Chapter 375: Piercing the window paper
"I'm looking for you today, it's not over, it's ......"
As she spoke, her expression became complicated, and she stopped talking, so she simply sat down on the folding bed of the final balance and was silent for a long time.
"What is it?"
Seeing that the half-breed didn't speak, he asked.
"Can I ask you some questions?"
She said.
"Just ask."
"The day you first came in, do you remember the battle with the wind?"
"Why don't you remember, but no, I almost hung up, but fortunately, in the end, I was in a hurry and used the wave energy oscillator to kill that kid!"
"I let you go, but why did you choose to stay?"
Jiang Allen asked.
This question made Zhong Heng stunned.
The question, or the answer to it is nothing in itself. At that time, Zhong Heng didn't think too much, he only knew that the so-called lips and teeth were cold, this world was such a big place, if the wind killed Jiang Allen, his speed was not enough in front of the other party, and he couldn't run, and he couldn't fight, so he stayed and chose the last fight, and finally gambled. Moreover, his luck was not bad, and he won the bet.
What stunned him was the meaning behind the question.
"I ...... Why, why not run? Forced to smile, the final balance was also a little uncalm, lowered his head, and his words became a little fragmented, "Of course, it's because of ......"
"It's because you're my companion!" After a pause, he pretended to be calm and said, "What kind of person I am, don't you know?" I've never been the kind of bastard to leave my buddies behind and run away, just like the last time I was in Clam City, you were in danger, you said, I can ......"
"Can I leave you and run away? That's not a beast, how can you explain it to everyone, especially to President Leng when you go back? Not to mention that your importance to the organization is so high...... No, you can't just throw it away! “
While explaining, Zhong Heng realized that after nearly two months of depression in this environment that almost drove people crazy, what should have come has finally come.
"Oh......" After listening to his explanation, nodding, Jiang Allen then asked, "In your eyes, am I just your companion?" ”
She said shyly: Is there any, is there something else...... Well, positioning.
Zhong Heng did not answer, but asked rhetorically: What do you say?
With a wry smile, he said bluntly: "It's all come to this, yes, or no, is there any point?" See for yourself, can we still get out? If you can't get out, no matter how you position it, where else can you go? ”
"Alas......" sighed, slightly soothing the depression in his chest, he took out the information blocker and put it aside, "I know, my old man, with the three of you women, is trapped in this place, so ...... That kind of thing, or even worse, can't be avoided...... Let's put it bluntly, I'm ready, what about you? ”
"I don't care if you want...... Uh, of course, it's okay if you don't want to, I don't force you (in fact, it's reluctant)" smiled wryly, and said incoherently, Zhong Heng felt that the scale of language was a little too big, and hurriedly smiled and changed his words.
Like him, Jiang Allen also answered the question. I saw that her pupils flickered and fluctuated, and she reached out and grabbed Zhong Heng's right arm and pulled him to sit beside her, asking: Have you been outside, what have you done with others...... I'm sorry, I mean, were you in a relationship with anyone before you came in?
"I'm sorry, maybe I shouldn't have asked this, but I don't want to hurt anyone!"
After finishing speaking, she said with some shame.
Final Balance: No.
He was very straightforward and calm: It's not that you haven't seen it, I was so busy with something a while ago, how can I have time to engage in these things.
"Really?" Jiang Allen confirmed, "What about it...... I'm sorry, I don't know if I should say that, isn't it a human existence in the full sense of the word? ”
"Butler, for example!" She said, "Have you ever been with Xiaoqian?" Not just in reality, but also in the mission world? ”
"No......" Zhong Heng shook his head and smiled bitterly again, "Let's tell you the truth, don't laugh at me, I'...... You know, I've spent most of my life on bugs, I've never been in a relationship, and no one has ever liked me......"
Speaking of this, Zhong Heng was a little ashamed. Although he has made many outrageous actions above his intimate friends, he did not lie strictly speaking. These behaviors are more like the impulses that have been suppressed for a long time than the feelings that have been invested:
Let's ask, did he talk to Xiaoqian? Have you ever dated it? In addition to the things at work, have you talked about life and ideals together? Even, find some common hobbies together, such as playing a game and opening a black entertainment?
No, none at all!
In terms of nature, in fact, it is similar to a temporary couple in the revolutionary era in the past, not to mention that it is still in name only.
Whether there will be further development in the future, Zhongheng doesn't know, but now in this fucking place, if you can't get out, Xiaoqian can't be resurrected...... Even, although he doesn't want to think so, he can't rule out the possibility of this:
She may have really died, after all, who knows if the disintegration cannon can break down consciousness, or like the allusion to the ship of Theseus, she is resurrected again, and she is still not the same person who reorganizes her body.
Maybe she died once at the last moment of the mission, and when she came back, she was no longer the same Xiaoqian before the mission, just an identical copy with the same memory.
But no matter what, the days of final balance will continue. He is a man, he is a man, he also has desires and feelings, and it is impossible to hang himself from a tree, so ......
That's it, why are you chirping so much, the giver didn't force me to be with her, it's just a housekeeper, and she can be resurrected indefinitely, not to mention that she hasn't been upgraded to the third time, and she is not a real person...... Even if she is resurrected, what does she mean to me? Anyway, it's useless to regret it, just help me, I'm probably going to die here, why do you care about all these rules!
It is impossible not to feel guilty, but gritting his teeth, he finally had no conscience for a while, and quickly forgot about these things, and then said:
What about you......
He repeated the question that Jiang Allen had asked him as it was.
At this time, it doesn't make sense to care about these things, not to mention that the other party may not necessarily tell him the truth, but Zhongheng has a mentality, that is, he has said it himself, and he is uncomfortable not hearing an answer from the other party.
Jiang Allen shook his head: No...... You know, my physique, before I became an evolutionary, I didn't dare to affect others, and after that, ...... Hehehe, do you mean the housekeeper? I'll tell you a secret, not only did I not upgrade this module once, but I ...... after activating it
Her wife's tone was a little harsh: I let him self-destruct back to his original state.
"Why?"
This answer surprised Zhong Heng a little. Even if you don't treat the housekeeper as a person, just according to the so-called literal positioning, the coolies of multiple helpers are good, at least you can have someone with a common language to chat, what a waste of destruction.
"Cause and effect are entangled, and I don't want to get entangled too much." She said, "Or rather, I don't want to be influenced ......"
"It's not profitable, it's definitely not the giver to create this kind of thing, I think it might be some kind of strong artificial intelligence test......" she guessed, "Although I don't think it's very good to be with an artificial intelligence that is no different from a human, haven't you noticed that our butler will often be in our ears, encouraging us to do something...... Uh, rather, it is to guide our thoughts, especially so that we do not doubt the giver itself or cause concern! “
"It's not obvious, but you should understand that it's the giver who controls and guides us, even though we can't actually resist it...... Alas, it's a mess, let's not talk about it, anyway, you know I've never gotten this module! Gritting her teeth, she said what she thought in her heart, pouring beans from a bamboo tube:
"All this time, I didn't have a family, and I didn't even know if I would survive tomorrow, so I wanted to be with someone I could trust...... He can have no money, no strength, no talent, no looks...... I don't care about any of this, but I can't do without responsibility! ”
"Even if he knows that he will die, he will choose to hold on, and you ......" she said, "is the kind of person I want!" ”
"To tell you the truth, I liked you when I first met you on my last mission...... It's true, it was love at first sight, because you didn't leave Xiaoqian and Zhang Jiawei behind when you were in the most crisis, even if it was just a game that wouldn't die at that time, and later, ...... At the end of the mission, you saved us all...... Later, Clam City, I saw my grandmother, and the previous ......"
"Three times!" She held out three fingers, "Every time, you can walk away, but you don't, every time you risk your life for me, even if it's the danger I bring......"
Saying that, she cried and hugged Zhong Heng: You say, I don't like you, who do I like?!
"In the future, stop talking about things like that for the sake of the organization and for the sake of companions...... I love you! ”
Gritting his teeth, the core three-word idea was finally spoken.
Zhong Heng was stunned stupidly, and hugged Jiang Allen, who was crying in his arms, speechless for a long time - is this a confession? Anyway, I'm so good, I'm embarrassed to say it......
He complained in his heart.
However, after complaining and complaining, I have been suppressed for so long, being hugged by zero distance, sniffing the rich hormones, and finally I can't hold it.
There is wine today and drunk today, anyway, after the food runs out in the future, nine times out of ten will die here, while you still have the strength now, why not have a good time?
In this way, it is not in vain to come to this world!
Taking a deep breath, looking at Jiang Allen's face that was crying so much, he kissed it fiercely on the lips.
Hugging each other, the two fell over on the bed......