Hearing the news of Xia Yu, I can't tell what mood I am in now, schadenfreude?

No, although the two of us have nothing to do with each other, and she is also very disappointed that she is good with Jiangbei, but after all, she is my first love, and she has had a good time, I still sincerely hope that she can be admitted to her ideal university, but this result is really regrettable, and I am also more curious about what Xia Yu's mood will be at this time? In order to be admitted to Shanghai University, she devoted all her energy to studying. He didn't hesitate to offer to break up with me for the time being, will she regret it now?

I don't know.

As for Gao Meng's college entrance examination results, Chen Yajing said that she didn't know, she hadn't contacted Gao Meng since she came back from traveling, and she also told me that she had discussed with her family about going to college in the past few days, and it was estimated that she would also go to the provincial capital to go to university, but not the junior college that admitted her, but another undergraduate university, she said that her aunt's family knew a professor in that school in the provincial capital, and she could be arranged in.

I said that your family is really not simple, there are people I know in the provincial capital, if I can't be admitted to college next year, you can also find a relationship for me to arrange for it, Chen Yajing said that this depends on her mood, if I have a little sweetheart, every time I see her Sister Jing Sister Jing screams, she may help me then.

I said forget it, I won't leave the relationship when the time comes, I'll take the exam myself, Chen Yajing said I can't see it, I'm so ambitious now, I talked for a long time after I finished it, I found that since I went back to school, my personality has slowly become a lot more open, and I am no longer as autistic as before, although I still don't like to talk to people much, but at least I won't hide when I see people.

That night, I also took the initiative to call Gao Meng and asked her about going to college, she said that she was admitted to a junior college in the provincial capital, and continued to study her art major, and said that this school has a jewelry craft and appraisal major, she discussed with her family that she wanted to learn this, because she now likes to make some small jewelry by herself, and she hopes that her future work can be related to these.

Gao Meng told me about these professional jobs or something, I naturally don't understand, but I can feel that she seems to have grown up suddenly, and she is no longer the stupid foreign girl she was when she first met, I said that you can study whatever you like, and call me when you get to college, Chen Yajing also went to school in the provincial capital, you two can come out to meet and go shopping together, remember to have a good relationship with your classmates, otherwise I am afraid that you will be bullied if you go.

Maybe I said she was okay and called me to make her excited, and she hurriedly asked me, "Is it?" Do you want me to call you? Actually, I want to call you often, but I'm afraid that you will bother me, and you are now focused on studying, I don't want to bother you! ”

I said it's nothing to call occasionally, a few of you are leaving, and no one is playing with me, it's good to call and chat, Gao Meng suddenly said uncharacteristically at this time that she would miss me, which made my heart beat faster again, this guy has deliberately kept his distance from me since he scolded her last time Xia Yu, and he paid special attention to proportionality when he spoke, and now he actually said that he would miss me, I thought that if I were in front of her, she would definitely not dare to say this. That's what I dare to do on the phone.

I said to Gao Meng: "When you get to college, there are many good boys and excellent boys, you see if there is a suitable one you like, just get to know others, it's not bad to fall in love or something, but you have to keep an eye on it, don't be those men who talk flatteringly."

I'm not done yet. Gao Meng interrupted me, she said: "Oh, don't tell me this, anyway, I don't want to fall in love now, and I won't fall in love when I go to college!" ”

I know the implication of Gao Meng's words, that is, he still likes me wholeheartedly. This makes me feel a little pressure, I've known Gao Meng for three years, I haven't been able to feel for her, she still likes me, what will I do in the future? I'm going to get married, if I don't marry her in the future, will she be able to accept this blow, and it won't be good if she does something stupid at that time, this is what I'm most worried about.

But isn't she going to college right away, I think she's going to go, she will come into contact with more excellent boys, and I'm separated from two places, if it's been a long time, it should slowly fade my feelings, Gao Meng later made a request to me, saying that she plans to paint a portrait of me before going to college, and then bring it to school. It takes me more than an hour to delay.

I didn't refuse, I just agreed.

As for the place where she painted, she said it was at her house, her parents were going to go to other places in a few days, and she was home alone, so I could go to her house then.

Two days later, my academic performance came down, this time the results were much better than before, there were three grades passed, still the highest Chinese score, reached more than 70 points, in our class ranking, also entered more than 30, although I did not improve by leaps and bounds like Jiangbei, but this also made me very satisfied, Guan Qingqing was happy after knowing my results, specially made me a big table of good food, she said that the third year of high school continued to work hard for a year, a good university is not expected, just take a test, it should not be difficult.

To be honest, I'm quite relieved myself, I never felt that I was not studying material at all, and I didn't expect that I would be able to score so many points.

One morning at the end of early August. I was reading at home, Gao Meng called me, saying that her parents had gone out, let me go to her house now, when I walked to the door of her community, I also met Instructor Jiang, which instantly made me uneasy, but Instructor Jiang was wearing blue overalls at the time, and there was a car delivering mineral water at the gate of the community.

This surprised me a little bit, after he was discharged from the army, he fell to this point? But I'm relieved in this way, it seems that he didn't come to pester Gao Meng.

Instructor Jiang also saw me at that time, but he glanced at me lightly, and hurriedly left on the water truck, and I learned afterwards that Instructor Jiang was not as depressed as I imagined, he did not work for people, but opened a water delivery shop by himself, the name is "Veteran Pure Water", this shop later gained a foothold in our local area, and its reputation was quite big, after Instructor Jiang made money in a short period of time. I went to invest and do something else, and I did it all the same, and I met a lot of people who had a strong relationship in the local area, anyway, I didn't have a lot of conflicts with us later, of course, this is a later story. We'll talk about that later.

Anyway, when I arrived at Gao Meng's house, Gao Meng's face was not very good-looking, it turned out that she had just gone downstairs to buy popsicles, and she happened to meet Instructor Jiang, but she said that Instructor Jiang just nodded at her and said hello, and didn't speak, I said that he is a scumbag, don't bother to greet you, Gao Meng said that she knew, and then she took a popsicle from the refrigerator and gave it to me, let me sit on the sofa, and she could draw for me.

I was sitting facing each other. Seriously, I'm a little embarrassed to look at Gao Meng's glasses all the time, but Gao Meng may be used to it, and she is painting there very seriously, frowning and tilting her head from time to time, looking very cute, I also muttered in my heart, such a good girl, why I just don't feel for her?

Behind Gao Meng, is the balcony of her house, at that time, the corner of my eye also swept to the white lace pants hanging on the balcony, I thought this should be Gao Meng, probably I have been studying at home during this time, I don't care much about these things, although Guan Qingqing has always been by my side, but I always feel that Guan Qingqing has been with me, and I can't give me too much stimulation. And I have never had these thoughts about Gao Meng, and when I saw this thing at this time, the fire in my heart burned again.

Later, when I stared at Gao Meng, I actually remembered a lot of indecent things in my mind, and I fantasized about what kind of experience it was like to be a hybrid like Gao Meng?

Maybe I thought too much, and I also reacted, which made me very panicked, especially embarrassed, I was afraid that Gao Meng would find out, but fortunately, Gao Meng was only drawing there, and he didn't notice it at all, after painting. She also let me look at it, to be honest, I don't think it looks like me, she painted me too handsome, but Gao Meng said that it was very similar, and she liked it very much. When she went to college, she wanted to hang this painting next to the bed in her dormitory, and I jokingly said that it would ward off evil spirits.

When I was about to go to bed that night, Gao Meng also sent me a text message, saying thank you for making time for her to paint today, and the two of us chatted for a long time, and finally what I never expected was that she sent me a text message coldly, saying: "When I paint for you, you seem to have reacted!" ”