Chapter 521: Feelings

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When Lin Qingwan saw the newborn coming, Lin Wenze's tears were about to fall.

When he saw Lin Qingwan, he opened his eyes wide and looked at her curiously, obviously forgetting her.

Lin Qingwan also knows that it is impossible to expect a child who is only in his early years old to remember you for a year, and it is not in the era of mobile phone videos.

So Lin Qingwan squatted in front of Lin Wenze and introduced herself again: "Kang'er, I am your aunt and grandmother, has your mother mentioned me?" ”

Of course, I mentioned it, almost every day.

Lin Wenze nodded fiercely, glanced at her curiously and said, "It turns out that you are my aunt and grandmother." ”

Lin Qingwan smiled and nodded.

Lin Wenze glanced at her again, and then said shyly: "Grandmother is so good-looking." ”

Lin Qingwan couldn't help laughing, touched his little face, and coaxed softly: "Is it okay for my aunt to tell you a story?" ”

Anyway, it's impossible for him to see his mother tonight.

Lin Wenze slept a lot during the day, but he couldn't sleep at this time, so he nodded again and again when he heard the words, and sat down looking at his aunt and grandmother.

By the time Lin Qingwan put him back to sleep, it was almost time.

She leaned on the head of the bed and watched him pouting his ass and falling asleep, perhaps because he felt uncomfortable, he turned over, kicked off the quilt on his body, spread his hands and feet to occupy most of the bed, felt comfortable, and his little belly fell together, sleeping sweetly.

Lin Qingwan smiled slightly, gently covered him with the quilt again, Ying Yan waited aside, wanted to speak and stopped, and couldn't help but glance at Bai Feng.

Bai Feng stepped forward and whispered, "Grandma, it's late at night, you can go back and rest." ”

Lin Qingwan came back to her senses, looked at Lin Wenze and sighed: "You guys go down first, I'll sit more." ”

Bai Feng intuitively felt that his aunt's mood was wrong, but he couldn't say anything wrong, so he bowed down after looking at Ying Yan.

Ying Yan hurriedly followed, and when she got to the door, she couldn't help but pull her and ask, "Sister Bai Feng, what's wrong with my aunt?" ”

"I don't know," Bai Feng looked confused, "It's fine when you come back." ”

In the house, Lin Qingwan looked at Lin Wenze for a while, and then turned her head to look at the sky through the window, it was sunny today, and it should be a sunny day tomorrow, so the stars were almost all over the sky tonight, twinkling and twinkling.

Even in ancient times, such starry skies were rare, because there were too many of them, and they were too shiny.

She touched the place of her heart, her heart still beating in an orderly manner, but she knew that she would not have much time.

Today, the moment she heard the child's cry, the qi that had been supporting this body seemed to be withdrawn from her body at once, and she knew that she might be leaving.

She thought she would be happy, of course she would be happy, she would be able to see her grandfather when she went back, so that he would be less sick and she would be able to live, wasn't that what she was here for?

But when I really want to leave, the reluctance that springs up from the bottom of my heart is so strong.

She raised a child here, with friends who knew each other, elders she respected, and responsibilities that she couldn't shirk......

Lin Qingwan blinked, blinked the tears in her eyes, and when she looked at Lin Wenze again, she was much firmer.

If you have to leave, you should think that you are really dead.

It is a happy event to add Ding to the house, and the reward will come out early the next morning, which can be regarded as the joy of the house.

Lin Wenze saw his younger brother for the first time, and wrinkled his nose in disgust, but he still lay on the side of the small bed and looked at him curiously.

Shang Mingjie named him Kang'er according to his nickname, and he was called An'er.

He was tied up at this time, and he didn't know whether he was hungry or uncomfortable, so he opened his small mouth and cried twice, and he hummed and didn't cry until he was picked up by the nurse.

Lin Yubin took the child and asked Lin Qingwan worriedly, "Is my aunt tired from the journey, why is her face a little bad?" ”

Lin Qingwan smiled indifferently: "It's a little tired, just rest for a while, you don't have to worry." ”

After going back, Lin Qingwan said to Bai Feng: "You go buy some rouge and come back, I want to use it." ”

Bai Feng didn't expect her aunt to take the initiative to mention this, she only uses balm every day, never rouge.

But Bai Feng still went.

When Lin Qingwan appeared in front of people again, her complexion was much better.

Shang Wenhui washed the three, and the relatives and friends of the Lin family and the Shang family came, and even Mr. Ji came.

Only then did Lin Qingwan know that Ji Yuan had walked around Jiangnan and returned to Suzhou, but at this time there were fewer scholars in Suzhou.

Many scholars followed Ji Yuan to walk around Jiangnan, and many people stayed elsewhere because of this, and did not follow Ji Yuan back to Suzhou.

Ji Yuan gave a piece of jade to Shang Wenhui, at this time his face was smoother and whiter, not as ugly as when he was born, so Lin Wenze stared at it every day, feeling that his younger brother was particularly magical.

Ji Yuan gave him a piece of jade, then gave Lin Wenze another set of toys, and said with a smile: "This is what I got from a craftsman when I was in Yuezhou, and I felt that this thing had the effect of enlightenment, so I brought back a set for your nephew." ”

Lin Qingwan smiled and thanked him, patted Lin Wenze's head, who was attracted by the toy, and said with a smile: "Thank you Mr. Ji soon." ”

Lin Wenze bent down and saluted, "Thank you, Mr. Ji." ”

Because he bent too much, his body was unstable and he almost fell to the ground.

Lin Qingwan and Ji Yuan looked at him, their eyes flashed with soft colors, and they looked at him with a smile.

Ying Yan took Lin Wenze down, and Ji Yuan asked her, "How long can the county lord stay in Su this time?" ”

Lin Qingwan smiled silently, Ji Yuan raised his eyebrows slightly, and then smiled: "It seems that Wu Shilang is quite capable." ”

"Is it true that the gentleman is not thinking about going out?" Lin Qingwan said with a smile: "Now Lord Yao is showing his strength in Lianzhou, and several of Mr. Yao's disciples are also serving the country, if you also join the ranks, wouldn't it be a good story?" ”

Ji Yuan shook his head and said: "The county lord thinks about Zhishi at such an age, how can he bear to let me, an old bone, enter the office?" I'm also greedy for leisure. ”

Lin Qingwan thought for a while and said, "Then I will ask Mr. for one thing, and ask Mr. to fulfill it." ”

Ji Yuan motioned for her.

She groaned for a while before she said, "Sir, when does the world think it will be unified?" ”

Ji Yuan raised his eyebrows, looked at her seriously for a long time before he said: "Min is not to be afraid, the only person that Liang is worried about is Shu State, but ......"

Ji Yuan paused and then said: "In fact, Shu is not as strong as Liang in terms of national strength, and Chu, which can be compared with Liang, has died, unless Shu and Fujian are united, or Liang is in turmoil, otherwise the situation in the world has actually been decided." ”

"Sir, what do you think is the chance of cooperation between Shu and Fujian?"

Ji Yuan smiled, "The Zhong family's army has set aside part of its troops to be stationed in Qichang Mansion, and even the Zhong County Lord has personally gone to Qichang to train his troops, isn't this exactly what to prevent?" ”

"Min is small, but it is just a state of Liang State, he really dares to cooperate with Shu State, but he is afraid that before the soldiers and horses come out, he will be wiped out by the Zhong family army first." Ji Yuan said with a smile: "Although the Wu clan of the Fujian State is mediocre, Prime Minister Chen Jian is a far-sighted person, and he will not let the Fujian State cooperate with the Shu State." ”

Lin Qingwan said: "The unification of the world is the trend of the times, the Fujian State is small and weak, and it cannot cooperate with the Shu State, so it can only be classified into the Liang State, Mr. Ji, do you think the far-sighted Chen Xiangke can see this?" ”

"The county lord does not hide the ambition of Liang Guo."

"If ambition can be concealed, then it is not ambition," Lin Qingwan leaned forward slightly, looked directly at him and said, "Mr. Ji, if the Min Kingdom is willing to surrender to me, then how sure is it to fight against the Shu Kingdom?" And how many fewer deaths can be made with this certainty? ”

Ji Yuan pursed his lips, "It's just you from Liang Kingdom?" ”

"Sir's words are wrong, the people of Fujian, Liang, and Shu are all among them."

"You want me to convince Chen Jian?"

"Someone once told me that if you talk about the benefits of tongue, my brother and Chen Xiang are two, and the other is Mr. Ji."

Ji Yuan said unceremoniously: "How did the county lord leave himself behind, you have made great achievements in the past few years, if you talk about the best candidate to make the Fujian country, shouldn't it be yourself?" And you are loyal to Liang, and you are free from the fear of rebellion. ”

"I want to go, but I'm afraid I won't have a chance." Lin Qingwan had thought about how Daliang would go next a long time ago, Shu was only afraid that it would really have to fight, but Min was not necessarily.

It is very small, not as big as a province in Fujian in the previous life, and it is a corner of peace, and it is even more low-key than Jiangling.

And its economy is far inferior to that of the Jiangnan area, because there are many mountains and few lands, and it has to buy grain from Liang Guo every year.

Therefore, for such a small place, it is natural that no troops will be sent if they can.

Ji Yuan frowned, didn't understand this sentence, and looked at Lin Qingwan inquiringly.

Lin Qingwan smiled at him and pleaded: "So please also ask Mr. to promise me that if there is really that day, Liang Guo needs Mr. to send an envoy to Fujian, and I also ask Mr. to go out of the mountain to persuade Chen Xiang." ”

The Min State is basically controlled by Chen Jian, and if Chen Jian can be convinced, it is equivalent to taking the entire Fujian State.

"Lord Lin is also too anxious, you need to know that if you want to hurry, you can't reach it, at this time the Liang Kingdom is still recuperating, and at this time, you have already considered subduing the Min Kingdom and the Shu Kingdom?"

Lin Qingwan just said: "People who have no long-term concerns must have near-term worries, and please ask Mr. to promise me." ”

Ji Yuan pursed his lips and asked, "If I shouldn't, what should the county lord do?" ”

Lin Qingwan smiled, "What else, leave it alone, let others worry about it, can I still pressure Mr. to be a lobbyist?" ”

Ji Yuan stared at Lin Qingwan seriously, and saw that although she was begging him, she really didn't mean to be reluctant, and her mood was better.

He lowered his head and took a sip of tea and asked, "What did the county lord mean when he said that he didn't have a chance?" ”

Lin Qingwan didn't speak, just sighed abruptly.

She knew she was going to die, but no one knew that but she knew.

She asked Dr. Xu to check the pulse, and he said that the pulse was no different from before, so she was no different from before except that her face was getting worse and worse.

If she says she's dying, I'm afraid everyone will think she's crazy, right?

What's more, Shang Wenhui was just born, and she didn't want to cause trouble to people on this happy day, so it was impossible to say it.

Lin Qingwan didn't answer, and Ji Yuan became more and more suspicious in his heart.

This time, Lin Qingwan returned to her hometown much more leisurely than last time, occasionally seeing a few old relatives and friends, and the rest of the time was spent with Lin Yubin and her two children.

In this way, when Shang Wenhui was full moon, seeing that her vacation was only twenty-one days away, and she was about to leave for Beijing in a few days, Lin Qingwan began to take a pen and continue to ask for leave.