574 Hopes and disappointments
I asked her if she really wanted to invite me to dinner, she said if you don't want to eat then forget it, I said of course I want to, I can have a meal with a beautiful woman, and I don't have to eat for a week in the future, after I sent this, she sent me a sweaty expression, and then said: "I don't think you look like that kind of poor person, why are you so good at talking now!" ”
Looking at Su Ya's words, I began to mumble in my heart, because I didn't know what she meant by saying this, did she not like my poor mouth?
I said that the two of us have only known each other, and you don't know me, she then sent me a smiling emoji, saying that she doesn't like boys to be too poor, because she thinks such boys are unreliable, unsteady, and distracted. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info
Seeing this sentence, my heart instantly cooled a lot, sure enough, she didn't like my poor mouth, which made me regret it in my heart, I knew that I had talked to people just now, but it was bad now, leaving a bad impression on others. And at this time, I didn't know how to reply to her, but fortunately she immediately diverted the topic and said: "At seven o'clock tonight, I will wait for you at the gate of the snack city, please eat Malatang, there is a Malatang that is particularly delicious!" ”
I said okay, I'll be there when the time comes.
This is almost my first "date" with Su Ya, so I am very concerned. This afternoon, I also went to the mall to buy a new set of clothes, and went to the hair salon to trim my hair, when I trimmed my hair, the barber said that I had miscellaneous eyebrows next to my eyebrows, and said to trim my eyebrows, he said that after the trimming, the eyebrows are the same as the blade, looking at the person is particularly handsome, to be honest, I have always felt that I look manly enough, and I think that eyebrow trimming is generally only done by girls, men should not fix that thing, but I have also seen a lot of men's eyebrows, just like a sissy, But this makes me feel girly, and I am very disgusted with this, so this barber proposed it to me. I just refused, and I said I wouldn't fix it.
But he was nagging hard at that time, saying that after the repair, I would ensure that I looked very energetic and more handsome, maybe he was more funny, and I later listened to his persuasion and asked him to repair it for me, but I especially told him to repair the eyebrows, don't fix too much.
After I decided to let the family trim my eyebrows, I was still very nervous, afraid that he would not look good after trimming it, but after he finished trimming it, I looked at it, the eyebrows became much neater, the outline of the edge was particularly clear, and it looked like the whole person was more energetic.
At half past six in the afternoon, I arrived at the snack city, not to mention how excited I was, but what I didn't expect was that when Su Ya came later, she didn't come alone, she led Da Wang Juan to come together, which surprised me a little, I thought she invited me to dinner alone, it seems that I think too much.
After I went over to say hello to the two of them, Su Ya said to me with a smile: "I also said before that I wanted to invite Wang Juan to dinner, so this time I will take this opportunity to invite you together." ”
Although I was unhappy in my heart, I still smiled and said that there were too many people, and Da Wang Juan pointed at me with her finger at this time and said, "Uncle, you don't tell me when you come out to eat with Su Ya!" You've only met once, and you're thinking about secretly hooking up with someone, it's really ......."
Before Da Wang Juan's words were finished, Su Ya interrupted her, Su Ya asked her not to talk nonsense, I was afraid that Su Ya would be embarrassed at this time, and asked her not to talk nonsense. Da Wang Juan also looked at me with a wicked smile, as if she wanted to say something, but she didn't say it for a long time, and then when the three of us walked into the snack city, Da Wang Juan suddenly pointed to my eyebrows and shouted: "Uncle, have you trimmed your eyebrows?" ”
Da Wang Juan's shouting scared me, although I did trim my eyebrows, and I think people do look better after trimming. But I don't want anyone to find out that I've trimmed my eyebrows, and I don't want people to point it out to me directly, especially if Su Ya is still here, Da Wang Juan emphasized it, how embarrassing am I?
Sure enough, after Da Wang Juan's words were finished, Su Ya also began to stare at my eyebrows, and I felt a little hairy in my heart, and I wondered what Su Ya would think at this time? Will she not like men to trim their eyebrows, according to what I know about her, I think she should not like it.
Sure enough, after Su Ya looked at it for a few seconds, her eyebrows wrinkled, and then she said in that particularly shocked tone: "Uncle, are you still trimming your eyebrows?" You ......"
She didn't go on with that, anyway, the expression and tone expressed how unbearable I was, and I knew that it must have left a bad impression on her again.
I said that I would cut my hair, and the guy who cut my hair said that I had mixed eyebrows, and said that it would look better to fix it for me, so I asked him to fix it for me, and after I finished speaking, Wang Juan laughed at that hahaha, and said while laughing: "The haircuter has a grudge against you, right, what he said is the opposite." Your eyebrows used to be pretty good-looking, but now it feels a little weird to be like this, not good-looking! ”
Su Ya also echoed Da Wang Juan at this time, saying that she was right, I don't look good like this, I smiled awkwardly, and said that I would not repair it from then on, and this time I became a barber. After saying that, I thought to myself, if this barber was in front of me now, I would definitely sweep him down with a leg sweep, and give me fucking advice, which would make me leave a bad impression on Su Ya again.
What to say, when I came out today, I was happy, but I killed a big Wang Juan halfway. And then because of the eyebrows, my good mood is gone, although I was eating with Su Ya, but there was no feeling I wanted, after eating, the two of them were going to go to the lattice shop, and asked me if I would go, I thought that the place where the lattice shop was liked by girls, and I still didn't follow a boy, so I told them not to go, I went back to pack my things first, and I might have to go back to my hometown tomorrow, and the two of them didn't stop me, so I let me go.
Anyway, on the way back, I was in a really bad mood, although when I first met Su Ya, I didn't have any extra thoughts, at that time I felt that I could know her, and I was already very satisfied to be able to look at her, but this person, I am not satisfied, with the deep contact with Su Ya, my heart is naturally not satisfied with the current relationship between the two of us, to put it bluntly, my heart is also full of hope for the feelings of the two of us, and now I am still an ordinary friend, I hope to further develop in the future, It's great to be a partner or a future partner.
But at this time, I found that Su Ya didn't seem to feel anything about me, I didn't feel any hope at all, the two of us didn't seem to be people of the same world at all, and we couldn't go together at all in the future, so when I thought of this, I felt very lost in my heart, probably because the age difference between the two of us was too much, and there was a generation gap, so this situation happened.
But I like her too much, especially after contacting her, I found that she is too perfect and in line with my appetite except for the fact that she is not interested in me, and I finally met someone who I am so excited. I don't want to give up easily, but on the one hand, I like it too much and don't want to give up, and on the other hand, I can't see any hope, so I feel very tired and struggling.
When Gao Meng came back to have dinner with me, she also saw that I had something on my mind, so she asked me: "I've been very happy to see you all this time, why do you look sullen today?" ”
I didn't hide the relationship with Gao Meng, and told her about me and Su Ya, she smiled after listening to it, and said: "I have experienced this feeling a long time ago, it is really feng shui in turn, and now I will let you experience it!" ”
As she spoke, she quickly told me not to tease me again, and she analyzed it for me for a while. said that according to what I said now, Su Ya really doesn't have that feeling for me, that is to say, I am not someone else's food, I asked Gao Meng, what am I doing now?
Gao Meng said: "Anyway, you won't listen to me if I persuade you to give up now, no matter who persuades you, you can't change your current mind, so what you can do is to go with the flow, whether you want others or not, because other people's pain is good, these are all things you have to go through, anyway, you just boil it slowly, time will tell you how to change it!" ”
Gao Meng told me this, I always felt like she was talking about herself, I guess when she liked me before, she also came over like this, I don't know how much courage she used these words to comfort me at this time.
Anyway, after listening to Gao Meng say this, I have some confidence in myself, and I seem to know what to do, after all, Gao Meng is a girl, she has liked me for so long, how much pain she has experienced over the years, she can stand it, I am a big man, what a big setback, this is unbearable? Anyway, I can become friends with Su Ya in such a short period of time, and I have added QQ, and I have hugged her, this development speed is already comparable to that of a rocket, and I should be content, thinking about it, my heart is much more comfortable.
After figuring it out, I slept much more comfortably this night, and I took the car back to my hometown early the next morning, and the first thing I did after going back was to go to my new house to see the decoration, to be honest, although the decoration company had sent me a lot of photos of my new house, but after entering the house in person, the real house in front of me was much better than the photos, anyway, I was very satisfied, it was the style I liked, and then I paid the remaining balance to others, and the house decoration was over.
But the decoration is over, and then there are furniture and electrical appliances, because I have no experience in this area, and I don't know what to buy, so I just went to Guan Qingqing and asked Guan Qingqing to give me ideas, but Guan Qingqing seems to be busy with the divorce of soybeans recently, I think she should be very busy, at this time it is a bit inappropriate to ask her to show me furniture or something, so I called Chen Yajing and asked her to accompany me.
However, it turns out that I shouldn't have called Chen Yajing here, because Chen Yajing's taste is completely supported by money, how can I say this, she doesn't look at whether the furniture is suitable for me or not, and what the quality is. She only cares about which furniture has a high price, she chooses which, according to her logic, you get what you pay for, the expensive one must be of good quality, and it will take a long time, I said that I am not you, not as rich as your family. I only buy what suits me, don't buy too expensive, Chen Yajing said that even if it is expensive, it won't cost much to get a set, and the money I made from opening a studio before is definitely enough, I said that I have graduated now, and a little money on hand is a little money. But I can't throw it all into the decoration, in case there is something to use money, I can't take it out, what should I do, and I plan to start a business or something, I also need money, the decoration is simple.
Chen Yajing said that if this is the case, it will be much simpler, just see which one is cheaper, and she suddenly touched my arm and said: "Your house is estimated to be used for marriage in the future, just wait for you to find a marriage partner, let her help you counsel, now buy a bed or something, just sleep!" ”
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