I see.

Holding the fish intestine stuck in my chest, I slowly closed my eyes. I don't know if it's because I've slept too much lately, I didn't pass out, but I was a little weak to open my eyes. At this time, I suddenly missed Ma Chengcheng a little, if she was there, I guess I only need to call a few sisters with a shy face, and everything will be much easier.

Ma Chengcheng has been fighting for my life, and I suddenly feel unfair.

Why?

Because I had no background, I was replaced by Ma Shuanglin and his son, because Ma Chengcheng had no background, so the good seedlings who could have entered the special forces were killed by Ma Shuanglin's design.

How can there be such a shameless person as Ma Shuanglin in the world? Obviously an elder, he doesn't know what virtue and respect are, but he keeps making things difficult for us ordinary people, won't he feel guilty?

The wound in my chest was very painful, I felt someone transport me out of this room, and then went to another place, when I felt the effect of the anesthetic, I fell asleep groggily, since I was determined to come to the organization, I must do something to make a difference, only if I am strong enough, I can settle accounts with Ma Shuanglin.

At the same time, I also feel extremely sad, Honglian is the head of the branch, equivalent to the deputy director, but even so, she did not save Ma Chengcheng.

Who is this Ma Shuanglin?

The wound is actually not deep, the angle of the red lotus knife is very ingenious, staggering all the important organs and blood vessels, and because of this, although the injury looks scary, it does not have any substantial damage to me, Lin Sui They have not come to see me, but the red lotus has come a few times.

In addition to teasing me, she just taught me knife skills.

Sometimes when I was in a good mood, he would also tell me about the organization, and it was after this period of getting along that I understood why Honglian didn't save Ma Chengcheng, because it couldn't be saved, and because it couldn't be saved.

This time, the Red Lotus entrusted people to Ma Chengcheng to calculate a hexagram, and the demon is both a catastrophe and a creation for Ma Chengcheng, as long as she can resist it, she will soar. Honglian knew that she couldn't intervene in this kind of thing, so she stopped acting rashly, and at the same time, there were people dealing with her.

The person who dealt with her was Ma Shuanglin.

There are countless night watchmen in Shenzhen, and the one I am in is the headquarters of the night watchman in Shenzhen. In order to conceal the nature of their company, the night watchman will build various industries used to confuse people, and the director of the night watch will not only manage the unknown night watch, but also manage the enterprises under the name of the night watchman.

Although Ma Shuanglin has no business acumen and is not a good person, he can't get along with his own brothers, but he gave birth to a 'good' daughter. This daughter is very means, only in her early twenties, most of the managers of those enterprises have become her guests, and then everyone looked at the love of this scene, and they were respectful to Ma Shuanglin, so Ma Shuanglin also took the opportunity to sit firmly in the position of the chief of the bureau, and now his daughter is married to an ordinary rich man, and the business is also booming, so Ma Shuanglin is even more straight and a man.

Ma Shuanglin has suppressed Honglian a lot since he took office, which is funny, he can have today's status completely because his daughter sold her body to earn, but who knows that he is a complete machismo, and he completely looks down on a group of women led by Honglian.

Listening to Honglian's seemingly small talk and thus tell me these things, my understanding of the organization is also increasing, she said that after I recover from my injury, I can do basic things, and then become an intern clerk, if my performance is good, I can become a regular, and then I will have to take the exam with my ability.

When I heard her say this, I casually asked the clerk about the task, but who knew that Honglian had actually sold a big deal, and refused to tell me.

Time passed slowly, and after a month, the knife wound on my chest had completely scabbed over and I could move freely, so Red Lotus began to teach me the skills of fighting, and so on, I trained for another month.

Two months later, looking at the sturdy young man in the mirror, who already had a lot of manliness, I was amazed at my transformation.

It's really incredible.

Just two months ago, I was just a weak college student, and although I didn't have any diseases, I looked like an ordinary tall and thin person, and I didn't have any obvious abs. And now, I look at myself with six-pack abs in the mirror, and I don't have the ecstasy I imagined, just a hint of emotion.

I've been training day and night for a month, I can't remember how much sweat I've shed, I can't remember how many sandbags I've broken, and I can't count the broken wooden stakes on one hand, and Red Lotus is very satisfied with my performance.

I didn't learn how to make fancy slalom kicks, or how to make beautiful knife flowers.

I just practiced day in and day out how to kill with one hit.

Red Lotus told me that the Night's Watch is far more dangerous than we thought, and that those dangerous inhuman creatures can easily cost us our lives, not to mention those who are ready to take our lives, and are still eyeing us behind our backs.

A good night watchman should know that nothing can be ruined by personal timidity.

For example, what would you do as a night watchman if an inhuman creature no less lethal than an atomic bomb took a human hostage and demanded that it be let go?

We want to prioritize the safety of the majority.

That is, in exceptional cases, the rescue of hostages can be abandoned.

It's not because we're cold-blooded, it's because we have to be responsible for the human race, and any wrong decision is not something we can afford, and once it goes wrong, it will destroy the entire human society.

I smoothed my fist with a stake sandbag, and I smoothed out my goofy self in the blood.

The real difficulty of the Night's Watch is not the danger, but the fact that those who protect you, even those who have to protect everyone, including your life, do not understand you, and even resent you and spit on you, and you must be responsible for the human race as always.

This is true loneliness.

It is also a never-ending battle against the water.

Responsibility represents perseverance, but also represents the pain of moving forward alone.

Loneliness, that's what the night watch is all about.

And my only belief is not to save humanity, but to ...... Rescue Ma Chengcheng.

I'm a selfish person, so I don't take care of everyone's hearts, I just want to repay Ma Chengcheng, even if I owe her too much, only by paying off the debt of conscience, I may have the heart to save others.

Now, I don't miss humans, I miss my only sister.