Extra-one obsessive-compulsive disorder
Today is April 4, 2018, at half past five in the morning, there are only 64 days left before the college entrance examination, the corner of the eye glimpses the desk calendar on the table, puts down a mock test paper that is almost finished, sorts out the stationery, picks up the schoolbag, and walks out of the house with his feet up.
In recent times, the weather has been good and bad: sometimes it is rainy in the morning and sunny in the afternoon; Sometimes the sky is clear in the morning and the wind is drizzling in the afternoon; Sometimes it's sunny all day, and when you close the door, it rains overnight.
My mood is also in this kind of weather, sometimes good and sometimes bad.
The life of the third year of high school is particularly depressing, there is a fire burning in my heart, and many of my classmates can't wait to fall in love, even my roommate Gillian.
Gillian is a very conservative girl, very beautiful, there are not no people who beat her in the class before, but she never takes it in her eyes, let alone in her heart.
But since the mobilization of the 100-day college entrance examination, Gillian is like a different person, and her behavior is like two people, if it weren't for me being sure that she hadn't changed, I even suspected that she was secretly dropped.
Gillian used to rarely talk to boys, but now she can flirt with boys in public, and she can take the initiative to give boys a hug.
The eyes of those boys looking at her are all Chiguoguo's **, I feel sorry for how can she be like this, is the only way to release pressure so unbearable?
Walking out of the house, the drizzle, strolling in it, the mood is extraordinarily comfortable, I am a sensitive person, I don't like to talk, I don't like to talk to someone, and the relationship with my family is very estranged.
In my memory, I didn't have a childhood, I didn't have parents, only my grandmother, it was my grandmother who brought me up, I graduated from primary school, my grandmother passed away, my parents were working in other places, and I studied in boarding school since junior high school.
I am used to being alone, in the eyes of my roommates, I am not very gregarious, maybe I am lucky, the dormitory roommates are very friendly, united and helpful, maybe my grades are good, but I don't like to play with good students, there is no feeling that those top students seem to be superior, and the relationship between my classmates and me is good.
I like to study, I like to see the blank spaces filled with answers, and I like the refreshing feeling of neat rolls.
I like to use a mechanical pencil to do practice problems, so that even if I make a mistake, I can use an eraser to correct it and keep the scroll neat.
I like to use a pen to do homework, and in general, I can write the correct answer at the first time, even if I write it wrong, just tear up the paper.
If it's a mock exam for the college entrance examination, I like to use a blue gel pen, I have tested, only with a blue pen, the words I write are the most beautiful.
I use different pens to write in different fonts, with regular imitation Song style, neat and clean block letters, and beautiful and elegant calligraphy.
In comparison, the words I write with a pen are the best, and I like them the most, on the contrary, the words I write with chalk are the worst, which may have something to do with the strength and habits of the pen, and I always feel very difficult to use chalk.
Oh, damn obsessive-compulsive disorder!
People with OCD strive for perfection, and once they are not perfect, they will want to destroy and start over, until I met him, I learned that some things, once they start, cannot be destroyed even if they are not perfect.
So, for the first time, I learned to revise and circle the wrong ones on the basis of the original, and write the correct answer immediately after it.
This not only ensures that the paper is neat, but also does not affect my obsessive-compulsive mood for the exam, otherwise I can't replace the whole test paper! Read the latest chapters, stay tuned