Father Edward felt the constant fear that was conveyed from the abyss of his heart, the terrifying indescribable imagery, which wriggled in Father Edward's own sense of fear, and sometimes he felt that he could see—it was only a description of a feeling, and he knew full well what he did not actually see—that hidden in the abyss could not quantify its depth, but it was not the lowest level. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 info Sometimes he feels that he hears a sound, and in the same way, this "sound" is just an adjective, in fact, the ears do not hear any sound, just a fluctuation playing in his head, but he subconsciously understands that the body of that thing is not some kind of "fluctuation", not the kind of string-like vibration that can be imagined, nor is it a ripple or anything like that. The sounds it plays in his head are both natural and man-made, but if you listen closely, you will feel that it is not these sounds at all, strange and unresonant.

Father Edward thought that if he really resonated with it, and could comprehend a certain harmony and emotion in the rhythm as if he were listening to human music, then he would definitely say goodbye to the concept of "human" completely. Of course, now he doesn't feel that he belongs to a pure-blooded human being, maybe in terms of ideology, there are still traces of human beings, and even, the philosophical thinking that betrays morality in the eyes of ordinary people is also unusual, and the power of 999 in disguise continues to transform the physiology and structure of the body to produce a physical quality beyond ordinary people, but when he communicates with other people, including ordinary people, the other party does not realize that it is a non-human person who is communicating with him. This in itself is enough to prove that he still has a strong human presence on him, and even from a loose perspective, he would probably be considered a "physically and mentally sick human" rather than a "non-human".

Father Edward has a very deep understanding of the position of self-existence, and he does not think that this is a question of good or bad, but that this recognition of the self itself is a standard for measuring other things, and those who are more inclined to human beings above this standard are of course human beings, but those who deviate from this standard, such as the unspeakable monster that is attacking from the level of consciousness, are of course more thoroughly non-human.

In the world of human consciousness, many strange phenomena or strange beings that seem to have intelligence emerge one after another, but in fact, most of them can be interpreted from a psychological point of view, and to some extent, they can be classified as part of the huge and overarching concept of "human beings". It is generally believed that they are not independent beings, but simply a phenomenon that is deconstructed from the level of human consciousness structure and reconstituted according to certain laws. The essence of these phenomena and seemingly life-like things is closer to the concept of "phenomenon".

However, from this point of view, the thing that looks at this side from the abyss of his heart, peeps at this side with malice, and is full of aggression and erodes this side, without any evidence or obvious clues, gives Father Edward himself a strong intuition that it is not some kind of conscious phenomenon, and, assuming that there is enough evidence to prove that this intuition is wrong, he still feels that he must be more intuitive, and stubbornly believes that it is completely different from human beingsAlthough it is presented in the human consciousness, it is a kind of life that is independent of the concept of "human".

Maybe it's a phenomenon of life, maybe it's an individual life, maybe it's a consciousness of life, but even Father Edward himself, who is full of doubting spirit, inexplicably and clearly has an absolutely unrevocable idea, which makes people resolutely not question, and believes that when others feel everything they feel now, they must have the same idea: it is definitely not a part of humanity, it has not evolved from humanity, it is not something that belongs to humanity.

And the stronger and stronger such an idea is, the more all the thinking that can be carried out will rotate for it, just as the stars in the universe, by an accidental cause, or by some grand and inevitable law, come together to form satellites, to form planets, to form stars, to form giants of greater volume and mass, and as their volume increases, and their mass increases, and their density is pressed tighter, the stronger the gravitational pull they release, and the more they pull the things around them. Whether it was thrown away by itself, or it was farther away from it, or it flew from a farther away side - it was forced to revolve around it.

That terrifying thing, inhuman existence, indescribable monster, even if it is just an unimaginable image, hidden at the bottom of the inner abyss, hidden in the rhythm and imagery of horror, hidden in the sense of the observer Father Edward himself, will also have a terrible gravitational pull in this illusory, complex and grand world of consciousness, this gravity makes the consciousness of all those who observe it unable to operate according to its original trajectory, just like a spaceship passing by an invisible black hole. When the people on the spacecraft realized that their sailing trajectory had an unexpected deviation, they gradually analyzed from other data, and it turned out that there was a black hole around them, and they and others had fallen into the clutches of this black hole, and had fallen into an inextricable fate and were about to be swallowed by this black hole.

Father Edward fought it, but felt like he was driving a spaceship, inadvertently caught in the gravitational circle of the black hole, no matter how much he struggled, the data was detected, and the power of the ingenious technical explosion was not enough to free himself from the gravitational circle of the black hole - maybe the time to be swallowed by the black hole would be slowed down by his complete struggle, but without any external help, his end was already doomed.

It's horrible.

Despite Father Edward's strong will, and the fact that his austerity was sufficient to defend him against all imaginable horrors, he could still feel his own fear as he was caught up in this inescapable whirlpool, stronger than any horror he had ever experienced, and he felt that it was an ideological torture that even a saint would exhaust himself. The forged by penetrating oneself, analyzing oneself, proceeding from reason, returning to sensibility, and so on, can be said to be strong and tenacious in the mysterious events experienced in the past, but it seems that it is not a big deal here.

Father Edward could feel his weakness, and he had been weakening. He couldn't look directly at the enemy, couldn't confirm the enemy's body, couldn't get rid of the terrible shackles on his own ideology, couldn't rely on the power of 999 in disguise, and dragged this terrifying enemy out of the abyss of his heart, as if the power he possessed had nothing to do with this terrifying thing, could not produce a chemical reaction, and was in an extremely inert, or rather, completely ineffective state. Father Edward was able to understand this state of affairs, because in the mysterious events experienced in the past, there were indeed situations where one's own power had no ability to interfere with the hostile forces, but the hostile forces were able to effectively interfere with their own powers, just as in the occult, the evil spirits created by terrible witchcraft can touch humans and kill people, but people cannot kill these evil spirits with their own flesh and ordinary weapons, and there needs to be a special weapon, environment and ability that can actually interfere with each other, in order to truly eliminate them, but even then, it cannot be said that they were completely eradicated.

However, all special things are hard to find, and one can only be prepared for something that is universal, but not for something unique, especially when this unique thing has never appeared before, and if you want to find a specific weapon and power, you can only pray that the thing you see for the first time still follows the universal laws of nature, such as "there is something specific near it to maintain balance", or you can only pray that things will develop in the direction of storytelling, such as " At a critical juncture, because of another seemingly coincidental storytelling factor, the targeted power of things comes to me", and then from a macro perspective to achieve balance again.

Father Edward knew very well that his state in the situation had become unbalanced, and that what could rebalance himself with that terrible thing was no longer the power that could emerge from him, but was completely dependent on external changes. However, it was hard for him to imagine that he would have such luck, even if he had been luckier than most occult experts to survive until now, as if there was a premonition that his luck was over and misfortune had come to his heart.

Still, when the man appeared, Father Edward still felt at this moment that he was a character full of stories, his own life, the lives of others around him, and even the fate of the world, all under the constraints of a script in the dark, producing a natural dramatic change - this change was not beautiful, not shocking, but as a wonderful script, it was only inevitable and necessary, there was no such drama. Then the whole script will be bleak.

In this way, the constraints of a certain script that this drama makes him feel prove that the world is a hell - a hell that is destined to be "hell", and the so-called "doomsday" is only a short end and beginning in this long, doomed hell cycle. And then proved how correct his "asceticism" was. When there is no power to break this hellish cycle, only by feeling pain can we be freed from suffering, and our own philosophies, which are full of sorrow, do not melt into common sense, and betray morality, are the truth that allows people to live happily in hell.

Yes, people are in a scorching closed iron house with no doors and windows, and the only choice is to break the iron house and adapt to the iron house, the possibility of the former cannot be born from the inside of the iron house under normal circumstances.

Father Edward felt that the apocalyptic truth he was looking for had been proven in such a sudden, unprepared, and desperate situation, and yet such a miracle was so terrifying, and there was an even stronger horror hidden behind this miracle, surging towards him.

Father Edward did not feel any joy at all, he had always thought that as soon as he reached the predetermined end of his mind, he would be full of emotion, but at this moment, he was not moved. His heart was naturally vibrating, full of incredible feelings, and there was a clear logical line in his thoughts, which made him seem to understand what he was experiencing and what it meant behind this encounter. Even so, there is nothing to excite me at all.

There is only fear, there is only fear, there is only fear, there is only the greater fear that is hidden behind the fear, the greater fear that is hidden behind the miracle, the greater fear that is hidden behind the logic of oneself and the philosophy that is driven by gravity.

What a fear this was, he felt that he was about to be crushed, he was about to be defeated, but there was still such a little stubbornness and hope that he could barely hold on.

Father Edward struggled to break free from the gravity of the abyss and put part of his consciousness outside of himself, as if he was half-asleep and half-awake, unable to tell whether he was in a nightmare or back to reality. He turned and stared at the man who was running towards him, barely getting a clear picture of who he was.

Nameless Son......

Father Edward's mind echoed with this title, and as for the man's original name, his original origin and origin, he knew why: the witch VV turned this man into a messenger for a while, and at the same time, as part of the ritual of making him a "nameless son", from the level of the collective human subconscious, in a way that others could not understand—not to erase the cognitive ability of others, but to disintegrate the perception of others, The consciousness that arises from the point of view of impressions and thoughts to outline its concrete shape.

People can still see him, know him, and associate with him in a vague general manner, but when they "think about it," they always realize that "they don't think about him at all, and they don't really know him, and they don't even know his name." This is one of the origins of the name "Son of the Name".

And this nameless son, who seems to have no ability, personality and talent are just ordinary people, is the insurance set up by the witch VV deliberately for the extremely extreme special situation of "some sudden, unpredictable, unimaginable, and unrecognizable when experienced": the nameless son can play a role that no one else can do in such an extreme special situation, and then assist the other people of the Three Messengers, or the witch VV herself to solve the unexpected, Troubles that cannot be imagined or recognized.

Father Edward saw the significance of this man as a "nameless son" and the role he could play, as if to say: now is the time for him to appear.

Because, now the witch VV and the Three Messengers, and indeed the entire New Century Gospel, are not exactly an unspeakable monster that is "unexpected, unimaginable, and difficult to know"?

The disappearance of the witch VV and the Four Heavenly Courtyard Ga Coconuts is probably because although there is such an insurance plan, it is "not in time" to use it.

Drama, in this sudden coincidence, unfolded before Father Edward's eyes.