Ren Jing heard a rush of footsteps, opened half of the door, and saw Jin You running to the room with a not very good-looking face, quickly closed the door, and was about to ask, but found that Qi Ziluo followed closely behind.

Ren Jing glanced at it again, and slowly closed the door in frustration. Hua Kai was also at a loss, looking at them upstairs.

Qi Ziluo leaned in front of her door, Jin You was like that, obviously reluctant to be excited, always pretending not to care about anything, but feeling bitter in his heart.

Seeing that there was no movement inside, Qi Ziluo quietly opened the door. The girl on the bed looked at him with red eyes, and she was helpless.

At this moment, Qi Ziluo actually thought of the moment when he almost lost Jin You that day.

Jin You shook her head and rubbed her temples, she didn't want to give Qi Ziluo any signs of loving him, but she just couldn't help it.

Qi Ziluo looked at Jin You, who was wrong, and after closing the door, he asked with a hippie smile:

"Isn't Ah Jin going to cry when I think about it? Looking at the red little eyes, let Ziluo hug him. ”

"I miss my brother."

"What do you want to be strong?"

Qi Ziluo didn't have anything else unusual, he knew that Jin You would definitely not admit it, so Qi Ziluo sat next to her and pouted.

Jin You saw Qi Ziluo like this, or maybe thought of the beauty of the past, and laughed out loud.

Jin You and Qi Ziluo talked seriously for the first time, he took her clothes, goodbye today, Jin You was in a trance, and the trance had the feeling of three years ago.

"Are you happy now?" Qi Ziluo asked her seriously.

"Well, happy."

"You're lying."

Qi Ziluo looked at Jin You's eyes, Jin You was actually a little scared, and a little unwilling, and suddenly relented,

"Aren't you afraid that I'll take advantage of you?"

"What are you afraid of? Lao Tzu is a man, why is he afraid that his woman will take advantage of him, that is also the willingness of this king, don't you say? Do whatever you want! ”

Jin You touched his nose, grabbed the collar of his coat, turned his hand and pulled out a small dagger, "I want you to die." ”

"Death is death, death is in your hands, this king is happy."

"Then it will torture you in every way."

Torture? It's been enough for a long time. Qi Ziluo's smile when he lowered his head disappeared completely, and in those days of looking for her, the torment seemed to be impossible to extract for a lifetime.

For example, when he was fourteen or fifteen years old, as his fourth brother ran away, his fourth brother became romantic, but in the end, because he fell in love with someone he shouldn't love, he lost her, and he was sent to the frontier for four or five years, and he hasn't seen him once.

At the time, he felt a little incomprehensible, but now he understands, this emotion is on the head, just like drinking, getting more and more drunk, the more he wants to immerse himself in it.

"Ah Jin ......"

These two words, it seems that it took a lot of effort to say them.

Jin You gritted her teeth, turned her back and didn't dare to look at him again, she persuaded herself to be ruthless, but she suddenly felt a trace of coldness on her face, she had experienced so many things for so many years, as if she was invulnerable, but she only met Qi Ziluo, but she was strong.

Slowly feeling a warmth on her body, a familiar smell, Jin You didn't push him away, she didn't know what she was craving, and heard a soft voice in her ear:

"I didn't like red and bright colors when I was younger, I hated them, and the women in the palace wore one brighter than the other, and it was disgusting. But I just love goose yellow. ”

Jin You suddenly felt a little numb in his scalp and couldn't stand on his feet.

The goose-yellow dress was given to him by Jin You. Jin You closed his eyes, but Jin You clearly felt that he was holding himself tighter, and buried his head in Jin You's shoulder, and after a while, it seemed like sobbing.

The two stood in a daze for an unknown amount of time, and Qi Ziluo calmed down his emotions.

"Ah Jin, shall we escape?"

Escape?

Jin You had told him this sentence, but he didn't answer, so what if he agreed now? She broke free from him and said to his helpless face:

"Those things are just once, Ziluo, you forget."

"Have you forgotten?" The voice is magnetic, not the playfulness of the past, but more serious and intoxicating.

Jin You couldn't answer his question.

Jin You held his face, the candlelight hit his face, the just right arc was so beautiful, and his voice trembled but clear.

"Ziluo, wake up quickly!" Jin You choked up and said:

"The current situation is all against you."

"I know."

Jin You's eyes widened incredulously, and she took a few steps back but was caught by Qi Ziluo, she was suddenly a little disappointed in Qi Ziluo:

"Life is so unimportant in your eyes?"

"I just want you to be good."

It's important, it's important, but it's really tiring.

Jin You couldn't stand it a little, his chest was tight, the feeling was like falling into a thousand zhang Bitan, that feeling of suffocation, it was really uncomfortable.

"Don't cry, Kin."

Qi Ziluo wiped her eyes in a panic, but how could she stop.

For some reason, she slowly lit her toes, getting closer and closer to him, his breathing was gentle, and there was a smell of tea on his body. Jin You gently touched Qi Ziluo's lips with his lips.

Her lips were soft, and Qi Ziluo's throat tightened, as if the parched land suddenly had a water source, and a glimmer of hope grew in the wilderness.

Jin You's head was against Qi Ziluo's chest, and he let out a low sobbing sound.

"You go back to Yecheng quickly, you must take a good look at Yecheng, the people, and everything that is easy to make mistakes."

Because someone is eyeing you. Because there are people who ignore the law, who are lawless, who hate more than human nature, and who occupy the whole heart of a person that once beats.

"Ah Jin," Qi Ziluo tightened the person in his arms again. He coveted this strange feeling, but he couldn't let it go.

"Although we are born at such a high level, and some inexplicable responsibilities are imposed on us, I am always thinking about how to solve these things that should not happen, I want to avoid them, but I always run into the so-called struggle, power, too many power games in this world, too much pedantry and too much greed, there is no real right and wrong, and there is no pure emotion at all."

"I know what I owe Yuyou, and it's also my momentary negligence, why do I have to make myself unhappy? Isn't it good to live in the moment? Maybe I'm a little content with the status quo, or maybe I don't dare at all, but it's also true, I'm in between, and I don't want to care about anything. ”

"I owe you a lot, I know your grievances and your worries."

Qi Ziluo sniffed, and some of the unique fragrance on Jinyou's body rushed into his nose, he wanted to be sober, but he also wanted to be with her.

"Ziluo, I also know what I'm hating about you, but I'm actually hating myself, hating myself for not being able to do anything."