Three days later.

Finished.

That's what everyone is saying.

Li Zhen hasn't slept well for three days, no, strictly speaking, four days.

I try to sleep almost every day, but even if I am very tired every day, I can only sleep for more than two hours, and I am very awake immediately when there is any movement, and then I can't sleep again for a day.

It was only four days ago, and Li Zhen was tortured to death. It's like a different person.

Every day he became emaciated, his body became weaker, and it seemed that a gust of wind could blow him away. No one knows exactly why.

In four days, countless methods have been tried. even deliberately reversed Li Zhen's black and white, and tried to sleep during the day and live at night in the future, but he couldn't do it.

No matter what method is used, Li Zhen is immune to all this, and there is no effect.

Everyone deeply felt the horror of insomnia, it was just such a simple instinct, but he couldn't do it. In a few days, Li Zhen was tortured as if he had been replaced by a different person.

"Get out! Get out of here. I don't want to eat, don't come in again, don't bother me! ”

Li Zhen was like an angry lion in the room, roaring and roaring.

The person who delivered the meal trembled, and hurriedly retreated, without any unhappiness, just with a worried face.

A person who has not slept well for several days and cannot sleep at all will become extremely irritable. It explodes at the touch of it. People are starting to accept the consequences.

Liu Jinghong saw the staff hurriedly withdrawing and shouted, "Wait." I'll send it. ”

After speaking, Liu Jinghong personally picked up the tray, took a deep breath and entered the door.

As soon as I entered the door, I saw Li Zhen covered in a quilt, covering his face with a handkerchief soaked in rosemary, and pillow a pillow made of lavender seeds and silkworm sand. Lie flat and take deep breaths continuously.

His breathing was unusually rapid, and only his chest could be seen heaving.

Liu Jinghong didn't dare to disturb, he didn't know if Li Zhen was really asleep, if he finally fell asleep and then quarreled with him, it would be a big disaster. So he put down the tray and sat quietly on the stool next to him without making any sound.

After a minute, Li Zhen's breathing became more and more rapid, and Liu Jinghong also became nervous.

Li Zhen suddenly lifted the handkerchief on his face, and sat up with a roar: "Did I say don't bother me?" Get out, get out, get out of here. ”

Liu Jinghong was stunned at first when he heard this, and then hurriedly walked over and said with a worried face: "Master Li, it's me, I'm Liu Jinghong......"

"I know you're Liu Jinghong, get out of here. Whoever it is, get the hell out of here. Get lost! ”

As he spoke, Li Zhen stretched out his foot from the quilt and kicked Liu Jinghong frantically.

Liu Jinghong was kicked to the ground, and immediately knelt beside the bed: "Master Li, if you can't sleep, don't worry, let's sleep slowly and calm down." ”

"Hold it down, how else do I put it down. How else do I stabilize it? Tell me, how am I going to put it? Yes? ”

Liu Jinghong was speechless for a while, and hurriedly said: "You haven't eaten for two days, drink a bowl of porridge." ”

"Don't drink it. Get out of here and don't bother me. ”

Li Zhen said in a deep voice, his face gloomy and terrifying. ，

To be honest, he himself didn't know why his temper had suddenly become so big. But that's it, all of a sudden, it's like this, I want to scold everyone when I see it, I want to go up and kick twice, hit twice, and want to vent like crazy.

And Li Zhen only scolded verbally, but did not do anything out of the ordinary, which was already very restrained. He has a lot of power in his hands, and in this rage, he has no intention of destroying this world, and he is fortunate in misfortune.

Liu Jinghong really cried, holding Li Zhen's hand and shaking it constantly: "Master Li, you can't do this." If you can't sleep, let's adjust slowly, don't worry, maybe, you can fall asleep after eating a full stomach first? ”

Li Zhen was silent for a long time, and then sighed heavily. Reach out.

Liu Jinghong's face was overjoyed, and he hurriedly walked over with a bowl.

Li Zhen was silently holding a bowl and drinking porridge, drinking and drinking, Li Zhen's eyes suddenly turned red.

'Smack'

Throwing the bowl on the ground, Li Zhen's mood collapsed.

It turned out to be like a child, and he cried out.

"Why am I like this? Jinghong, why am I like this all of a sudden? I want to sleep, I really want to sleep. ”

Li Zhen wiped away his tears, and the whole person's emotions collapsed in an instant, tears rained down, and the more he wiped them, the more he wiped them.

Liu Jinghong also cried bitterly, and said while wiping Li Zhen's tears: "It's okay, it's okay, I'll always fall asleep." ”

Li Zhen choked up and said, "Why does God torture me so much? What exactly am I doing wrong? Why can't I do what is easy for everyone? In just three or four days, I felt like a different person. It's only been three or four days, but I feel like I'm living for years, and that's the most painful thing in the world, isn't it? ”

Liu Jinghong thought that it was, but he didn't dare to stimulate Li Zhen anymore, he just shook his head: "No, Master Li, there are still many things of suffering in the world......

Li Zhen ignored it, and just cried to himself: "I'm willing to give up all my status, I just want to sleep peacefully." I really don't want to go on like this, I'm so uncomfortable, I'm in pain, you know? Exclaim, can you feel my pain? ”

"Yes, I can feel it. Master Li, we are also worried. ”

Li Zhen suddenly raised his head and roared angrily: "Why! ”

The green tendons on his neck rose and fell, and his whole face was red.

Liu Jinghong was submissive and didn't dare to say anything again, he was afraid that what he said would stimulate Li Zhen, every sentence.

Li Zhen closed his eyes, and two lines of tears crossed both sides. Murmuring, "What did I do wrong?" It never occurred to me that the most painful punishment in the world is actually these instinctive things that we are born with. Cruel, right? ”

Liu Jinghong was speechless.

Li Zhen continued: "A person is born to sleep, but if he is deprived of this instinct, such as me. Then it will be cruel. I really want to realize a truth, exclaim, cherish it. Cherish all our instincts, we don't never pay attention to the breath, it accompanies us, if one day it is deprived, it will also be as painful as me, right? I'd rather be deprived of breath because at least in a few minutes I'll be suffocated. What I don't want to be deprived of is sleep, which is chronic torture. ”

"It's not physical torture, it's soul torture. I want to die. ”

After Li Zhen finished speaking, he lay down on his back with his face to the sky, letting the tears continue to pass through both sides.

Liu Jinghong gasped, looked at Li Zhen in horror, and then suddenly knelt down and cried: "Teacher, you can't have such thoughts!" ”

Li Zhen silently closed his red and sour eyes, and wept gloomily: "Go down." ”