In the darkness, I heard Red Lotus's apologetic voice.

She said: "I'm sorry, I promised your sister to take good care of you, but now...... But now I can't do it, I'm sorry......"

I wanted to speak, to ask her what she was going to do to me, but I found that I couldn't move at all, and all I could do was hear and touch and smell at this moment.

I smelled something that didn't smell good, and it made me sick to my stomach. But the most serious thing at this moment is not nausea, but the uneasiness caused by not being able to see, coupled with what Honglian said, all of which made me feel only deeply uneasy.

She said she couldn't protect me, what the hell did she ...... What to do?

But then, I felt the whirring wind, and in the midst of the whistling wind, I smelled a very strong fishy smell, and I felt a deep uneasiness, but now I could not say a word, nor could I ask what was going on, because of the lack of eyesight, I could not see anything at all, and now I also had a premonition that I was going to suffer some dangerous things, except for the heavy uneasiness.

And just as the wind stopped, I felt myself plunged into a cold pool, the water was so deep that as soon as I touched the water, I felt an unforgettable pain, and at that moment, the most terrifying thing for me was that I felt my limbs begin to numb, as if I had been given an anesthetic.

I wanted to raise my hand and move, but I couldn't do it at all, and I waited silently in fear.

It seems like a while, and it seems like a long, long time. It wasn't until the end that I realized what I had encountered, and I was ...... Abandoned ......

In the following days, I was picked up by a person, from the voice, she should be a girl, I don't know how old she is, in the following days, I still can't see anything, touch and hearing gradually replace my vision, to my surprise is that I originally thought that losing my vision would make me feel painful, and now, I know that only by losing my vision can I see more things more clearly, such as how the human heart is.

I rarely speak, I hardly speak, and that's why the girl who picked me up thought I was a mute, and the girl asked me to call her Little Zero, and she always talked to herself, but she laughed again when she said it, I don't know what she looked like, for me, a person who had lost her sight, it didn't matter what she looked like, but I knew that she was really kind-hearted, and Little Zero often brought all kinds of animals back to raise. I will also help her take care of some things, but because my eyes can't see, so I can help very little, Xiao Zero is best at cooking, and I can eat all kinds of strange ingredients every day, just like this, day after day, I also feel that it is actually good to be calm, but there will still be a trace of reluctance in my heart, after all, I really want to resurrect Ma Chengcheng, and those past partners, all those things that have been...... I still have too many wishes to fulfill, but now that I have lost my sight and been exiled, what should I do?

In the gossip that Xiao Ling thinks about every day, I also know what kind of place this place is. All the people here were abandoned by the Night's Watch, except for those who were maimed and teratographed by organizing experiments, and the rest were some sub-crippled products artificially created by the Night's Watch.

Yes, it was here that I learned what the real pillar of the Night's Watch was.

They're in R&D, and in endless R&D, they need a lot of basic experimental elements to do it. The reason why the Night's Watch have been able to grow so rapidly is simply because the experimental ingredients they use are so terrifying, because they use them.

It's people.

From old to young, from men to women, as long as they want the materials, there is nothing that cannot be used, many experimental materials do not die immediately after contact with the experiment, they become disabled deformities who survive, but the most frightening thing is those secondary products that still exist because of the failure of the experiment.

These remnants possess incomplete abilities, and although their physical deficiencies are very serious, they can also burst out with abilities far beyond ordinary people at certain moments, and because of this, these remnants were not destroyed, but were exiled to this place.

This place has no name, it may have a special code name in the Night's Watch organization, but to the people here, this place doesn't have any name. I don't know what kind of torture Xiao Zero suffered to get here, she was very sympathetic to me, always saying how pitiful I was, but in fact, all this didn't give me much understanding. No matter how much distress can it be, by now, all this I have experienced has destroyed me from the inside out, I don't know what I am living for, in my heart, there is always a seed that is not convinced, but now he has no way to germinate, no way to break through the ground, and no way to lead me to this desperate situation, at the beginning I was really desperate.

When I was rescued by Xiao Ling, I began to seek death for the first time, that time, I raised the blunt knife in the kitchen that was not a knife, Xiao Zero stopped me, she eagerly told me that as long as I live, there is hope, I have no way to say anything, at this time I can only feel despair in my heart, let alone live, now I have no hope, and this eye may not be good in this life, like me a waste person, what is the meaning of living?

At that time, Xiao Ling seemed to find out that I had suicidal actions and thoughts, and since then she has been protecting me, almost never leaving, and it is impossible to say in my heart that I am not moved, but even so, I have no way to rekindle the hope of living.

Until the end, in order to regain my impulse to live, Xiao Zero said to me that I should not think about seeking death, and said that although I became like this, she still had a way to save me and wanted me to be well.

That is, this time, I hugged her and cried, at that time I was really desperate in addition to despair, but the existence of Xiao Zero is like a beam of light, she made me feel redeemed at the same time, but also let me out of that extremely painful and desperate desperate situation, in the future, I gradually recovered the mood of self-abandonment, although Xiao Zero has always said that he will find someone to cure my eyes, but in fact, I don't expect the people here to save me, as Xiao Zero said, all the people here are the remnants of exile here, How could someone like this, who is not even able to protect himself, save me?

But in order not to discourage Xiao Ling's enthusiasm, I still kept thanking her, and as she said, I planned to give it a try.