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The meaning of life is like that of an "executioner". Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. biqUgE。 info Perhaps in the minds of these physical beings, it is most meaningful to die in the hands of this physical life, under its short knife. And the significance of this act reminded her of the word "sacrifice".
It was an immediate, sudden-starting sacrificial ritual. And he himself is the sacrifice of this ceremony.
Why is this place at such a time? Why is it so sudden? Why did you lock yourself in like this? I can't answer these questions at all. However, this flash of inspiration made her somewhat relieved of what she had encountered, and she had a "so it is" trance, as if her physical and mental abnormalities had also been explained.
And when she felt this emotion, a sharp, hard object passed through her back and chest, hanging her body in midair. He didn't see the murder weapon clearly, but he felt that it was a long, sharp pole with a sharp head, like a magnified needle, and he didn't feel its presence until he was pierced—so suddenly, without the slightest warning, and in retrospect there was no way to react at all.
Her heart was pierced, and the knife-like weapon that she had finally regained was tightly held in her hand, even though the muscles of her whole body were twitching and her nerves began to paralyze, she did not fall. The effect of the piercing was so intense and swift that the physical penetration wasn't really what kept her immobile, the murder weapon itself was unleashing some mysterious power that hindered her actions and thoughts from within her body, and even the numbers listed on the helmet screen were chaotic to describe what had happened to her.
The heart was pierced, unable to breathe, the body was paralyzed, and even the eyeballs could not be moved, and although it was not clear, a large amount of blood must have flowed out - I felt like I was going to die.
However, her brain was still spinning, her energy was draining, but her spirit was getting more and more excited, and she vaguely saw a large number of abnormal values on the screen on the detection data of her physiological state, and described it as if a large amount of medicine had been injected. She didn't feel any infusion of medication, but the feeling of her heart being penetrated was very different from what she knew and thought. She felt that she was about to die, but she was not dead, as if she was hovering on the edge of life and death, and she knew very clearly that she was hovering on the edge of life and death, as if she was about to fall into the abyss, but there was an invisible silk thread that bound her feet, making her soul rise and fall on the boundary line.
I can't say that it's a blessing, I can't describe my perception of this feeling, but it's definitely not good, on the contrary, it makes her feel more painful, and I can even say for sure that it's a torture. The next moment, sharp objects pierced her limbs, and the corporeal beings pierced her body with something like spears and lifted her high. She felt a deep malice in this action, and was deeply frightened by the malice, and she felt as if she could understand what these physical beings were doing. Their actions, their ways, their meaningful actions, are like ancient and cruel rituals, they make no sound, but the silence is more like a loud voice that cannot be heard, loud and loud.
Their thoughts, their statements, their supplications, all permeate their every move, and there is nothing more frightening than the sober recognition of this. She couldn't let go, she struggled, she tried, and even the result was as she had originally expected, but even if everything was expected, even if everything had been done to the best of her ability, she couldn't let go. She didn't know why she couldn't let go, maybe it was the complex emotions boiling in her body that made her thoughts unable to calm down, maybe it was the drugs and fear injected into her body that made her unable to accept this ending even if she knew it. However, at the same time, she also knows very well that she can't do more than think now.
The carrier that carries her thoughts becomes extremely weak, as if she will die instantly in the next second, she can't transfer her thoughts out of this carrier, maybe Sha can do it, however, she knows very well that she is just a human being in the normal sense, and she can't use Sha as a standard at all.
Thoughts and actions are stripped away at this moment, and the eyes that cannot be seen are open, perhaps too weak, so that most of what is seen is blurred, and in this blurred scene, a large shadow is overshadowed. She didn't know what the body of the shadow was, but it was not an illusion, and the shadow she saw was so great at such a limit that in the dark gray there seemed to be another color hidden, or rather, this dark gray was brought about by some deep color, the illusion of the present state.
She also smelled blood, which she didn't think was the smell of her own blood.
Her heart stopped beating, and she felt that she had been pierced through her body and limbs like this, and she was held high by the body life and walked to the outer place, and in terms of feeling, it was beyond the scope of the platform she had stood on before, but the body beings who held her high walked so smoothly, as if they had been walking on neat flat ground, and the force field that had brought her a lot of trouble could not affect them at all, nor could it affect herself who was unable to move now.
Where are you going? Thinking about it, she was still thinking, maybe her fate was not the same as those people who were stuffed into cocoons? However, even being alive is definitely not a happy thing, if you can pass out unconscious, if you just die, you don't have to feel the torture you are suffering and the greater fear and pain that is looming so deeply.
Her emotions were like a wheel that had lost control, and she felt like her head was about to be burned by these dark and burning emotions.
She couldn't be unconscious, she couldn't die, every step of her life made her feel like she was getting one step closer to the situation that terrified her.
One step, two steps, three steps...... The huge shadow in the faint outline, looking down from the sky, felt that it was approaching, getting closer and closer, and then she seemed to see clearly, it was a huge head, and it was also tightly a head, obviously the material of the whole body, the lines like the texture of bones, which were actually formed by the dense mechanical structures connected to each other. It just descended, swallowing the group of body beings that had lifted itself up in one gulp.
And so, darkness descended before his eyes.
The scope of the nascent Valpurgis Night is expanding, and its internal structure is becoming more and more complex, which means that Sha is getting stronger and more complex. She knew the concept of a "temporary data hedging space", but never the feeling of a "temporary data hedging space", and she had heard that there were people in the past of the Ruling Bureau who had become temporary data hedging space - in fact, it was a rumor, but it was with her interest in this rumor that she finally got to this point and turned herself into a Valpurgis night.
The difference between the confidence gained from observing the night of Valpurgis from the perspective of a third person and the information obtained from directly becoming the night of Valpurgis and monitoring oneself is greater than Sha once thought. She couldn't even tell what was the difference between her current self and her past self - a general and general difference was known, but the details could not be summed up in a short period of time, because the difference between the two was too great and too complex.
The sudden impact had damaged the area she had encompassed for a time, but this damage was different from the damage she had suffered, judged, and perceived in her previous human or non-human state. It's not just a difference in feeling, it's something more substantial. All in all, this kind of damage is not a big trouble for her now, but it is not too deep. Even if she didn't need to use the common-sense sense of "maintenance" to be able to make herself better—there seemed to be something wrong with the description of "getting better", and although she was damaged in scope, she couldn't say that it was a bad situation, and she also regarded this damage as a "loss" in the normal sense, but soon she realized that she was wrong.
The scope of Valpurgis Night seemed to have narrowed for a while, but in the sense of "data hedging", the phenomenon of data hedging that she covered was made more profound and intense by the impact, and in that sense, she could even claim to have become stronger than before.
Sha has a dark feeling that as long as she keeps creating this huge shock, making the data hedging phenomenon frequent and intense, she will grow faster. In every sense, the high intensity and high mystery of destruction seem to be the source of the growth of Valpurgis Night. Sha has a bad feeling about this: it is as if she has finally completely reformed herself, but instead of becoming the positive thing she thinks, she seems to have become some kind of inducement to lead and expand the destruction.
Even so, feeling that you are growing and feeling your strength is growing is not self-deception. Sha could only think in the best direction: for example, she could spend more time looking for Father Xi and Father Sissen and others. However, as she was thinking so, new information entered her. It was a vague feeling that she was in bad luck and that something worse was going to happen to her, and it would eventually spread to the entire Dominion area.
Sha didn't know what had happened to him, but he was in a bad state and was going to be involved in something more troublesome, which was a very profound feeling. She pursued the message, and her thoughts and perceptions seemed to follow a route that ordinary people could not see, rushing to the place where her heart palpitated the most. However, she didn't get any more information in that place, only that she seemed to be besieged by the Primal Lifeforms and then captured by them.
The armament that Sha had already created for the Tsui didn't even have a chance to reach her. Moreover, judging from the rough information, the number of physical beings that appeared in front of the Tsuru was very exaggerated, and the Tsuki had no chance to escape from the beginning. The last message of the body was left here, but the whole person was gone, and Sha could only be sure that the body was not dead, or that the physical life would not let her die so easily - the reason was not clear, but she really felt that way.
Sha could have gone looking for her, but she soon realized that the massive impact that had smashed into the ruling bureau had caused more trouble. From the perspective of a Valpurgis night, it is possible to observe things from the phenomenon of data hedging that ordinary people cannot observe, and even mysterious experts cannot have such a perspective. From this perspective, the overall appearance and structure of the ruling bureau are very different from the ruling bureaus that Sha has known with her eyes and practice in the past. The huge flow of information did not precipitate because of the end of the shock, but formed more data hedges, but these subsequent data hedges did not create too huge shocks, even so, these data hedges are not weak, nor are they small, both in terms of volume and degree, these data hedges are causing huge turmoil in the overall ruling bureau area.
Since the collapse of the Ruling Bureau, the world in which it lives, the largest and most stable data hedging space, has never been so violently turbulent. All kinds of information fragments are entangled, and various chemical reactions occur irregularly, producing new information that even the current Sha cannot decipher. It is confusing, crazy, and cannot be interpreted in the existing way, and even its existence has always been considered impossible by most people in the past, and it is full of contradictions and paradoxes when viewed by existing theories, and it is simply not valid. But, today, they just exist.
The whole ruins of the Ruling Bureau are undergoing an extreme and great change that cannot be judged, that is, the union, which is also the cleavage, and there seems to be a force that tries to adjust this process, but the part that can be adjusted is not even one ten-thousandth of the part that cannot be adjusted, and then, the part that is even greater and does not rotate with a certain will, strongly distorts the part that has been adjusted. In this case, there will be deviations in everything you do, but Sha senses from the new data hedging that these deviations are being channeled, exploited, and concentrated - there is a force, like a gold digger, to collect grains of gold called "deviations" and try to condense them into a "deviation" totality.