2225 The Witch's Resurgence

Witch VV is like waking up from a long period of time, she has the illusion that she has been broken down into countless parts and put back together, however, she knows what she really is—she is made of countless pieces—but in the process of decomposition and reconstruction, how has she changed? What is the difference between my current self and my past self in the most subtle ways? She didn't feel it, she just felt that her current self was herself, still a continuation of the past self, not something completely new.

Just like the growth of a person, including the body and mind, and even the personality, there are constantly some changes and transformations over time, and in the past ten years, I feel that the current self is completely different from the past self, but I don't know how many people have grown from the past self - what has changed, what has not changed, all in that most subtle level, little by little, huge amount, but from an overall point of view, there is not much change.

Therefore, it can only be described as "awakening".

The witch VV has woken up, and it hasn't been too long since the last time she fell asleep, or "died". She remembered how she had been killed, but she was still unsure what the thing that had killed her, called "Jiang", looked like an adult human-female thing.

The fear of being killed, the fear before being killed, also accompanied her awakening, awakening deep within her. There was a time, a very short time, but a very long time for her, and she struggled with this fear. She felt that if she didn't struggle, she would die again, and she didn't know if it was true, and she didn't think about the reality of that feeling. As long as she feels this way, she will constantly try to get rid of it.

It wasn't until she really felt that "she was completely awake", it was like holding her breath from the bottom of the deep sea, and finally surfaced. It is only after this that she is able to diffuse her perception from this completely inner feeling to the outside. Suddenly, a huge container, body, or shell of "self-knowledge", was presented in her perception - it is not an exaggeration to say that it is huge, she has never had this "huge" feeling in the past, and the process of her diffusion of self-perception allows her to clearly feel this enormity - just like a patient can finally feel his body, maybe slowly, maybe fast, maybe for a moment, maybe it takes months or even years, but, The parts that don't feel are basically "no feelings".

But the witch VV does have a feeling, a kind of "empty", the feeling that the inner self has not filled every corner of the outer body.

The ego has awakened, and the ego feels swelling and swelling at a very fast rate, but this speed is nothing compared to the "enormity" of the body. How long did it take for me to feel like my soul and body were once again one? The witch VV could not be calculated, and the time she felt was long, but the data that her body fed back with the precision and directness of the mechanical industry showed that it was only an extremely short time.

This kind of accurate and direct counting fed back by her body was something she had never felt in her body before, and it made her realize immediately that her body was no longer human. She didn't have an accurate idea of whether her body was a "human body" in the past, but if it was replaced by the phrase "how close it is to the common sense of human body", there is no doubt that today's body is farther away from this human standard than the body of the past - to the extent that it may be something different at all.

A body that is different from a human body brings a different feeling and perspective from the human body. It is difficult for the witch VV to describe what is really going on when she perceives and observes everything outside, because it is too complicated. If human beings use the six senses, or even the seven, eight, or ninety senses in the occult, to experience the world, all the cognition of the world is derived from this complex perception. Then, now the observation experience brought to her by the body of the witch VV has simply improved from seventy, eighty or ninety senses to the level of hundreds of billions of gigabit perception, and its intertwined and complex comprehensive operation has completely exceeded her comprehension - even so, she can still use it, and there is no difficulty of "you can't use it if you don't understand it" or "stumble to use it".

She only felt that she could subconsciously use this observation, perception, and every function and power based on this body from the perspective of a holistic whole, and there was no problem with the run-in. Just like after the birth of human beings, they suddenly skipped the mastery and learning of the body in the infant stage, and manipulated their limbs flexibly and freely like young people to complete those movements that the human body should be able to do.

The human body is limited by the basic components and structure, and it seems that it can make many complex movements, but in fact, there are constraints. And the new body of the witch VV made her feel a kind of freedom and openness far beyond the limitations of the human body, what the human body can do, this body can also do, what the human body can't do, this body can also do, what humans need to do in a different way, this body can do it directly. So far, what the witch VV knows, what humans must use tools to accomplish, has been completely covered by the functionality of this body, and it can continue to expand - humans still need to invent tools for some work, and this body is almost omnipotent, there is no need to think about what to make, how to make it, as long as you realize that "this is in demand", the body will naturally create it.

Yes, it only takes one consciousness – conversely, if it is not even aware of what it needs, then the body will also be able to do nothing. No, it's not that nothing is done, but that this inner and instinctive self-evolution is very slow when the unconscious is dominant.

From this point of view, it also has a lot of similarities with the human body.

Because this new body is so different from the previous body, the witch VV can't find the upper limit of this body for a while—the future of this body seems to be infinitely broad, at least, for the time being.

The inner self, the surface and the inside of the body, are becoming more and more integrated, and the witch VV sees "all kinds of foreign objects located inside her body". She quickly recognized them, the wizards of the Primal Life, the Cult of Doomsday Shinrijo, and the NOG personnel who were neither friend nor foe, cooperating and fighting—many of whom she had never seen before, but also those who were "old friends".

"Dorothy, and ...... Father Sissen? The witch VV recognized Dorothy at a glance, but Father Sissen had changed dramatically from his past, and if it weren't for the new and vast perspective and observation methods brought by this new body, it would have been almost impossible to find the shadow of Father Sissen in this guy - now, she could recognize Father Sissen, precisely because Father Sissen has always been unique to him from angles and levels that are difficult for others to observe, and something that makes him his is not too drastic.

However, it is difficult to say that it is impossible to say that there is no change at all, but the change has not yet changed in relation to its existence.

The witch VV also confirmed where she was at the same time - still in the ruins of the Ruling Bureau. The penetrating vision has been spreading outward, but it still can't reach the "edge" of the ruins of the Ruling Bureau, and because I see it more distantly than my past self, the idea that the ruins of the Ruling Bureau may have no boundaries has become more and more heavy. Everything she saw, whether it was happening or what had already happened, gave her a sense of weight beyond imagination.

This can no longer be described as "desolate, twisted and ruined", it is a huge battlefield, as if as long as the ruins of the Ruling Bureau are boundless, this battlefield is boundless - more twisted than the meaning of "twisted", more intense than the meaning of "fierce", this shock and intensity that cannot be expressed in words, as if only to prove that this is hell now.

There's something familiar that hasn't changed—something that never shows any signs of getting better or lighter. At the same time, there are unfamiliar, drastic things that have changed dramatically - these things have always symbolized the approach of the end times, and now, the end is very close, very close.

And the witch VV also confirmed once again that she failed to get out of this hellish "apocalyptic fantasy" as expected and go to the beautiful and real "new world" higher upper. No, rather, I was ready to "go to heaven" and did not hesitate to die for it, but when I woke up and recovered from death, I only saw that I was still in hell, as if all the preparations in the past and the promises and costs paid for it had become a joke.

- full of malicious jokes.

A great anger suddenly came out of the witch VV's heart, she had never been so angry, and she had never felt that she would have such an emotion, and that this emotion could be so intense that even the delicate and cautious mind seemed to pause for a few seconds, and even the new body was affected by this anger, and made some kind of crunching sound that could not be heard by the ears.

Indeed, I seem to have become even stronger than before, but what is the point of being so strong if I am still in hell? No matter how powerful, as long as there is no escape from hell, no escape from the end of the world, any self-perceived "power" is nothing more than an illusion. Now, can't you escape this illusion?

"Tie the colors! Dorothy! The voice of the witch VV erupted in anger in every corner of the new body, on the huge battlefield outside the body, "You have not kept your promise! ”

At this moment, the witch VV only feels that she is disintegrating again, and every fragment that constitutes herself is like a piece of dregs of personality, unable to be completely kneaded into the cognition of the individual "witch VV" as in the past, but it is not falling apart. These fragments that make up the whole of today's "self" seem to be shaken out by a huge vibration, and they are only connected by complex silk threads. But it is precisely because their presence has become more independent, more striking, more presence, that the witch VV is in a blur, as if she can hear the sound of each of them: this voice is the same as hers.

- Full of memories, expectations, yearnings, and anger and sadness after being disillusioned.

Not only the "self" as a whole knows its failures, but also the fragments that make up the whole self know their failures. This sense of failure, and the emotions that come with it, makes the witch VV feel that she is once again submerged in the raging waters, swept by the huge waves to the bottom of the sea, heavy and suffocated.

The witch VV began a new struggle, and in the process of struggling, most of the "impurities" hiding inside her body were emptied, thrown away, and killed, leaving only what she subconsciously wanted to leave the most: Dorothy and Father Sissen, because these two are the ones who are most likely to answer her question.

She had almost lost her mind, but not completely.

VV, the witch who has been reborn from the mutilation of "Sha", and the new Valpurgis Night, born from the past Valpurgis Night, is rioting, and the huge data hedge causes the already distorted enough perimeter to distort once again - the impact is so strong that even the distortion caused by the deviant ritual that affects the entire Ruling Bureau is not enough to resist this intensity of distortion.

The newborn Valpurgis Night was in the process of tremendous changes and impacts both inside and outside, expanding its own size again, and in the blink of an eye, it swallowed up nearly ten times the space of its original size, almost completely transforming the partition of the ruling bureau where it was located into a part of it.

The rapidly increasing volume also brings a certain amount of pressure, and it is this pressure that drags the witch VV back from the brink of anger to collapse. She felt it again, the ease of suffocating to the limit, finally getting out of the sea. She felt like she could go back to thinking about things for a while.

Dorothy and Father Zeeson did not lose their place in the onslaught of anger, and either one had the ability to quickly adapt to the current situation. Even so, staying inside an angry Valpurgis night, and this Valpurgis night was born based on the "strong" I knew in the past, and I still feel a lot of pressure. In the face of the theoretically stronger, and I don't know how powerful the witch VV is, both Dorothy and Father Sissen are ready to flee.