I didn't feel sleepy at all, so I picked up my phone and sent a circle of friends, "I have some troubles, and if I lose them, I will have a chance to be light." This is a line from My Neighbor Totoro.

I couldn't sleep, so I turned on the music player on my phone and put on my headphones, and tuned a song I liked very much. A clear and free female voice sounded in her ears.

“ I messed up tonight I lost another fight

I still mess up but I'll just start again

I keep falling down I keep on hitting the ground

I always get up now to see what's next

Birds don't just fly they fall down and get up

Nobody learns without getting it won

I won't give up no I won't give in

TilI l reach the end and then I'll start again

No I won't leave I wanna try everything

I wanna try even though I could fail……”

Tian Liqing likes this song very much, every time she listens to this song, she feels comfortable, she lies down and hums.

"No I won't leave, I want to try everything...... her dictionary has both defeats and victories, but she is definitely not a loser.

After a long time, a thick sleepiness came, and she fell asleep in a daze. was woken up by Li Hui at six o'clock in the morning, closed her eyes and slowly touched the phone, opened one eye slightly and looked at the time, it was only six o'clock, and her mouth responded: "Immediately, immediately..." The voice became smaller and smaller, and she fell asleep again.

After half an hour, Li Hui didn't see her out of the room, and began to shout again: "Tian Liqing, you haven't gotten up yet, you're still sleeping, and you're full of flesh." ”

She was awakened by Li Hui's roar and heard the last words Li Hui said: "Grow a body of flesh." As if she had received some command, she immediately bounced up from the bed, changed her clothes as quickly as she could, and rushed out of the room to the bathroom to brush her teeth and wash her face.

After everything was ready, I said hello to Li Hui and went out, went to run in the park next to the community, met a lot of familiar neighbors along the way, she greeted them warmly, she was so old and twenty years old, of course, the neighbors inevitably asked her about her boyfriend, she smiled at each other embarrassedly, in order to avoid these gossip ladies to introduce her to single men and arrange blind dates, she replied to everyone who asked her this question: "I have a boyfriend." ”

As a result, the neighbors began to ask where the boyfriend was, what he was doing, and a lot of things. Her mother didn't care about her lifelong happiness, and a group of neighbors followed.

"Oda, did you bring your boyfriend back this time? Brought it back and showed it to us. Aunt Liu next door asked with a smile, and the aunts next to her also accosted, "Yes, show us." ”

"No, I'll bring it back next time." She was very embarrassed and said nonsense, where is she going to find a boyfriend to come out.

Seeing that Aunt Liu was going to continue to ask, she said before Aunt Liu spoke: "Auntie, I still have to leave beforehand." He smiled and walked quickly to the park when he arrived with his aunts.

Along the way, I kept thinking that I was twenty years old, and I didn't have a boyfriend, so I really can't escape the blind date in the future, ah no, I must be thin, and if I lose weight, there will be a lot of men, hahahaha, but no one chased her when she wasn't fat before, and I was even sadder when I thought about it.

She wanted to turn her grief and anger into motivation and start running. Running and running inexplicably looked to the side, the person was not there, I felt a little unaccustomed, I shook my head, what was she thinking.

I don't know how long she ran, her legs were sore and swollen, she slowly stopped, went to buy a cage of xiaolongbao, a cup of soy milk, and went home to take a bath after eating and drinking.

took a shower, picked up his phone and sent a message to Wen Meng, "Do you have time, go out with me." ”

I received a reply immediately, "Well, I haven't gotten up yet, let's go in the afternoon, it's almost four o'clock, let's have dinner together." ”

"I'm lazy, we'll call when the time comes, and I'll watch TV." After replying to the message, she walked to the living room, and as soon as she sat down, her mother began to call her again, "Qingqing, sweep and drag the floor at home, and always be idle and don't do things and want to grow meat." ”

“…… Good. "She succumbed to the flesh on her body.

She was sweeping the floor there, Tian Liyang was watching TV there, and eating potato chips, she also wanted to eat a little, watching Tian Liyang watch TV seriously, she sneaked her hand towards the coffee table, and touched it, hehe, when she was about to take it, Tian Liyang's hand grabbed the potato chip packaging bag.

"Tian Liqing, what are you doing?"

"Didn't do anything." She was still very calm when she was caught.

"You still want to eat, do you know how high this calorie is, dead fat." Tian Liyang said with disgust in his mouth.

“…… You're going to die. She slapped him on the back and heard him snort, which relieved her. In the future, don't call me by my name, call me sister, good brother. ”

"Tian Liqing." Tian Liyang glared at her and roared angrily.

She hurriedly ran to her mother, she was afraid that her brother would beat her, after all, the two of them had been beaten since childhood, but now it is not as good as before, her brother used to be beaten, but now it is the same as taking hormones, she is so tall and strong as an ox, she will definitely not be able to beat him.

"Mom, Tian Liyang wants to beat me." She hid behind Li Hui and said aggrievedly. After speaking, he stuck out his tongue at Tian Liyang and put on an ugly face.

"I don't care about you, you quickly sweep the floor."

"Mom, how can you be like this, can you bear to see your daughter being beaten." She pretended to be very sad and looked at Li Hui with watery eyes, but Li Hui still didn't react and didn't want to pay attention to her.

Tian Liyang over there gave her a middle finger. She rolled her eyes and continued to sweep the floor.

When the housework was done, it was almost ten o'clock, and it was finally time to rest, she collapsed on the sofa, watched a few episodes of TV, and Li Hui asked them to eat.

"Mom, you actually cooked today, I finally came back once, why did you eat the food you cooked." She was desperate.

"What's wrong with my cooking, I'm going to poison you?" Li Hui glared at her viciously.

"No, no, your fried food is delicious, but it's a little worse than Dad's." She was frightened by Li Hui's eyes, and gestured to Li Hui a little bit.

"Hurry up and eat." Tian Shiyuan looked at the mother and daughter and smiled.

She hurriedly buried her head in hard work, no, she buried her head in hard work. After eating a meal quietly, after cleaning up, she played with Tian Shiyuan and Tian Liyang to fight the landlord, her first few handfuls were quite smooth, she kept winning, and she had to draw patterns on her face when she lost, looking at her father and her brother's faces, she laughed, Tian Liyang couldn't see her like this.

"Don't be happy, you're going to lose badly."

"Hmph, who's afraid of whom." She looked up defiantly.

A few more hits...... As a result, Tian Liyang had a crow's mouth and a broken mouth, she kept losing, and her whole face was almost empty.

"Face sticking out."

"No, not here, not on the eyelids, no painting." She grabbed Tian Liyang's hand and pen that were about to touch her eyelids, and struggled hard.

"Tian Liqing, I am willing to lose the bet." Tian Liyang smiled.

“…… You draw it. She let go of her grip on Tian Liyang. An expression of death as if it were home.

Tian Shiyuan and Li Hui looked at the sister and brother and smiled. The two children never come home when they go to school outside, and the house hasn't been so lively for a long time.