My ears woke up before my eyes, first the sound of raindrops hitting the window panes, then the distant but clear sound of birds.

Chirp.

Chirp.

Chirp.

It seems that the little bird chirping and jumping around with its head tilted directly in my mind can come to mind.

Then I opened my eyes.

The first thing that caught my eye was the snow-white ceiling, I felt myself lying down, the quilt was not warm, and it was still drizzling outside the window, I moved my fingers, and a poem suddenly came to my mind.

I don't know if I'm a guest in my dream.

In my dream, I didn't know that I was a guest, and in my mind, there seemed to be a person who was very important to me who said this, and that person seemed to be a girl, and she seemed to be very important to me, but I couldn't remember her face clearly. What does she really look like?

After a long memory, only her chin and the lips with which she spoke, she seemed to smile very little, and as soon as I opened my mouth, she could not tolerate my idiotic remarks, the kind of lips that were curled up and beautiful had been accusing me in anguish, but would bend the most gentle curve towards me.

In my dream, I didn't know that I was a guest, and I was greedy for joy.

I always felt that I was in a state of chaos that seemed to be a blessing, and reason told me not to wake up too soon, so I just enjoyed being a little confused, and yet......

I was completely sober.

Just as I was staring at the ceiling in a daze, I suddenly heard a familiar voice in my ear, and it was so kind that I couldn't help but cry for a moment.

"You kid, how did you go to college like this? I don't know how to take care of myself at all, and I don't grow up a child......"

I sobbed—

"Mom......"

"Look, you're crying."

Listening to the familiar complaints, I couldn't help crying, "I'm sorry...... I didn't protect the horse ......."

"Ma Chengcheng?" The woman in front of the bed frowned a little puzzledly, "Who is Ma Chengcheng?" Are you a friend? ”

I paused in my sobbing voice, looked up at my mother's sincere face, and my heart sank suddenly.

She doesn't remember Ma Chengcheng?

Why?

Fifth Flame.

It must have been the Fifth Flame, who erased my parents' memories of Ma Chengcheng.

Definitely, yes.

"Are you confusing dreams with reality?" My mother put her hand on my forehead and said in a concerned tone. I was silent for a long time, and then laughed dryly, "Mom, thank you for your hard work." ”

Mother laughed, "You just don't fit in when you leave home, it's okay, this time it didn't become pneumonia, it's just a big cold." ”

I hummed and gossiped with my mother again, and then I learned from her that Ma Chengcheng's room is now a study, I am the only son in the family, without any brothers and sisters, and I can't ask them about Ma Chengcheng's memories when I see any side knocks, but I am still sure that Ma Chengcheng really existed.

Even if the whole world forgot about her, I wouldn't.

I don't need to think about it, I have a scar on my wrist, which was naughty and cut to the knife when I was a child, if Ma Chengcheng hadn't pulled me, I don't know how big the injury was, and because of this, she also had a knife wound on her finger.

My mother didn't stay long, our house was not too far from the school, and when she saw that I was fine, she hurried back to work, told me to take care of myself, and left.

I lay in the ward for a long time, the doctor said that as long as the infusion is completed, I can be discharged, then I suddenly feel a wave of hunger, I looked at the fruit that my mother had washed before leaving, but I did not have any desire to eat it at all, and then I saw that the bottle of potion was hung up, and I rang the ambulance bell.

After a while, the nurse came to me with a medicine bottle.

She wasn't very tall, she was fair, she looked like she was in her early twenties, and when she stepped on her feet to change the bottle, a large section of her snow-white arms was exposed.

I swallowed.

I don't know why, but I could easily feel the pulse beating under her skin, and the powerful beat made me feel ...... It's tempting.

I knew I was hungry.

I really...... I'm so hungry.

After the nurse finished changing the medicine bottle, she looked down at me and asked me softly how it felt, at this moment in my eyes, I could only feel her beating pulse, her neck looked so fragile, and her white and delicate skin looked so healthy.

I really...... Hungry.

I reached out and grabbed her arm.

She was startled, and her face turned red all of a sudden, "Please...... Put...... Let go of ......"

I pulled her into my arms.

She was frightened and subconsciously wanted to resist, but how could she resist me?

I couldn't help but want to bite her delicate white neck, and the tinkling of blood in my veins seemed to be heard directly.

Good...... Moving.

"Ma Chenlong! Let her go! ”

There was a sudden roar in the doorway, and I was interrupted by the voice, and I looked up in shock.

It's Zhuge Xuan.

Behind Zhuge Xuan was the fifth flame holding the fruit basket, he saw this situation, stuffed the basket in his hand to Zhuge Xuan, got up and ran over, and when he pulled the frightened nurse away from me, he commanded Zhuge Xuan: "This nurse is handed over to me, you take care of Ma Chenlong." ”

Zhuge Xuan nodded solemnly, his face was still so pale.

I looked at the two of them and tried hard to smile at them, but after a long time, I found that I still couldn't. Even if I just mobilized my facial muscles, I realized that I couldn't do it.

In the end, I had to pout the corners of my mouth again in vain.

There were also some people in the ward, and after a hurried footstep, Lin Sui's eager voice rang out from my ears, "Chenlong, you...... Are you okay? ”

Hearing her voice, I tugged at the corners of my mouth, "That's good......" I muttered, "That's good......"

She reached out and hugged me and gently patted me on the back.

I held back my tears and said softly, "It's okay...... You are ...... existing."

In fact, I almost couldn't hold back, how I was afraid of losing Ma Chengcheng and then losing them, just now I found out that my mother didn't remember Ma Chengcheng, at that moment I even had doubts about my memory, in fact...... For a moment, I wished that Ma Chengcheng really didn't exist.

If she really didn't exist, then she wouldn't have been pushed downstairs by me, and all the suffering and pain she had suffered would no longer exist.

How wonderful.

The thought of Ma Chengcheng falling from the upstairs in front of me gave her a relieved face......

I whimpered and cried.

"Why...... What the is this ......?"

I couldn't stop crying, "Why do you let Ma Cheng ...... Damn ......"

The rain outside the window is getting heavier and heavier, and the autumn mood is getting thicker and thicker.