, except that she was not creating, but only all the mysteries that had accumulated in the past, and under her will, against Father Edward's enemy, it naturally evolved into something completely new and completely out of the other's comprehension - even for a moment, Father Edward could not understand, could not resist, could not resist the effect that had already been produced.

It was precisely because Father Edward had to deal with not one force against himself, but two, that his defeat came. Whether it is the Four Heavenly Courtyard Coconuts or Novsky, there are more mystical experts and mystical organizations behind it, and they all create this miraculous moment. Father Edward was reduced to ashes in the midst of this targeted arrangement and hostility directed at him alone, just as countless Grey Mist demons had been slain.

And Novsky, at the moment when this terrible enemy disappeared, also completely disintegrated as a beam of light. His disappearance was like burning out his existence in this world, and it was only after burning out that he had the power to degrade and restrain Father Edward in that moment.

At the moment of Father Edward's death, Kurosui and Saya completely unfettered were completely fused, and then, the Four Heavenly Temples Gacoco also lost its form and became part of this final product, or rather, the only and dominant part of consciousness. Imaginary words keep emerging, telling the way of existence of the Four Heavenly Courtyard Coconut, which is the subjective consciousness and superficial consciousness of this ultimate monster formed by the fusion of Black Water and Saya, and may not really completely control this monster, but just like humans, more often than not, it is the subjective and superficial consciousness that guides the body's actions, and the subconscious part controls the details of the body's internal activities.

In this sense, there is no ambiguity in thinking that the Four Heavenly Courtyard Gaco is this monster.

I suddenly woke up from my trance, the imaginary battlefield vanished like a bubble, and the thoughts that seemed to be endlessly diverging and expanding collapsed and contracted in an indescribable length of time. I felt dizzy, but I could clearly feel that the crazy, desperate, and terrifying thing had returned to the unfathomable darkness of the deep sea as the tide receded. The tentacles and voices outside the hallucinatory human mind were also imperceptibly lurking again on the outside of the mind - I could no longer imagine and perceive them.

The sky and the earth are back to normal again, no, they haven't been normal, but at least they're not even confused, dreamlike anymore, with a strong sense of materiality and reality. The abstract Saya has also changed back to a more tangible image that can be directly observed, and the biggest difference from the previous image is that her face has become the face of the Four Heavenly Courtyard Coconut, which is full of humanity and conforms to human aesthetics, making Saya at this time more like a giant, a gigantic goblin with six wings, and a huge Four Heavenly Courtyard Coconut.

The image of Shitenin Gacoko and her image as "Maria in Red" in the past are different from those of Asian race and European and American races, but now when she appears in this huge form, she perfectly combines the characteristics of the two and becomes like a half-breed. (To be continued.) )