Extra-11 The self-esteem of young people

"He hit you, are you hurt?" After a long time, my mother checked my whole body before she asked me.

"No, I almost bumped into it, it scared me, it's okay, what about my dad, why are you the only one who came back?" Every year on the Qingming Festival, I have to go to the graves of my ancestors, which is a very important festival in my hometown.

"Your father is waiting at your sister-in-law's house, let's go to your sister-in-law's house for a night, and tomorrow morning we will go back to the village and go to the grave of your grandparents." My mother took me for a while, and asked uneasily, "Are you really fine, do you want to go to the hospital for a check-up?" ”

"No, it's fine." Of course I will be fine, the car did not hit me at all.

"Tingting, don't be afraid to spend money, there are acquaintances in the hospital, take a film, check it briefly, it won't cost much!"

"Mom, it's really okay, I'm hungry, hurry up and go to my sister-in-law's house!" I urged my mother to hurry up.

I have a lot of relatives, all of whom live in the county, so many that I can't count two slaps, but unfortunately I have never been to a relative's house to eat, let alone go to a relative's house to live.

I don't like the feeling of being under the fence, my parents actually earn a lot of money outside every year, some of the money didn't arrive in the end, and most of the rest of the money was paid off, and the huge debt made my parents very stressed, which I understand.

But if I don't study, what can I do at my age, go to work in the factory, or go to the restaurant as a waiter, maybe it's okay, but I'm not reconciled.

My parents gave me living expenses, and I kept saving no matter how hungry I was, thinking that one day, my parents really didn't want to continue to provide for me to study, and I could use that money to support me.

When I arrived at my sister-in-law's house, my brother-in-law hadn't come back yet, only my sister-in-law was home alone, she was sitting in the living room and chatting with my dad, my sister-in-law had already eaten, she asked me what I thought, and I said noodles.

While cooking, my brother-in-law came back, and he said hello and chatted with my dad while watching TV.

After eating, I went to rest, my parents did a day's train, I was already very tired, my parents slept in the guest room, my mother and sister-in-law slept in the bedroom, I slept alone in the study, my sister-in-law's house was more than 100 square meters, and it was the house of the sister-in-law's unit.

I lay in a strange bed, and everything in the room was so exquisite and gorgeous that I seemed out of place here, and the self-esteem of young people was always very strong.

I got up and went to the bathroom, locked the door, put my fingers down my throat, pressed hard, felt so sick that I vomited the noodles I had just eaten.

Looking at the noodles that I spat out, my nausea intensified, and I spit out again until my mouth was full of bitter bile, and I stood up.

In the mirror, I was so embarrassed that tears had already blurred my eyes, and I knew that they were not tears of humiliation, but just the instinctive reaction of the body to nausea and vomiting, and these tears had nothing to do with any emotion.

I washed up, flushed off the filth in the toilet, and smiled in the mirror that I thought was the most perfect, and no matter how uncomfortable I was, I wouldn't cry.

At least, I won't cry in this place.

On the way back to the room, the living room was pitch black, only the outside light shone in through the thick curtains, I groped my way back, trying not to make a sound, borrowing someone else's house, if I made any more noise until the owner rested, it would be too undeserved.

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