When I reacted, I quickly called this number again, but it was turned off, and then I called my dad's number, and the result was the same.

I understand, my dad must have been arrested, this time he couldn't escape, and wiped out a large family, is there any chance of survival for this kind of thing?

That's going to have to be shot.

Growing up so big, I have never felt so desperate and helpless as I do now, I can only cry, and later called Guan Qingqing. She came back soon and hugged me and cried together when she found out about it, and she said that there was nothing she could do about it, and that no one could save my dad when it came to this point, that is, he would definitely die.

I said I wanted to meet my father, Guan Qingqing said that she was looking for a relationship, it was unlikely, she comforted me and went out to find a relationship.

After that, I basically kept crying at home, crying until I had no strength in the back, my glasses were swollen, when Zheng Hu and Shang Hairui came back in the evening, they didn't know what was going on, and asked me what was wrong, whether someone was bullying me, I shut the two of them out of the door, I didn't want to talk to anyone, anyway, after lying in bed, as long as I thought of my father, I wanted to cry, but at this time I couldn't cry.

When I was a child, my dad beat and scolded me countless times, and I cursed him more than once to die early, but he was my dad after all, after my mom left us, he didn't give up on me, he pulled me up, and now I'm really going to lose him, I don't know how to describe the mood at this time.

After Guan Qingqing came back at night, her face was not very good, it seemed that her relationship was not going well, and later Zheng Hu and Shang Hairui probably knew what was going on, and they didn't continue to ask me, and the two of them didn't go into the house to sleep at night, but slept in the living room.

After they went to school the next day, they never came back, Guan Qingqing said that the two of them were going to live in the school, and they would not come back to live in the future, I also understood that my dad was arrested, and the family must be down, the reason why they went to study small was definitely not to increase the burden on me and Guan Qingqing, I asked Guan Qingqing Before my dad died, I could see him, Guan Qingqing said yes, but not now, I have to wait, or she continues to go to the relationship, see if you can meet in advance.

Stayed at home until the next night, Gao Meng sent me a text message, she asked me why I didn't go to school, and I didn't reply to her text message, and then Chen Yajing called me, but I didn't answer, and then she sent me a text message, asking me to go to QQ to search for Xia Yu's QQ number, saying that Xia Yu may be in contact with Jiangbei now.

If I heard this news before, my emotions would definitely fluctuate, but now my mind is full of my dad's affairs, after hearing the news, there are no ripples in my heart, I think she loves to be good with whomever she likes, and it has nothing to do with me, but after lying on the bed for a while, I still can't help but turn on the computer, on QQ, when searching for Xia Yu's QQ. found that her screen name was Jiang in the north, and after entering her space, she found that there was a message board called Summer Rain and left her a lot of words, this person should be Jiangbei.

One is the river in the north, and the other is the summer rain, which is clearly the couple's online name, indicating that the two are now together. Of course, I also suspect that Xia Yu deliberately angered me like this.

The May Day holiday came soon, Chen Chong also called me, said to take me to the fixed point, but I refused, said I had something to do, Chen Chong also asked me why I haven't been to school recently, he said he asked Zheng Hu and Shang Hairui, the two of them didn't say, I told him that it was okay, and then hung up the phone, Chen Yajing later also called me, she asked me if I knew that I was stimulated after Xia Yu and Jiangbei got along, so I have been sad at home these days, I am not in the mood to speak, so she said what I should do, She also comforted me, saying that Xia Yu might be angry with me, not really good with Jiangbei, so I don't have to worry about it, and then she suddenly jokingly said to me: "By the way, I saw a news on TV today, saying that Luo Cheng caught a murderer and killed the richest man in Luo Cheng back then, do you know what this person's surname is?" I have the same surname as you, you know."

Before Chen Yajing's words were finished, I whispered to her: "Don't say it, this person is my father, and my father is the murderer who destroyed other people's families!" ”

After saying this, I hung up the phone, Chen Yajing didn't call me again, I also understood that she must not know to tell me this, after more than ten minutes, she sent me a text message, said a few sorry, said she didn't know before, so she said that, let me not go to my heart.

Anyway, Chen Yajing sent me a lot of text messages, all of which comforted me and apologized to me, but I didn't reply to her, I wasn't angry with her. I just don't want to go back, I don't want to do anything, and I don't want to deal with anyone.

After a few more days, Guan Qingqing told me that he had found a good relationship and could take me to see my father, and my emotions became excited, because my father had not been sentenced yet. So it stands to reason that we are not allowed to visit the prison, and we all go to see my dad secretly, of course, it doesn't matter, just see my dad.

When I saw him, his hair was shaved, the whole person looked a lot haggard, I haven't seen him for a few days, he seems to be several years old, when he saw me, his expression was calm, and he smiled at me, the smile was very kind, I grew so big and I felt his smile so warm for the first time.

He said he didn't have anything to tell me. I just hope that I can walk my own way in the future, don't take his own way, I couldn't help but call Dad, I started crying after the call, although my dad has been laughing at this time, telling me not to cry, but I know that he is also very uncomfortable, he said that in the next life let me vote for a good family, don't be his son, I shook my head, crying and said to him: "Dad, although since I was a child, you beat me and scolded me, I also hated you." But you've pulled me so big, I know that sometimes you just can't express your emotions, it's not as cold-blooded as I imagined, if there is a next life, I will let you be my father! ”

At this point, I couldn't hold back my emotions anymore, and I couldn't cry anymore.

I want to do something for my dad. But after thinking about it, I really don't know what I can do, and then I simply called my dad and kowtowed to him three times, I said that I haven't done anything to honor you in my life, these three heads are filial to you, I hope you go well on the road!

After I said this, my dad also started crying inside, he was laughing and crying, probably not wanting to show too vulnerable in front of me, he wiped his face with his hand, and then dragged his feet and walked away.

Looking at my dad's figure, I didn't want to mention how uncomfortable it was, and I knew that this might be the last time I saw him. Guan Qingqing was also crying at this time, she hugged me tightly, and said that if there is her, she will always accompany me to grow up.

After I got home that day, I cried for a long time, anyway, from the beginning of this day, I basically didn't go out. I don't go to school, I stay in the house every day, sometimes I don't wash my face when I lie in bed for a day, Chen Yajing and Gao Meng have called me and sent me text messages these days, but I didn't answer any of them, they also came to look for me, and I didn't respond after knocking on the door for a long time. I even felt that my life might be ruined like this, Guan Qingqing had to cry every day when he came back to see me like this, almost a month or so later, my father was sentenced to death, and it didn't take long for him to be dragged to the northern suburbs of Luocheng and shot, and he died with him. There are also Uncle Lin and Uncle Datou.

In fact, they killed other people's families, which is also considered a crime, and this is their due retribution.

After this day, I don't like to go out even more, sometimes when I have to go out, as long as I see someone looking at me, I feel that they are talking about me, saying that I am the son of a murderer, I become very afraid of seeing people, especially acquaintances, sometimes I see people I know from afar, I will avoid walking, I can't avoid it, I bow my head and walk quickly, Guan Qingqing said that my mind is not normal. They wanted to take me to the hospital, but I just wouldn't go.

After half a year like this, I feel that I have changed, I have become very timid, and my personality is more withdrawn than when I was a child. It was sold by me at a stall outside the community, and it was all that kind of CD, and after reading it, I solved it myself, and gradually became addicted to it, and I was addicted to it, in fact, I didn't understand, I was like this, why would I still be interested in these things.

Guan Qingqing also found out about these later, she also told me that if I couldn't help it, she could help me solve it, but I refused, Guan Qingqing was helpless, she also asked a psychiatrist to go home, saying that I had depression and wanted to show me, but I knocked the doctor out of the door, and his head was opened, and Guan Qingqing never called anyone to come to the house again.

Later, one night, Guan Qingqing's mobile phone rang suddenly, and after she answered the phone, she said that a person named Lai Zi was looking for me.

This person, in fact, is a horse face, after my dad and their accident, he disappeared, he should have run away, why did he suddenly call at this time?

Because my dad's death has more or less something to do with him, so this phone call made me emotional, I answered the phone and scolded over there, scolding him for killing my dad, anyway, when I scolded him, I could hear that his emotions seemed to be unstable, he was also crying there, and he said to me: "I'm really a pen, I'm sorry for the fox brother and them, they died unjustly, why don't they tell the truth"