Chapter 751: It's a pity that you're not him
"This kind of thing is very painful, no matter how good you do, no matter how good you are, you can't become that person, 'It's a pity that you're not him'!" Qin Feng laughed at himself, and the softness in his eyes gradually turned into melancholy, sorrow, irritability, and pain.
Chu Yu didn't interrupt him, although she was mentally prepared, when Qin Feng really said it, she was still a little lost, her eyes were slightly sour, and she almost wanted to cry.
"Loving one is an obsession, and no one can crack this obsession, unless one day it suddenly dawns on you, or you love to the extreme, or hate to the extreme, and finally forget each other.
Xiao Chu, Camp Commander Xiao is different, his heart is dead, and falling in love with a person with a dead heart is really desperate, because his love has been buried and will not be distributed to anyone, including you, of course.
If the person he likes is still alive, you will have a goal, a kind of expectation, but now, your enemy does not exist, just lives in his mind, memory, how do you defeat that shadow? Qin Feng began to talk to himself, and slowly his expression was serious, as if he was asking Chu Yu for an answer.
Chu Yu smiled lightly: "Do you have someone you like?" ”
The confusion in Qin Feng's eyes instantly turned hot, and then became firm, and he nodded vigorously, with a hint of pampering in his tone, "Yes, like you, she has liked Camp Chief Xiao since she was a child, but unfortunately, Camp Chief Xiao only regarded her as a sister, and for a while, she seemed to let go of her knots." But Camp Commander Xiao's lover died suddenly, and she became paranoid again, which was more serious than before, and no one persuaded her. ”
Chu Yu nodded knowingly, and asked tentatively: "So, you came to me to make me give up on my own initiative?" ”
Qin Feng didn't answer, but asked her rhetorically, "If that's really the case, are you willing?" ”
Chu Yu stared at him for a long time, and shook his head slowly but firmly, "I won't give up, although I don't know what the results will be if I stick to it, maybe I won't get anything, but I know that if I give up, I will definitely be unwilling, and I will have regrets for the rest of my life." ”
Qin Feng smiled, snatched her words and continued: "That's right, I often think that if today is the last day of my life, I have any unfulfilled long-cherished wishes, and I am surprised to find that I will regret not being with my beloved."
Sometimes when I dream at night, I dream that I am dying, and there will be a strong belief in my mind, no, I can't die, Lingyun is still waiting for me! I hope she can be happy, I hope her happiness is what I bring her, at least I have to do my best, I have tried, I am willing! ”
Chu Yu stopped and stared at him, "So, do you want me to stick to it and not give up easily?" ”
Qin Feng met her gaze without flinching, and said with a smile, "Yes, stick to it, don't give up easily!" ”
Chu Yu nodded, different people have different attitudes towards life, and Qin Feng's views coincide with her in part, at least for now.
Out of the corner of his eye, he saw a familiar figure, and casually changed the topic, "Doctor Qin, do you want to ask me to go into the city with me tomorrow, do I have to think about it?" ”
Qin Feng didn't understand why he suddenly changed the topic, and suddenly heard footsteps behind him, and before he could turn around, he said loudly, "You haven't recovered yet, as a doctor, I have the obligation to take care of you during this time." ”
"When did Dr. Qin become so generous?" The cold voice of the woman behind her came, with unconcealed anger in her voice.