Chapter 5: Things After the War: Twenty-Nine, Xiao Ni's Confession
I looked at Xiao Ni, and I didn't know what strange thoughts came to Xiao Ni's heart.
Xiao Ni lowered her head, poured another glass of wine, and drank it all. Look up at me again. "Perhaps, I shouldn't have told you. But if I don't tell you today, I'm afraid I'll never have the chance to say it again. ”
I laughed, and I said, "What can't we say to each other, and we still need to talk like this?" But as soon as the words came out, I vaguely felt that something was wrong.
Xiao Ni looked at me and said softly, "Brother-in-law, I'm in love with you!" ”
Hearing Xiao Ni's words, I was a little stunned. I almost wondered if I had heard it wrong. I said, "I'm your brother-in-law, you're my sister's sister, that is, my sister, you can't fall in love with me." ”
"I know. I know it's not right, but what can I do? I'm just in love with you! At that time, we were in Guangzhou, and my sister was gone. That's why I fell in love with you. Who knew how much would happen later? Who knew my sister could be resurrected? But by the time we knew this, it was already too late. My feelings are irretrievable. You tell me that if it weren't for my sister's resurrection, would you have accepted my feelings? ”
I was stunned again. I knew in my heart that when I was in Guangzhou, I was a little tempted by Xiaoni. I don't deny that if it weren't for these things that happened later. I should accept Xiao Ni. In order for Ah Mei to let me take care of Xiaoni's entrustment at the last moment, I will not turn Xiaoni away. What's more, I don't have feelings for Xiaoni. But now it's different after all, and I can't answer Xiaonie's question. All I could say was, "I'm sorry! I didn't expect everything to be the way it is. ”
Xiao Ni nodded, "I understand." Knowing that you have me in your heart, I am content. I won't embarrass you. When I leave tomorrow, perhaps, we will never see each other again in this life. ”
I said, "Don't be so pessimistic. In the future, you can come to see me and your sister, and your sister and I will find time to see you. ”
Xiao Ni shook her head, "No need. What do we say when we meet? Watching two of my dearest and dearest people show affection to me? I'm going to be jealous, too. This only increases the discomfort in my heart, and I have to say things against my will that make me even more uncomfortable. If we can't be together, why meet again? It only adds to my sorrow. ”
Facing Xiaoni at this time, I suddenly felt like a primary school student who had made a mistake, standing in front of the teacher, at a loss. I don't know how to appease Xiao Ni, but I know that no matter what kind of appeasement I have at this moment, it will be useless to Xiao Ni.
Xiao Ni poured another glass of wine and drank it dry. said, "Brother-in-law, I have a wish that has not yet been fulfilled. ”
I said, "Go ahead, I'll do it for you!" ”
Xiao Ni said, "Really? ”
I said, "Really! ”
Xiao Ni said, "I want you to accompany me to the Divine Lake, I want you to row with me in the middle of the Divine Lake!" ”
At first, I was a little uncertain. I don't know what kind of problem Xiaoni will give me at this time. But I decided that no matter what kind of problem she had, I would help her solve it. Unexpectedly, Xiaoni just asked me to accompany her to the lake.
I held out my hand to Ni, "Come on! I'm going to fulfill your wish now. ”
Xiao Ni held my outstretched hand, "I want to leave the best memory in my heart!" ”
I pulled Xiao Ni and slid to the edge of the lake in the wind.
At this time, the surface of the lake is sparkling in the moonlight, and the lake water is surging. The smooth surface of the water in the distance was like a huge silk horse. At this time, the lake of the gods showed a strange color, and the water of the lake quietly changed, but all the changes were changes in color.
Xiao Ni and I found a big rock by the lake to sit on. At the edge of this Pure Land, this Pure Land, which has not yet been polluted by humans, breathes naturally and rises and falls naturally. Let people revel in this moist, slightly salty smell. I watched the time pass and watched the island in the middle of the lake darkened into silhouettes in strange ways under the sparse starry sky. The waves gently lapped on the shore of the lake, and the sound hit my heart, just like my mother patting her childhood in anticipation of a dream.
My state of mind in this world felt empty, and there was no desire to speak. At this time, Xiao Ni was also silent, she leaned against my body, and I felt the slightest warmth on her body. The wind blows incessantly on the surface of the lake, and the world of the lake seems quite strange. It seemed that there was a heavier and heavier squeeze, causing the lake under his feet to surge, and finally made a mighty sound.
At this moment, listen to the flow of the Kamiko in the wind, which is the thoughts that flow from the heart of the Kamiko. This night, sit by this lake until the wind grows louder, and the galloping of the wind blends with the rushing sound of the sacred lake. It is no longer clear which is the sound of the wind and which is the sound of the waves. But my heart was clear. At this moment, I understood the sound of the waves of the sacred lake.
At this moment, Xiao Ni looked at the crescent moon in the sky, her face showed a look of infatuation, she muttered: "A long, long time ago, in the shaking grandmother bridge, there was a bright moon, the clear moonlight, flowing like water...... I felt that Xiao Ni's voice touched something in my heart. Xiao Ni turned her head to look at me, and at this moment, I saw something flashing on her face that had never been before, and it was misty, and it made my heart suddenly move.
Ni sat next to me. I felt like Ni was staring at herself.
Xiao Ni said, "Are you listening to the sound of the waves?" The sound sounded very monotonous, boom! ”
I didn't turn my head to look at Xiao Ni, I said, "If you listen carefully, you can hear the change in rhythm, and the layers of sound are very rich." ”
"Really?" Xiao Ni listened carefully for a while and said. "Looks like that's really the case."
While Ni listened to the sound of the waves in the darkness, I stared at the stars that shimmered in this quiet space, and I thought about it in a panic. Although it is not clear to me that I am seeking all the mysteries of life, or am I trying to explore myself? Not sure what you're after? But I couldn't control my thoughts like a loose horse. I reached out to the starlight floating in the air, but I couldn't touch anything. I had to look silently and repeatedly, and then I simply closed my eyes, hoping to smell the stars. But what I smelled was a faint aroma emanating from Xiaoni. The scent made me feel like I had a very special feeling at this moment.
Xiao Ni and I have been sitting on the rock, and although the two of us have not known what to say, neither of us has any intention of leaving.