After passing through this forest, there is a meadow. At this time, it was almost dusk, and Najie said that at this rate, he would not be able to climb the mountain in front of him that day, so he would simply camp here and hurry again tomorrow.

Everyone quickly set up their tents and went about finding their own way to pass the time. Ah Mei dragged me along the creek towards the end of the meadow.

My sister and I stood on the fairytale meadow, looking at the alpine flowers such as primrose, iris, gentian, green velvet artemisia, and artemisia ma.

We lay on a meadow, surrounded by blooming flowers, smelling the fragrance of flowers, feeling the kindness of the earth,

Look at the sheer sky. Only in such a pure place can there be such a pure blue sky.

The sky here is blue, a strange hue unlike any other place. The sky here is so blue that it's hard to describe in words, and it's even weird. In the middle of that blue sky, there is a long blue blue, so blue that it is a little mysterious, so blue that it makes people full of endless reverie. This blue spreads from the center to the four sides, and with the gradient of color, it becomes a clean, unadorned, and impurity-free blue, blue enough to purify the body and mind. In the surrounding area, the blue color changed into a translucent color. Looking at the sky here, the sky looks like a huge blue vault on top of the mountains. The blue vault will make people can't help but think about what kind of sky will be behind the vault.

I lay on my back among the flowers, and it seemed as if the blue sky was approaching, and I felt that I could touch it with my hands. So I stretched out my hands and wanted to touch the dome so blue that it filled with endless reverie.

Lying on the grass and listening to the melodious sounds of the wind as it drifts away. The sound is sometimes soothing, sometimes agitated, sometimes lingering, sometimes almost inaudible. My whole heart was enchanted by the stunning scenery. I don't know where I belong anymore, I can't see myself, I can't feel my presence. Only a soft, warm wind blew by. Let yourself slide from one space to another.

In this space, the flowers are full of colors, some are as passionate as fire, and some are as crystal as jade. In another space, some of the flowers are made up of heavy makeup, some are elegant, some are bright-eyed and bright-toothed, and they have their own style and demeanor.

At this moment, in the depths of time, the years are quiet!

Ah Mei closed her eyes and said, "This feels so good." It makes people want to be like this, in such a place, in such a lazy time, and only smell the fragrance of flowers in the sun. A pot of tea among the flowers, not to talk about human affairs. Forget the joys and sorrows of life, and fight against the day. Let the sun be warmer, let the wind be gentle, let time be slower, and ...... slower"

When I was intoxicated by the beauty of this world, Ah Mei, who was sitting next to me, seemed to feel some coolness, she wrapped her jacket and leaned closer to me.

Ah Mei gently pushed me with her elbow and said, "Hey, why don't you speak?" Are you still mad at me that day? ”

I said, "I'm just a little upset, but I'm not angry." ”

Ah Mei lowered her head, "Am I not paying enough attention to you?" ”

I said, "You know?!" ”

Ah Mei said, "Maybe I idealized the relationship between us. I have always felt that lovers should not only understand me and I understand you, but also have a tacit understanding that no matter what happens, they will naturally understand each other and believe each other. At this point, I may be lacking. ”

I said, "I agree with you, I'm not good enough at this." On that day, for example, I just took it for granted. In my subconscious, I just think that my decisions should be understood, supported, and consistent. But I didn't think about the problem from your point of view, and when something didn't meet my psychological expectations, I just got angry, and instead of solving the problem, it made things worse. ”

Ah Mei said, "What happened that day, first of all, I was not good. I should ask you what you think first, instead of relying on my subjective assumption that I know you understand you, and emotionalize the things at work. ”

I said, "You can't be blamed for that. You are emotionalizing the things of work, but I am working on the things of feelings. In fact, if I hadn't been angry with you at that time and told you the ins and outs of the matter in detail, I believe that the subsequent unhappiness between us would not have happened. ”

Ah Mei said, "Are we doing self-reflection? ”

I said, "I want us to be open and honest and say what we really think." ”

Ah Mei said, "Agreed, starting with you." ”

I said, "Why start with me?" ”

Ah Mei said, "You proposed it, of course it has to start with you." Otherwise, how can you show your sincerity? ”

I shook my head to myself, in this kind of circular debate, men are never women's opponents. I said, "Okay, I guess, where to start?" ”

Ah Mei didn't think about it, she opened her mouth and said, "Let's start with the events of that day." ”

Looking at Ah Mei's expression at the moment, I seem to have fallen into her calculations.

I didn't think about it, so I said, "Okay." "I didn't intend to hide this from Ah Mei, if it wasn't for the way she did that day that made me feel a little disgusted, I would have told her a long time ago. I don't deny that between me and Ah Mei, I think, or rather hope, that no matter what happens, we will stand with each other unconditionally, without the need for explanation, and there is no need for explanation. Because we are heart-to-heart with each other. But it turned out to be the opposite, we all idealized this feeling, and this emotion, on which we had high hopes, proved to be fragile in the face of reality, and was overestimated by us.

I said, "The reason why I resigned as a team leader was, to put it bluntly, based on two factors. The first factor is that I no longer have the ability to control the expedition. Most of the people on the expedition team had ignored my presence, and I was actually dispensable. ”

Ah Mei was a little surprised and said, "Why do you think so? It's not like the usual words that you say with confidence and can afford to put it down. When did you also become aware of some problems and immediately dodged? ”

I said, "When I say this, I'm not giving up or not wanting to be responsible. But if something goes wrong, I don't have the ability to take it. "I told Ah Mei that Professor Luo had been recognized by Ruoyu and found Li Lili in private, and Li Lili asked the tribal leader to arrange this trip to the temple under my banner. I looked at Ah Mei, "Don't say you don't know anything about this. I had already agreed to help you arrange this trip to the temple, so why would you take this approach? ”