Chu Yulan lay on the side of the bed, took Xiao Zhanguo's hand, buried her face in his palm, and told him all the words that had been hidden in her heart for so long, and big tears slid down her cheeks and flowed into Xiao Zhanguo's hot palm.

"Xiao Zhanguo, you said that you will always accompany me, you are a soldier, you have to keep your promise, you can't lie to me."

"Xiao Zhanguo, do you know? Every time you want to leave, I especially don't want to be separated from you, but I don't dare to be willful, I don't dare to leave you, I know that the motherland and the people need you more. ”

"Sometimes I often think, maybe when you get old, you can't carry it and grab it, and when you can't run, you will go home and truly belong to me. But I didn't expect this day to come so soon, so suddenly, and I tell you, if you die, I will never live alone. ”

"I'll sing you a song, you haven't heard me sing, in fact, I'm not bad at singing, you have to prick up your ears and listen, otherwise you won't want to listen to me in the future!"

Sit back to back on the carpet*Listen to music and talk about wishes*You want me to be more and more gentle*I want you to put me in my heart*You said you want to send me a romantic dream*Thank you for taking you to heaven*Even if it takes a lifetime to complete*As long as I tell you, you will remember and forget*The most romantic thing I can think of* is to grow old with you* Collect bits and pieces of laughter along the way*Stay in the rocking chair and talk slowly* The most romantic thing I can think of* is to grow old with you* Until we are too old to go anywhere* You still regard me as a treasure in the palm of your hand......"

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Chu Yulan said all the good words and cruel words, and thought of all the methods she could think of, but Xiao Zhan Guo did not show the slightest sign of soberness, the tears on her face flowed silently, and dried up unconsciously, and her voice gradually became hoarse!

"Poof!"

Chu Yulan knelt on the ground, clasped her hands together, and made a sincere wish: "The gods and Buddhas are above, the Bodhisattvas of the heavens are the witnesses, and the believer Chu Yulan is willing to trust her life, I just hope that Xiao Zhan Guo can wake up as soon as possible!" ”

Afterwards, Chu Yulan read aloud: "That's what I heard." For a while, the Buddha was defending the country. Gishu to the Garden of Solitude. with the great bhikshu congregation. 1,250 people. Then the world. When eating. Dressed and bowled. Settle in the city and beg for food. in its city. The second begging has begged. Return to the Locality. Meals. Collect the mantle. Wash your feet already. Sit on a seat. ”

She can recite the scriptures completely, only, at this time, she is helpless, she can only turn to the gods and Buddhas, and can only pin all her hopes on the bodhisattva.

What Chu Yulan did today, if it was her in her previous life, it was impossible for her to do it, she was calm and rational in her previous life, and never pinned any hope on the ethereal immortals.

But now she is willing to do this, as long as Xiao Zhanguo can wake up, she is willing to do anything, even if she wants her to die immediately, she is also willing.

Please forgive her selfishness, she doesn't want to live in the world so lonely, Xiao Zhanguo is stronger than her, braver than her, if only one of the two can live, Xiao Zhanguo has to live, and those loneliness and loneliness will be left to him.

In an instant, the Buddha of heaven and earth did not exist, everything seemed to have disappeared, and Chu Yulan had only one thought in her heart, that is, reciting Buddhist scriptures. She believes that Xiao Zhan Guo will not give up on herself, she believes that as long as she does not give up, she will always be moved by the gods and Buddhas, and miracles will definitely appear.

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